DIVORCE

KEVIN PRUFER

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All of the names have been changed

Someone had entered the yard that night

In order to protect the innocent,

My mother, we’ll call her Cynthia,

Was in the kitchen watering the plants

That decorated the country house windows

When suddenly she heard a sawing from the woods,

This is a true story,

Out back behind the house

When a strange man

Cut the largest tree with a crash into the moss

And such a cloud of dust and birds

Rose to the treetops and beyond

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Mine was the wisp of hair that came lovingly to her cheek

Mine was the breath against the silk of the blouse

But whose was the saw that leveled the tree,

And the second tree? One by one,

The trees fell, and this, a true story,

Though the names have been changed,

The two of us afraid, in a way,

In the dark, even to open

The front door and call into the black woods,

Though I, only a child, we’ll call me

By my own name,

And she, Cynthia, tangled in all this

Watering can in hand, paused

Over the spider plant and the dishes not even done,

The Jeep parked on the gravel drive,

Not a telephone between there and town,

And my father—we’ll call him that—

Who knew what he was thinking

At that very moment What could we do? So

To protect the innocent

We turned off the house lights one by one

Locked the doors as, at that very moment,

A laughing from the woods just outside the house

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Difficult to describe, though it sounded not unlike

The sound of the saw if I must make it clear

Up, up into the attic we crawled

And out with those lights, too, until

In retrospect, in the darkness,

There were so many things that horrible year:

The bursting of dams, my brother also gone, the letters

Always laughing in the mailbox, and forever somewhere

Someone, anonymous, hungry

Mine was the crying into Cynthia’s skirt,

Mine was, finally, the lost-in-sleep

In the air beneath the attic window,

With the nameless man in the yard,

That, by sunup, was scattered with the black half-fingers

Of this, the strange true story, the remains of our trees.