Stars

On this clear and moonless night,

Mama and I wrap up in our winter clothes

and go outside to watch and listen.

The trees beyond our backyard form a torn-paper line

between the snow and this sky

filled with stars.

The snow glows lilac

as we step on its crust,

guided by faint starlight.

Mama and I don’t need to talk.

We are in awe of the magnificence above—

impossible to understand, impossible to hold.

There were no skies like this in Berkeley,

where light from the cities chased the stars away.

Here I can’t look long, deep, or wide enough

at the Vermont sky

on a new moon night.

I hold out my arms and twirl,

etching the sky above me in rings of starlight.

“Don’t fall, Mimi-chan,” Mama says, then

holds out her arms

and twirls.