Looking Forward

“While you’re here,” says Mrs. Golden,

“let’s talk about your schedule for next year.

You’ll be in eighth grade,

your last year before high school.”

She pulls my schedule from the same manila folder

and puts it in my lap.

I skim the list while she reads:

English

Math (Not algebra)

US History—Civil War to Present

Art

Music

Physical Science—Intro

Home Economics

Gym

Clubs (optional)

“Do you have any questions?” she asks.

“Can I change my schedule?”

Her eyes narrow. “What do you want to change?”

“I want to swap home ec for shop.”

Mrs. Golden sits back in her chair.

It squeaks.

She frowns.

“Why would you want to do that?”

“I want to learn how to make things in shop.”

“But you learn how to make things in home ec.”

“I already know how to cook and sew.”

We look at each other. I breathe

and remember

drip, drip, drip,

respectfully. “So, may I?”

“I don’t know

what you did in California

or what they taught you there

or what your family believes,

but that’s impossible here, Mimi.

Girls don’t take shop.

Really—do you see any boys

wanting to take home ec?”

I know this subject is also closed

for now.