Meditation: “The Night of Time”

Snow circling the steeples,

one chilly boat in the bay’s dull mirror,

cold morning after Christmas,

and on the way

home from town

—old dog

hobbling in the wet,

little bursts of steps, a rest,

another, shorter burst, a rest—

I’m contemplating a phrase

quoted by candlelight

at the Meeting House:

We live

in the night of time.

Oxen in the stable, the donkey,

thick nostrils steaming,

their clear-eyed taking-in

of the god in the hay: same

open unmediated way

they see everything:

gaze unclouded by duration.

What does Arden see,

through the scratched

oil-patches of his cataracts,

limping home

in the snow-turning-rain,

old hips, slow progress

up the street from the harbor?

Isn’t the great power

of animal eyes

that we can’t read them?

And therefore something

of the dayspring about them;

all the unsayable

a part of one continuous…

My dear boy,

walking further

into the realm

of the speechless.

Night of time, daylight

of the unmeasured—

then it isn’t the darkness

that’s infinite, is it?

Imagine the sort of sky

flung over this town

Christmas Eve,

just before nightfall

(all of four-thirty, these days

when the world shuts down early

for lack of customers):

baroque evening: wild clarity

out over the harbor,

but to the south a louring

mood above a street

shining greenly

in storm-light.

And in between those two poles

—bracing, alcohol-flame blue

and that deepest sable—

stretches a shifting,

flickered, most of it, a warm plum,

brandy, had it been a flavor,

a heated flush spreading…

Maybe that’s the sort of night

time is—

rippling even as you look,

and if the whole thing races
toward darkness

first there’s this. If that’s

the night of time, Mark,

what’s so bad about that?