“WHERE CAN I GET a good haircut?” Conner asked Roy, who was riding shotgun in the pickup as they made their way into town after work the next day.
“There’s the beauty shop. And then there’s the barbershop,” he said.
“Where do you go?”
“The barbershop.”
Conner sent him a meaningful glance. “In that case, I’m going to the beauty shop.”
Roy’s mouth twitched as though he was tempted to smile, but he didn’t. After six weeks of working together, Roy seemed to be softening toward him, although why Conner cared so much about the opinion of a crusty old cowboy, he couldn’t say.
“You want a city-boy haircut to go with that city-boy face?” Roy asked, curling up the brim of his hat on both sides.
“You think I’d prefer the butch you’ve got?” Conner said.
This time Roy did laugh. “Don’t blame me if you come out looking like Goldilocks.”
“I’ll take my chances.”
They rode another few blocks before Roy pointed to a glass-fronted building with pink awnings. “That’s the place you want—Hair and Now. They’ll fix you up with ribbons and bows.”
“What’ll you do while I’m in there?”
“I sure as hell ain’t gonna wait for you, not with all those ladies jawin’ about neighborhood gossip. Just take me to the hardware store. I gotta get some stuff to repair the barn door. It’s about to come off its hinges. Then I’ll swing by the café and grab a burger. We’ll have missed dinner by the time we get home, so you might want to join me there later.”
“Sounds good,” Conner said, and drove him to Ellerson’s Hardware before doubling back to Hair and Now, where he parked on the street and sauntered inside to find a handful of women. One was doing an older lady’s nails in the corner, the noxious chemicals strong enough to burn his nostrils and sting his eyes. Another, a blonde, was trimming a young girl’s bangs, laughing and talking as though the pungent odor didn’t affect her. And a third, wearing the customary pink smock of a hairdresser, was sitting under an old-fashioned dryer with a section of her hair up in rollers, reading a magazine. She was the only one who didn’t look up when the bell jingled over the door.
“I think I should get this kind of dress,” she said. “It isn’t white, but then, white’s so boring, you know? Who says a wedding dress has to be white?” She flipped her magazine around to show everyone, but they were all staring at Conner. And then she saw him, too, and leapt out of her chair, dropping the magazine in the process.
“What are you doing here?” she cried.
Conner’s brows shot up in surprise. It was the woman who’d walked into the Bellemont with Delaney. What was her name? Raylynn or Rhonda or—something with an R. He’d have recognized her anywhere. Not many women were so tall, for one thing. And not many colored their hair such a distinctive shade of…whatever it was.
“Hey, can you tell me how to reach Delaney?” he asked, delighted that he’d happened to run into her again.
“Laney’s the town librarian,” the blonde volunteered. “Just go down the street another block and—”
“Katie, I’ll handle this,” Rebecca interrupted, and unless Conner was mistaken, he detected an edge of panic in her voice.
“Wait a second,” he said, taking in the stricken look on her face, Katie’s words and his lack of success in Jerome. “What’s—” And then, before he could even finish his sentence, the truth hit him with startling clarity: There weren’t two Delaneys! The Delaney who’d sent him the pie was the one he’d taken to bed at the Bellemont.
* * *
CONNER WAS FURIOUS. Evidently Delaney wasn’t what she’d appeared to be. She wasn’t the daughter of a prominent farmer, as she’d claimed. She had no brothers or sisters, going to high school or otherwise. She didn’t live in Jerome; she lived right here in Dundee. Yet she’d seemed so sincere. He’d believed everything she told him, but now all he knew for sure was that she’d wanted to have sex with him, and he’d stupidly obliged.
What a fool! Stephen had probably hired her to intercept him at the hotel and lead him astray, hoping he’d never show up at the ranch. But either his uncle hadn’t coached her well or he hadn’t paid her enough, because, instead of tightening the noose, she’d abandoned the project before it could interfere with his arrival in Dundee.
“I want to talk to her,” he said. “Is she at the library right now?”
Rebecca sent what looked like a silencing glare to the others, the blonde in particular, then hurried toward him and tried to drag him outside.
“Let’s go somewhere we can talk privately.”
Conner’s first impulse was to resist, simply for the sake of resisting. But he was at least halfway convinced that Rebecca could resolve a lot of his confusion. And the women in the shop were staring at them both, looking more than eager to hear the whole story. He didn’t see any need to broadcast the fact that he’d been so easily conned.
He allowed her to guide him out and around the building, toward an old Firebird. He waited while she unlocked the doors. Then she slipped behind the wheel, and he took the passenger seat, assuming they’d talk in the lot. But as soon as he’d closed his door, she started the engine and began to back out of the parking space.
“Where are we going?” he asked.
“For a drive.”
“You have curlers in your hair.”
“Who cares?” she said scornfully. “This town has seen me looking worse.”
Somehow, Conner didn’t doubt it.
They drove for several minutes, heading out toward the open road, an old disco tape playing in the equally dated tape deck, while the defroster worked overtime to clear the ice from the edges of the windshield.
“So?” he said when they’d driven several miles, too impatient to wait any longer. He’d taken Delaney at her word, had remembered her fondly, frequently—even gone searching for her in Jerome. And here she was, living in Dundee, only ten miles or so from the ranch. He still couldn’t believe it and hated what it might mean.
“So, what?” she said.
“You want to tell me what’s going on?”
Rebecca didn’t answer right away, but her expression was grim, which wasn’t a pretty sight on a woman with rollers on top of her head and loose sections of purplish hair hanging limp at the sides.
“I’m thinking,” she finally said.
“What’s to think about?” he asked as the town behind them began to recede in his mirror. “Just tell me why Delaney lied to me. Does it have anything to do with my uncles?”
“Your uncles?”
“Stephen, Dwight, Jonathan. Those names ring a bell?”
Rebecca shook her head, a vague expression on her face, then turned onto an icy dirt road that bisected a large, snow-blanketed piece of farmland.
“Did they?” he persisted, as she pulled to a stop.
She cut the engine. “I don’t know who you’re talking about.”
“So what’s all this about? Why were you and Delaney in Boise that night if you live way the hell out here? Why did Delaney want to be with me instead of hooking up with someone a little closer to home? And why was she in such a hurry to get away when it was all over?”
He wasn’t sure what he expected to come out of her mouth—some kind of weak excuse, probably—but what she said surprised him.
“Well, Delaney doesn’t want this to get out. This is a small town, and she doesn’t want everyone feeling sorry for her, whispering, ‘Poor Delaney’ all the time. But if you can keep a secret…”
“I can keep a secret,” he assured her.
“Laney has a terminal illness.”
“What?” he croaked.
“She has cancer.”
That took him aback, quickly deflating his anger and making him feel terrible, until he remembered that Delaney and Rebecca didn’t possess a great deal of credibility. After everything that had happened, he wasn’t willing to trust either woman much farther than he could throw her, but Rebecca’s statement could be true.
“What kind?” he asked skeptically.
“It’s…um…” Her gaze lowered to the pack of cigarettes on her console. “In her lungs.”
He crossed his arms and shifted to lean against the door so he could scrutinize her more closely. “She doesn’t smoke.”
“She used to.”
Delaney didn’t seem like a smoker. But on the off chance that Rebecca was telling the truth, Conner thought it better to play along. “How does the future look for her?” he asked.
Rebecca knotted her hands and stared down at them, as though she found the subject almost too painful to talk about. “Not good. She has less than a year.”
“So why would a dying woman drive two hours to get herself laid?”
“She wanted a last hurrah.”
“That couldn’t have happened closer to home?”
“She knows everyone around here.”
“Doesn’t someone who’s facing cancer have more important things on her mind than seducing a stranger?”
She unknotted her hands to rub her arms against the cold. She hadn’t bothered to grab any kind of jacket when they’d fled the salon, but damned if Conner was going to offer her his. He still wasn’t sure he liked this woman.
“She wanted to try it once, to see what it was like. You might have guessed she isn’t exactly an old pro in the bedroom.”
“I had some inkling,” he said.
“Well, we were just trying to have a little fun before the…you know, the end.” Her voice dipped reverently on that last word, which hit Conner hard enough to put a lump in his throat even though he was almost certain he didn’t believe her.
“How terrible,” he said, still watching her closely. “I’m sorry.”
Rebecca nodded and blinked rapidly, as if she were about to cry.
Conner reached out to take her hand, knowing he’d feel like a complete jerk later if he found out she’d been telling the truth and he hadn’t done what he could to comfort her.
“It is terrible,” she said, managing a few very real tears, which served to confuse Conner even more.
“I’m not sure what to think,” he admitted. “I knew she was a virgin, of course, but she didn’t say anything about the rest of it.”
“She was a virgin?” Rebecca said, her voice suddenly strident.
“You didn’t know?”
She pulled away to wipe her eyes. “No. But it figures, don’t you think? She didn’t want to take her virginity to the grave.”
“But she seemed in perfect health. Isn’t chemotherapy and radiation hard on a body?”
Rebecca squinted into the distance. “Yeah, well, she’s a naturalist. She doesn’t believe in ruining her quality of life, and the cancer’s not to the point that it’s painful, you know?”
The tears had been pretty convincing, but…something still didn’t seem right.
“Have you ever met Stephen Armstrong?” he asked.
“Who?”
“My uncle.”
“I told you I don’t know anything about your uncles. Where would I meet this Stephen? And what does he have to do with anything?”
“That’s what I want to know. And I’m wondering why Delaney didn’t tell me about the cancer.” He remembered her saying “Would you want to be a virgin at thirty?” That was the line that had finally hooked him. But she could’ve said “I have only a year to live” just as easily.
“Telling someone you’re dying is hardly an aphrodisiac,” Rebecca pointed out. “Besides, she didn’t want you to do it out of pity.”
She seemed to have an answer for everything. “So you’re not making this up,” he said.
“Why would I do that?”
Conner couldn’t imagine. He thought again of his uncles, but either he’d underestimated Rebecca’s lying ability or she really didn’t know them.
They sat in silence for a few minutes, Conner torn between sadness and raging doubt. Then Rebecca started the car.
“Well, I have to get back or my hair’s gonna be fried.”
“That doesn’t make you sound as though you’re very worried about your friend,” he said.
“I’ve had longer to adjust.”
“I’m going to the library. I want to see her.”
She shook her head adamantly. “No, the doctors wouldn’t like that. Any kind of upset could take years off her life.”
“I thought she only had a year.”
“I mean months. It could take months off her life.”
“But I wouldn’t upset her.”
“There’s no reason to risk it,” she said. “What do you want with her, anyway?”
“Maybe I want a second date. Maybe I’m not a love-’em-and-leave-’em kind of guy.”
She rolled her eyes. “You are totally a love-’em-and-leave-’em kind of guy.”
Was it that obvious? “Okay, maybe I haven’t been Mr. Commitment in the past. But I’d really like to get to know Delaney. She was…different.”
“Why would you want to get to know someone who’s dying in a few months? What’s the point?”
Conner arched a brow at her. “What’s the point? How unfeeling is that?”
“It’s practical,” she said. “Practical is my nature.”
“And it’s my nature to support my friends through crises such as cancer.”
“Right.” She sounded even less persuaded by his excuses than he was by hers. “Well, Laney’s got lots of friends.” She turned onto the highway. “Don’t get me wrong. I’m sorry you probably had to drive quite a distance to find her. And I can’t believe she gave away enough details that you could find her,” she added under her breath. “But Boise wasn’t supposed to be a forever kind of thing, you know?”
“It’s not like I signed a no-contact clause,” he muttered.
“Stalking is sort of an unstated taboo.”
“I’m not stalking her!”
“Then, go back to wherever you live and leave her alone. She wants to spend her last days with the people she already loves, and you need to respect that.”
With an exaggerated sigh, Conner turned up his palms in surrender. “Okay, I’ll keep my distance,” he said. “I’m no stalker. But in a town this size, we’re bound to run into each other eventually.”
She lowered the volume on the tape deck. “Why?”
“Because I live here now.”
“Oh God,” she said, and Conner had to grab the wheel before she ran them off the road.
* * *
“WHY DO YOU keep staring at me?” Delaney asked, looking up from the pregnancy book she was reading in her recliner.
Rebecca returned her attention to the television program she’d been watching from the couch. “I’m not staring at you.”
Delaney went back to reading, but soon felt her friend’s gaze on her again. “What is it?” she asked impatiently.
“Nothing,” Rebecca said. “I was just wondering when you were going for your first doctor’s appointment.”
“Not for another ten days or so.”
“Oh. Right.” She nodded, then asked, “How have you been feeling?”
“Good.” Physically, anyway. “Why?”
Rebecca grimaced. “No reason. Just checking.”
Prickles swept up Delaney’s spine. Rebecca wasn’t acting like herself. “What’s wrong?” she asked. “Something happen at work today?”
“What makes you think something happened at work? Did one of the other stylists call? Katie or someone?”
“I haven’t heard from anyone. You just seem…I don’t know…edgy.”
“If I’m edgy it’s only because I haven’t had a cigarette since I got home.” Rebecca flipped off the television, scooped her pack of Camels and her lighter off the coffee table and headed for the back porch, where she always did her smoking in deference to Delaney and the owner of the house, who’d asked her not to smoke inside. Now that Delaney was pregnant, she was doubly cautious about not smoking in her presence.
But Delaney doubted that one trip outside with Rebecca would hurt the baby. She grabbed their parkas from the pegs that lined the small, old-fashioned mudroom and followed her onto the porch. “Did you and Buddy have a fight?” she pressed.
“No.” Rebecca slipped into the coat Delaney handed her and shook a cigarette out of her pack.
“So what’s wrong?”
Her lighter momentarily illuminated her face, which bore a rather pensive expression. “What do you know about Clive Armstrong’s grandson?” she asked, sitting on the top step of the porch and holding her cigarette away from Delaney.
“Nothing, really. Have you met him?” Delaney donned her coat, then stared out over the leafless trees, buried stumps and snow-covered fence the moonlight revealed in their small backyard. Spring was going to be late this year. The weather was still snowy and cold, although it was nearing the end of March.
Rebecca paused. “No,” she said at last.
Delaney shoved her hands in her pockets for warmth. “Then, why did you bring him up?”
Rebecca’s cigarette glowed eerily in the darkness. “You sent him that pie. I was just wondering if he ever responded.”
“No.”
“Good.” Rebecca turned her head and blew out a stream of smoke. “No one knows about the baby, right?”
“Just Aunt Millie and Uncle Ralph. I told them last week.”
Rebecca looked stricken. “You did?”
Delaney nodded.
“Why didn’t you mention it?”
“I don’t know. I guess I didn’t want to relive the experience.” She’d simply pushed that painful confrontation to the back of her mind and tried to concentrate on the more immediate problem of a job.
“So how’d it go?” Rebecca asked.
Delaney shrugged. “Pretty much as I’d expected.”
“That bad, huh?”
“They’re still not talking to me. Millie called once, but only to tell me not to let word of the baby get out. She’s afraid the city will fire me instead of putting me on half pay, and I won’t be able to find another job.”
“This is the twenty-first century, for crying out loud,” Rebecca said. “The city isn’t going to fire you. Having an illegitimate baby has nothing to do with how well you perform your job.”
“We live in a small town,” Delaney reminded her. “Getting fired over something like this is a very real possibility.”
“But you were a virgin, for Pete’s sake! They can’t fry you for making one mistake.”
Delaney felt she could certainly argue that point, but a tug of apprehension led her thoughts in a different direction. “How did you know?” she asked.
Rebecca scowled at her. “How’d I know what?”
“That I was a virgin.”
Her friend gazed off into space, her strange reaction, as much as the way she’d been behaving all night, telling Delaney that something significant was wrong. “What’s going on with you?” she demanded. “How’d you know I was a virgin?”
More silence.
The telephone rang, and Rebecca got to her feet and tossed her cigarette onto the cement steps, then ground it out. “There’s Buddy,” she said. “Thank God.”
But Delaney grabbed her by the arm before she could disappear into the house. “Call him back,” she said. “Something’s going on, and I want to know what it is.”
Rebecca surprised Delaney by not arguing. “I have bad news,” she said simply, turning to face her.
“I’m getting used to bad news.”
“I mean, this is really bad news.”
How could anything be worse than what had happened already? “What is it?” Delaney asked.
“Remember Conner?”
Delaney gave her a “get real” look. “Of course I remember Conner. He’s only the father of my baby.”
“Well…”
An expression crossed Rebecca’s face that said this was definitely going to hurt, and Delaney sucked in a breath to brace herself.
“He’s here,” she said.
“He’s where?”
“In Dundee, at the Running Y Ranch.”
Delaney grabbed the railing to steady herself. “He’s what?”
“You heard me.”
“What’s he doing there?”
“He’s Clive Armstrong’s grandson.”
The blood rushed to Delaney’s head, and she bent over to combat the sudden dizziness so she wouldn’t pass out. “Conner’s the snot-nosed brat Roy mentioned?”
“One and the same.”
Closing her eyes, Delaney shook her head, trying to make some sense of the cataclysmic events of the past six weeks. One mistake and the rest of her life was falling down like dominoes…. “And you weren’t going to let me know?” she said.
“I didn’t want you running over there to tell him about the baby. You heard what Roy said that day he came for the pie. He said Conner won’t last. That he’s no good. He’ll probably head back to California before you even start to show.” She squeezed Delaney’s hand. “I think you should keep your mouth shut and just let him go.”
Delaney didn’t know what to think. She felt as though she’d just been leveled by a two-by-four. “Where did you see him?”
“At the beauty shop.”
“Did he see you?”
Rebecca raised her eyebrows. “He recognized me right away. But don’t worry. I don’t think he’ll bother you.”
“Why not?”
“I told him you need your privacy because you’re dying of cancer.”
“You what?”
“I needed to come up with something,” she said, a defensive note creeping into her voice. “He was angry about all the lies you already told him and was going straight to the library to confront you.”
“So you told him I’ve got cancer?”
“Yeah.”
“How long did you give me to live?”
“A year.”
“Great,” Delaney said. “Now the whole town can start planning my funeral. That should solve everything.”