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1994 BCMW......
Another time of horror
Sitting at a table
With four mental cases
No worse off than I
Medicated, so fun, it’s a game
Time to make the brain numb
Cocks all shriveled
Just limp
Entertainment with a mummified dick
Just sitting there drooling
It used to be a hell of a wingding
With Crack Cocaine
With fancy, cheerful drugs
Escape the reality of life’s hell
Damn door, it doesn’t really exist, does it?
Bang head against it
Revolving constantly, just spinning free
Don’t you know Doc, it makes the world turn
The crazy cunt with her hands in her pants
Babbling on as she stares out the window
“Not in a box, nor with a fox
No not on a train, nor in the rain
It’s all in this brain!”
Just shut the fuck up, I scream
The brain pain doesn’t go away
Give me more drugs
To me, give it, please
Mind, oh mind, not mindless
Extortionist, unlawful, feeble
Everyone is fucking insane
Let’s go nuts, tear this cage
Just pure resolute
Needing everybody’s NOTHING
Rip these clothes away
Run the streets naked, the way it’s supposed to be
Let the ding-a-ling feel the earth’s breeze
The orderly doesn’t like us naked
The talk lands me in the white button room
Nothing to obtain, just mindless leading mindful
The bearded man, he’s intelligent
on the daily, my personal mind fuck
Sucking that pipe like a cock
His breath smells like shit mixed with mint
Disparaged imposter
Another Freud in the system
Another fuck the people Bernays
Softly he approaches
Like a fictional friend
Always asking, interrogating, deciphering
He just wants it all
Just another experimental rat
More notes on my symptoms
This mind to write a book about
I’ll make the bastard a million-dollars
Stealing these dreams
Tearing away the thoughts
In my mind, He’s playing
“DIG DUG!”
Smoke comes out of his nostrils
See the evil, indeed
Please sir, please master
Oh please, don’t put me-
Shit!
Not in the waste can
The Devil is in there
Oh, god no, please, please not again
Not in the waste can
Alive for nothing but time
Physically trifle
Physically thinking
Mentally spiritually nothing
Societally broken
Only thing to do
Take the medication
Follow the rules
Issues some pharmaceuticals
Eyes perceive, weakness None
Need to play along, to get away from insanity
Spit them out, spit them into thy feeding hand
Fat bitch orderly, surely, she doesn’t like that
No sir, not one bit!
Understanding in unknowing
Fucking my brain, my mind numb
This soul is all but drained
Wait a damn minute
Feels like I’m floating
I’m flying, like a bird
Let’s flap these arms, no one to catch me
Start to finish, same results
Seeing the real, isn't seen in the real
Pushing, push, moving, move
Move to pushing
Push to moving
No mind to mind
Caring, the spirit again
White dicks in a black hole
Equal in size, constant the war
Never ceasing, no to a victor
Definitely a loser
Just a constant standstill
Tickets to ride
In the mind
On the short bus
Shovel another pill
Open the hatch
It’s down for fun
Forced the water
Whiteness equals darkness
Plus, one in the hole
Three, just a never-ending disease
An ageless futility
Warring for the better seat
The better
Warring for something
Not worth the war
Both insignificant
both, just vile, just ash
I’d say shit
Though, they’d like that
Mind-set, fucking corrupt
Came from nakedness
From nothing
Happily, will take it back
It’s always, always
In the manner, you have come
Repayment for the lease
Signed, the moment those lungs breathed
Doors locked, feeble weakness
Tries to re-open
No way out
Like a mouse trapped
Suffocate, suffocate, rodent scum
SUFFOCATE......
Take a last breath
The lost
Stand still
Like blinded deer
Told to sit, sit back down
Get on the ground
Commanded by the fat bitch nurse
With a pack of wolves, called orderly white shirts
Asinine, just pissed yourself
Worse than dogs
Get in, fool
Master locks the cage
Shovel in the shit
BIG PHARMA
They got billion-dollar cures
Liked being labeled
Same as food
Open, chew, swallow
open, chew, now fucking swallow human parasite
REPEAT
Swallow, puke
See it all come out, draw a pretty picture
Making art, from the bile with your tongue
The new play thing while locked away
Locked, straight jacket, restrained
Bang your head, its padded, need to keep safe
The test subject to bring clarity for the book deal
Dummy, you’re clinically insane!
Never to see the outside
The eyes
Dimming, as the spirit looks out
Miniature port holes
Its mace in the face if you get in the way
Freedom actions away
Freedom chuckles from being shamed
The window just easily kicked out
FEAR! Keeps us inside
Lost donkeys on the waffle express
Fighting each other
Over personal nothingness
Worthless minds, stuck in a box
Suffocating, puffed up on the outside
Puffed like a flaming marshmallow
That will save them as they sit down
Doing what they're told
Dogs get better rewards!
Society is better off
Here comes the needle
Time for your dose
Hoping for a lethal injection
Give some electricity to the brain
We need a guillotine
Take away the insane
For the best, save the rest
Insane practice
Morals are without ethics
Down the toilet
FLUSH, FLUSH, FLUSH
Just another revolving door
Its spins, spins, spins
It’s out the window
Or one simply doesn't live
They all scream the same
“Die with the system!”
Oh, God help me
It’s all over
God doesn’t care, mortal, this place houses no god
No reward, boundless yet gagged
Burnt in the box
Strap’em down
Electrode to the temple
It’s just a little
SHOCK
Never learns
Do what's been done before
All that is known
Caress the Devil’s nut sack
Weep within yourself
God is on vacation, man
Who really is the monster?
Glad you asked
Both are trapped in a box
One has the power
The other has none
That’s not James
that’s Patient X #627637647
It’s OK
Kill’em with the term
Psychiatric science
Each day, society creates
A new monster.
Then ponders, what created the monster?
To fulfill the need
Acting the part
Mentally confused