BEN HAD ANOTHER crap day in what seemed to be a stretch of them. For June, the weather was damn hot, for starters. Sweating the way he was, he couldn’t figure out how Amish men endured working out in the fields in the heat of the sun wearing long pants and hats. Straw hats, sure, in contrast to the black felt ones worn in colder months, but still. Their only concession to the heat was to roll up their shirtsleeves.
Driving out to talk to another couple who had attended the auction, Ben passed two men plowing under what must have been a spring crop of some kind, draft horses throwing all their weight into the harnesses, the men controlling the plows to dig deep into the rich soil. Neither even looked up at the passing vehicle.
Ben’s morning had been spent canvassing Nadia’s neighbors yet again in hopes someone had seen something last night. No surprise, they’d all been in bed, asleep. A couple had awakened when they heard breaking glass, just as Nadia had, others the explosion. Three people had called 911.
He gritted his teeth. She’d rather be assaulted than call him. Hurt. Scared for her life. He hated knowing she felt that way, hated remembering her face as the search went on.
There had to be a way to get past her animosity, but he didn’t know what it was. And, while he understood, he also remembered their first meeting and that flash of fear. She hadn’t expected to be able to trust him. Why? In Colorado, the police had been the rescuers, not the accusers.
He shook his head. As long as she was a suspect, he had no business thinking about her the way he was.
He learned zilch from talking to the Wagners. The missus didn’t see very well—used a white cane, in fact—and the mister had been bored, present only to please his wife who insisted on buying a quilt to help. They were distressed by the theft and had unhesitatingly replaced the check written that night. Neither had an opinion on who might have done such a thing.
Returning, he once again passed the gristmill, his eye caught by grass matted over time where cars had parked. A quick glint of metal in longer grass had his foot going to the brake, and, after checking the rearview mirror, he backed up.
A bicycle, laid on its side.
For no good reason, he decided to see who was here. A teenager? Could be meeting another one who lived within walking distance. The Amish didn’t often use bicycles, but their teenagers sometimes did. Handy for when Daad was stingy with the horse-and-buggy privileges. Besides, not all farms in the immediate area were Amish owned.
Ben moved quietly, following a path that was more visible than the last time he’d been here. He kept just as wary an eye on the grass and vegetation to each side—he didn’t like snakes or poison ivy.
As he approached the crumbling brick structure, he heard a rustling sound. He laid a hand on the butt of his gun as he took the last couple of steps to be able to see inside.
“Lyle?” he said in surprise.
The head of the historical society jumped and swung around. “Chief Slater? What are you doing here?”
“What are you doing here?” Ben countered. “Is that your bike by the road?”
“I ride for exercise.” He lifted a plastic kitchen trash bag that appeared half-full. “I come now and again to clean up. I just can’t stand to think of this place contaminated with beer cans and fast-food wrappers and what all.”
Condoms presumably fell into the what-all category. Ben saw that Lyle had the common sense to be wearing heavy leather gardening gloves.
He hadn’t had a bag to pick up trash the day Ben had run him down out here. So what had he been doing? Coveting?
“You do realize you’re trespassing?”
Lyle snorted. “If Hershberger won’t take care of a historic site on his land, I will. Would you really arrest me?”
No, not unless Aaron called with a complaint, which he wouldn’t. And, heck, if all Lyle did when he came out here was clean up, he was doing the property owner a favor.
“I wonder if posting no trespassing signs would keep the teenagers away,” Ben speculated.
“More like a few shotgun blasts over their heads,” Lyle snapped. “I thought about setting some mousetraps disguised by leaves. At least it might give a scare to anybody who defiles a site like this.”
“It’s not a church.”
Hate burned in Lyle’s brown eyes. “It’s part of our history. It deserves respect, not—” he hoisted the garbage bag “—this.”
After a few calming remarks, Ben left the guy to his self-appointed task. Walking to his car, he pondered the disturbing conversation. For a second there, Lyle Warren’s eyes had burned with the light of a fanatic. Was it really all about the gristmill? Or was something else going on?
* * *
FRIDAY, NADIA TOOK ADVANTAGE of Hannah’s presence to go grocery shopping. Maybe if she hustled through the store during the late morning on a weekday, she could get her groceries without encountering anyone she knew.
She had forgotten the realities of living in a community the size of Byrum. She had no sooner pulled into the parking lot at the Hy-Vee than she spotted a regular customer of hers coming out with a laden grocery cart. Instead of continuing straight ahead, she turned quickly down the next row and parked. Then, head down, she hurried into the store, grabbed a cart and started with fresh produce.
Making her selections fast, Nadia had just added a container of strawberries to her cart when she saw trouble approaching. Allison Edgerton must have started on the other side of the store, because her cart was nearly full. Nadia tried to slink behind a display of bananas, but was too late.
Allison’s expression froze. “I hear your little shop is still open.”
Head up. “Yes, I have every hope that once the police arrest the culprit and recover the money, life will go back to normal.”
“What a shame Chief Slater didn’t find the money Monday,” the older woman said disdainfully. “I trust he’s checked your bank accounts, too.”
“Why would you think for a minute that I kept that money?” Nadia asked in genuine puzzlement. “Was I rude to you when you came into A Stitch in Time? Did you see me cheat a customer?”
Allison looked back at her without a grain of embarrassment. “Who are you accusing? Julie? Karen? How many people knew where to find the money, Ms. Markovic? It can’t be many. And I know them.” Turning her head away, she pushed her cart forward, to all appearances having dismissed Nadia from her mind.
Nadia stayed where she was, glad she had the cart handle to hang on to. She felt shaky. She’d never enjoyed confrontation, but being berated in public was a whole new experience. And to think she’d fled Colorado Springs because people were being too nice to her!
“What a bitch,” a woman said behind her. “You should have slammed your cart into hers. Or...no, tipped hers over. Oh, oops.”
Laughing despite herself, Nadia turned to see who was approaching. The voice wasn’t familiar, but...the face was, even though she had to search her memory to know why.
The young woman—late twenties or early thirties—gaped at her. “I know you. Why do I know you?”
“I’m...not sure. Colorado?”
“No, I’ve never been.”
The platinum blond hair didn’t seem right with the face. Well, it obviously wasn’t natural; her eyebrows were too dark, and she had brown eyes besides. Had her hair been a different color whenever they’d met? Almost immediately, Nadia’s mind formed a different picture. Brown hair, shorter then. Not as much makeup, either. And she didn’t know know her, it had just been one of those casual encounters.
“Trenton,” she blurted. South of Byrum, Trenton attracted tourists drawn to Amish goods and culture. “I remember now. We shared a table at a café because it was so crowded, and got talking.”
The other woman—oh, what was her name? Or had they not introduced themselves?—looked astonished. “You’re right. But...what are you doing here?”
“I live here,” Nadia said, “although, as you may have gathered, I’m not very popular. I don’t know if you heard about the quilt auction—”
“Oh, no! That’s you?”
“Yes. I own the quilt shop here in town. I bought it about six months ago. My name is Nadia Markovic.”
The woman blinked. “I had no idea. You bought the building from me. It was my aunt who died.”
“You’re...” What was the name? “Corinne Bissett?”
“That’s me.” She grimaced. “Obviously, I’m not a sewer or quilter, much to Aunt Edith’s disappointment. I work at the Harley-Davidson dealership.”
“I’m surprised we haven’t run into each other before this,” Nadia said.
“I’m surprised we even recognized each other.” For a second, she looked as if she wished they hadn’t. Probably because of the rumors she’d heard. “That had to be six or eight months ago.”
“More than that, actually. I’d been looking for the right location for a long time before I spotted the ad for your aunt’s business. It was about a year ago when I flew out to look at Trenton and Jamestown and that general area.”
Corinne didn’t look as if she believed Nadia, but she gave a quick, dismissive shrug. “Well. I doubt we have the same friends, and we must not usually grocery shop at the same times. Still—I’m sorry about the mess you’re in.”
“I... Thank you.”
She was talking to Corinne Bissett’s back. She headed for the dairy aisle and was quickly out of sight.
How odd, Nadia thought. She had vaguely wondered if the old lady’s niece lived here in Byrum. She remembered thinking that, if she did, Ms. Bissett would likely stop by to say hi. Well, if she’d had no interest in the fabric store and wasn’t especially close to her aunt, she’d probably just wanted to sell quickly and take advantage of her inheritance, such as it was. With really short shorts, wedge sandals that made Nadia’s feet hurt to look at and a skintight T-shirt, she was a contrast to Nadia in her flowing, gauzy skirt and far more modest knit shirt.
Starting slowly after Corinne, however, it struck Nadia that they did have something more in common than having shared a table for lunch in a crowded restaurant a year ago. Corinne would surely have been interviewed about her aunt’s death, given that she was the heir. And Nadia would put money on it having been Ben Slater who’d interviewed her and probably done his best to scare her, too, in hopes she’d break down and confess all.
They really should have exchanged notes. Maybe Corinne could have given her some tips, Nadia thought wryly.
Hearing two women talking behind her, she remembered her mission: grab enough food to last at least a week and get out of here as quick as possible, preferably without encountering anyone else she knew.
* * *
“DO YOU KNOW many of the Amish?” Lucy asked over the dinner table that evening.
Ben knew she’d been out most of yesterday; he’d seen bulging shopping bags heaped on the floor in her bedroom. He had no idea what she’d done today. Given her question, he had to wonder if she’d been hitting every Amish-owned shop in town.
And wasn’t that what all visitors to Byrum did? If not for the Amish, travelers wouldn’t stop here longer than it took to fill a tank with gasoline or buy burgers and fries to eat on the road.
“I know some, but not well.” He reached for a third biscuit. They tasted good, even if they were out of one of those little tubes that popped open. Lucy had wished aloud that she had some sourdough starter here. Ben wasn’t feeling picky; he was just happy to walk in the door to a home-cooked meal. “The Amish are friendly but reserved,” he continued. “Like I said before, their mandate is to remain apart from the world. That’s not to say real friendships don’t form between Amish and Englischers, but how deep those go, I’m not sure. There are quite a few Amish businesses within the city limits, but not many of them live here. So I deal with an occasional buggy/car collision and complaints about horse patties on the streets and the grooves the steel buggy wheels wear in asphalt, while the Amish refrain from calling on the police whenever possible.” That still frustrated him. Six or eight months ago, a rash of burglaries in the downtown could have been stopped sooner if the Amish business owners had reported their losses instead of admitting to them long after the fact.
Having an idea, he said, “I’ll invite the county sheriff and his wife over for dinner one of these evenings. I think you’d like his wife, Rebecca. Daniel is a lot more involved on the job with the Amish than I am, and both he and Rebecca have family among them.”
“What a good idea.” Lucy smiled at him while nudging the casserole dish in his direction.
Ben didn’t really need seconds, but he helped himself anyway. When he and Lucy were teenagers, she hadn’t been all that interested in cooking, but she’d learned somewhere along the way. He’d have assumed she’d developed the skill because she didn’t want to leave her apartment more than she had to, but she hadn’t hesitated about exploring since she had arrived to stay with him. At least, not during the daytime. She hadn’t asked about nightlife. Maybe she’d guessed it was close to nonexistent. Byrum did have a two-screen movie theater, the only one in the county, and of course there were restaurants. Otherwise, unless a special event was being held—say, square dancing or bingo at the Grange hall—the town shut down early except for the taverns and bars.
He had a sudden memory of the day he and his parents had left her at the dorm at the University of Pennsylvania for her freshman year. Tears in her beautiful eyes as they were saying goodbye, but her cheeks pink with excitement and he could tell how conscious she was of some guys walking by in athletic shorts and sweat-soaked T-shirts. That Lucy was gone forever.
“You haven’t told me what happened,” he said, maybe too abruptly.
“What happ—Oh.” Her expression dimmed.
Sorry he had raised the subject, Ben said, “We don’t have to talk about it.”
“No, it’s okay. It really wasn’t any big deal, just embarrassing.” With her fork, she squished what was left of the casserole on her plate. “I went out with a guy a friend introduced me to.”
He stared at her. “You went on a date.”
Her eyes flashed to meet his, then lowered again. “You don’t have to make it sound so unlikely. Like...like a robin hatching a chicken.”
Ben smiled crookedly at the picture of a chick tumbling out of a robin’s nest. Except then he realized how apt her analogy might be. Clearly, she hadn’t been able to fly, either.
“I’ve been stagnating,” Lucy said after a minute. “I was able to function at a certain level and hardly noticed when I quit trying for more. This guy was good-looking and he seemed nice, so I thought—” She hunched her shoulders, much as Nadia had done when uncomfortable. “Dinner was fine. He brought me home and walked me to my door. He, um, tried to kiss me—I freaked out—he fled.”
Lucy had vowed not to have sex until she was in college. What Ben had never known was whether she’d still been a virgin when she was raped.
“Okay,” he said, since that was about what he had expected, “but I don’t get how that precipitated a visit to me.”
She’d quit playing with her food. He had a feeling she was wringing her hands beneath the table.
“I needed to push myself out of my comfort zone, but in a different way.”
Lucy had gone on vacation a few times with their parents, but, from what Mom said, had clung to them.
“Is this the first time you’ve flown alone? Rented a car yourself?”
She nodded, looking hopeful. “That’s something, isn’t it?”
Ben smiled at her, this sister who’d secretly been his best friend as they were growing up. “It’s something big.” He hesitated. “Did it scare you when I went out in the middle of the night?”
“Not scared, exactly. I didn’t sleep again until you got home.”
“Would you rather I not wake you when I have to go out?”
Lucy shook her head vehemently. “No! If I woke up and found you gone—” She shuddered. “It’s much better to know you’re just doing your job.”
There she went again, touching a raw nerve.
“It doesn’t happen all that often,” he told her. “Wednesday night, the sergeant wouldn’t have called me if the vandalism didn’t appear to be part of an ongoing investigation of mine. Normally, for anything short of a murder or kidnapping—” or rape “—I’d get the rundown the next morning. My two detectives aren’t very experienced, so I’m taking lead on some crimes and using them as teaching opportunities.”
Except, he hadn’t been on this one. He’d been sucked in from the minute he met Nadia’s eyes at the auction.
Why was it that every train of thought circled back to her?
* * *
HANNAH TOOK HER LUNCH at one o’clock to be sure she’d be back before Nadia started the afternoon class. This was the Saturday session technically for beginning to intermediate students, but really open to any student who needed some extra help.
Sitting on a stool behind the cash register in her empty store, she had the painful thought that eight days ago, at this exact time, she had been strolling from table to table during the quilt sale, watching for problems, laughing and talking with participants and buyers even as she felt a flicker of panic at knowing how little time they had to clear the ballroom before the night’s auction began.
How much could change in one week.
She shivered, or maybe it was a shudder. She, of all people, knew how fast lives could change—and end. In bad moments, she still wondered whether either of Paige’s boys might have lived if the police had acted sooner instead of letting hours pass while their father taunted the negotiator. She would never know about Colin, but Keenan...well, maybe doctors couldn’t have saved him no matter what. Probably it was just as well she couldn’t know exactly when they had died. Paige...she had been dead before she hit the floor.
The bell on the door tinkled, and Nadia returned to the present. Seeing who had walked in the door, she wasn’t sure that was an improvement.
No matter how angry she was, Nadia couldn’t help responding to everything about Ben Slater—his unruly dark hair, broad shoulders and lean hips, the long-legged stride that was always purposeful, his strong, shadowed jaw and sharp cheekbones. He looked good in the uniform that reminded her of who and what he was—a man very capable of violence, and one who likely closed his mind to the terrible consequences his decisions could have.
Too quickly, his intense, dark eyes captured her. She would swear those eyes hadn’t left her face since he entered the store.
Instinct had her sliding off the stool. He still towered over her standing, but the disadvantage was less.
She raised her eyebrows. “I hope you’re not here to arrest me. I have a class beginning in fifteen minutes.”
Creases deepened on his forehead. “You know I’m not.”
“How would I know that?” She held on to a disdainful expression even if her heart was racing.
He came to a stop, only the counter separating them. “I don’t enjoy what I’ve had to do, Nadia.”
“Then you should have gone into another line of work, shouldn’t you?” she shot back.
“There are days I think so, too.” Rueful, deep, velvety, his voice seemed designed to undercut her resistance.
“I don’t understand you.” Alarmed, she didn’t understand why she’d said that. This was the man who was helping ruin her life. Did it matter what drove him?
Was that a flinch, or only a nerve or muscle twitching beneath his eye? “I don’t know if you’d like me if you did,” he said, his eyes darkening, if that was possible.
I am in such trouble, she thought. Because...she hadn’t been able to say, or even think, I already don’t like you. She almost sank back onto the stool, but somehow fortified herself. No, no, no. She could not let herself trust him. Not given his profession or his capability for violence. Oh, and remember the latest reason?
“You’ve gotten access to my bank accounts.”
He just looked at her for a minute. “How do you know?”
“Yesterday, one of my admirers was being nasty and said something, so I called the bank. The manager admitted the police did have a warrant.”
He looked pissed. “Who told you?”
“You mean, at the bank?”
“No. The admirer. Nobody outside the department and the DA’s office should have known about a warrant.”
“Oh.” He was right, except... “I think she actually said she hoped you were looking at my bank accounts.”
“She?” He was implacable, and Nadia had no reason not to tell him.
“Allison Edgerton.”
He grunted. “I hoped you’d never know.”
“I’m sure you did hope I’d be stupid enough to wait a few weeks and then deposit the money,” she agreed, sharp as the blade on her rotary cutter.
“Nadia, I don’t believe you stole the money. I don’t believe you have it cached away somewhere. But you were the last person who had it. You could have made up your story. I had to eliminate you. If you were in my shoes, wouldn’t you have made the same decisions I have?”
She shook her head, and kept shaking it. “You could have handled all of this differently. What about this country’s founding principle that says citizens are innocent until proved guilty?” Her voice caught. “You, and everyone else in this town, started with the belief that I’m guilty. Am I supposed to say I understand? I don’t.”
They stared at each other, and she had the startled awareness that she’d hurt him. No, she had to be imagining that. Why would he care what she thought of him?
Except...he did. He wouldn’t keep coming back like this if he didn’t. Unless he was trying to trick her into trusting him, of course. Only, she didn’t quite believe that.
She lifted her chin. “You never did say why you’re here.”
Wait—she wasn’t supposed to talk to him without her attorney at her side.
His laugh wasn’t really a laugh. “I wanted to find out how you’re doing. Whether your business is hanging in there, whether you’re sleeping, eating.” His mouth twisted. “I don’t know about the business, but you’re not sleeping well, are you? Or eating?”
Stiffening, Nadia said, “What a lovely compliment. And I thought I already knew how charming you can be.”
He lifted a hand as if he was going to touch her, but aborted the gesture. “I don’t like seeing bruises under your eyes.”
She swallowed, her throat dry. “When I go to bed, I remember that locked doors weren’t enough. Someone got all the way into my bedroom without my ever knowing it, could have been as close to me as you are right now. Call me sensitive, but that makes it a little hard now to settle down for a cozy night’s sleep.” And no, she wouldn’t tell him she still had nightmares about those hours surrounded by the dead and dying.
Compassion and unexpected understanding altered the lines of his face. He opened his mouth to say something, but the bell on the door rang. Ben turned, even as Nadia forced herself to look past him.
His sister walked in, carrying her project stuffed in a tote. Only a few feet inside the door, she stopped dead when she saw Ben.
Nadia made the mistake of glancing at him just in time to see a flare of something intense—anger?—before he said with an unpleasant tinge of sarcasm, “Is there a little something you forgot to tell me about your activities this week?”