SONG OF AN X

BETH GYLYS

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Don’t think of me

as you pull

shirts out of the washer,

or wipe the chocolate

from your child’s face.

Don’t think of me

bathing, or slipping

from my dress.

Don’t imagine my bare shoulders,

my hair hanging loose

as I dance through empty rooms.

Don’t stop to think of me

as you take the hand

of your wife across the table.

Don’t think of my thoughts,

my laughter, my umbrella,

my tongue, my tall black boots,

my way of sighing.

Don’t think of me lonely,

or making love,

or lit darkly by candles,

as you step outside

to retrieve the morning paper,

dressed only in your bathrobe

and a pair of old gray socks.

Don’t think of me.