Moving Forward

Tonight I tell Mama and Papa

what happened in history.

“It’s true, right?” I ask.

Mama picks up her plate and takes it to the sink.

“Mama, right?” I repeat, in case

she didn’t hear me the first time.

“What is past is past,” she says,

her back still to us. “We need to forget

and do our best now.”

Papa has been watching her back

and now turns to me. “I agree with Mama

to a point. We can’t dwell on what happened

but we need to remember

so we don’t do it again.

It is our history,

but we don’t want it be our future.”

That is why I’ve decided

that even after I hand in my journal to Mr. Pease

in June, I’ll keep writing in it.

I don’t want to forget,

and I don’t want someone else

to tell a different story about me.