Peace is an illusion.
~ excerpt from The Heart of Fear by Liedjie Slaan
Monday March 17, 2070
Florida District 8
Commonwealth of North America
Iteration 2
Sam watched the EMT roll away the final lab-blast survivors. In her hand was the name tag of the last person—Henry Troom wasn’t walking out of this one. The police had pulled his plastic ID card out of the wall.
“Agent Rose?” The lab facilitator approached her cautiously. “I’m so sorry, but why aren’t they taking Troom out yet?”
“Because it’s a crime scene, Dr. Morr, and because I can’t allow anyone in there who doesn’t have the proper security clearance. Someone will be here shortly,” she lied. Someone would be here, but it probably wouldn’t be soon, and it would probably cost her another lunch with Feo Petrilli from District 6.
Drenmann Labs was a major source of contention between Sam and her director at HQ in Orlando. Drenmann was a secure facility attached to NASA and sometimes used by the naval post and Patrick Air Force Base. All of which fell under the heading of Too-Classified-To-Think-About-In-Public and within the boundaries of Florida District 6.
Senior Agent Feo Petrilli had a complete staff with ten full-time agents and two full-time medical examiners with class-four or higher security clearance.
Senior Agent Samantha Rose of District 8 had one junior agent, an agreement with the local PD and coroner’s office, and a bunch of retirees stretched along the space coast like beached albino whales. The crime rate here didn’t justify keeping a larger CBI force. Drenmann Lab was the exception.
She stepped into a small conference room and locked the door behind her before calling the main office.
“Junior Agent Dan Edwin speaking, how may I direct your call, sir or ma’am?”
“Hi, Edwin, it’s Rose.”
“Agent Rose!” Her junior agent’s voice cracked. He was an excitable puppy of a person. Sometimes it seemed like a miracle that he didn’t jump up and lick her face.
“Did you get in touch with Petrilli yet? I need that coroner.”
“Petrilli has one out on vacation, and the other is elbow deep in something. I didn’t get details.”
“That’s not what I want to hear, Edwin. What I need to hear you say is, ‘Yes, ma’am. Your medical examiner will be there in twenty minutes.’ Can you do that for me?”
“Yes, ma’am. I called around, and there was a conference in Orlando. One of the doctors has clearance, so I had him pulled off the plane. He should arrive shortly.”
“Orlando is over an hour away,” Sam said with a sigh. “Good try though—it’s better than nothing.” Hopefully, Dr. Morr would accept her excuses. Of course, that would leave her with nothing to do for an hour but kick cleaning bots away from the door and wonder if she could get a contact high from the smell of pine-scented cleaning fluids.
“Not to worry, ma’am. The air force had a set of fighters doing emergency landing drills with the tower director there, so I commissioned one of them to bring the coroner to the local airfield, and there’s a car waiting. They should be touching down now, ma’am.”
Saints and angels. She could not have heard that right. “You scrambled a fighter jet?”
“You said it was urgent, ma’am.”
Sam rubbed the bridge of her nose. “Tell me, Edwin, have you ever heard the term overkill?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
Outside, Sam heard the whine of police sirens coming closer. “What kind of car did you have waiting for our kidnapped coroner?” She had a sinking suspicion that she already knew.
“I called the PD, ma’am. You did say fast.”
“Thank you, Edwin. Remind me to note your diligence and willingness to think outside the box in your next performance review.” Sam hung up the phone and shook her head. Excitable little puppy. If he hadn’t been a six-foot-ten Viking with curly red hair and an eager smile, she might have broken down and used his nickname out loud.
Sam walked back into the main lobby as the medical examiner walked in with police escort, the broken lighting throwing shadows across their faces. Mentally she prepared herself for an angry tirade for interrupting their travel plans.
But he—and it was most definitely a he—wasn’t what she expected. Six something, dark hair, well built, wraparound sunglasses, and wearing a thick black trench coat over black slacks and a black shirt. Wherever he was flying to, it wasn’t in the South, where early-spring temperatures were already making it shorts-and-skimpy-dress weather.
“Dr. Morr,” Sam called, motioning for the facilitator to come over. “Our ME has arrived. Do you want me to go back with him, or would you like to be there?”
“Um.” Dr. Morr twisted a handkerchief in his hands. “Is it likely to be, uh, organic?”
“Most deaths are. It would help us immensely if you could look over the scene and comment on the position of equipment, maybe tell us if anything is missing.” The doctor paled. “If you’d like to wait until after the body is moved, however, that’s fine.”
Dr. Morr nodded.
“Agent Rose.” The voice made her smile in the shadow of death. Low and husky, it spoke of devotion and safety. “You are the only woman I know who would scramble a fighter jet just to see me.”
She’d missed his voice. “What can I say, Agent MacKenzie; I wanted to show you my corpse.” She turned toward him, trying to keep her expression neutral. They hadn’t kept in touch since August. An occasional message here and there. He’d sent her a birthday card. Other than that, they’d moved on.
No: He’d moved on.
For her there wasn’t anything to move to, and she wasn’t going to drag him further into the mire that was her life. Especially since there was nothing left of the faded, nearly suicidal man she’d met last May. He deserved to be happy.
He took off his sunglasses and smiled. “So, to what do I owe the pleasure of being abducted from Orlando and my flight back to Chicago?”
Just like that, she was back in a sultry summer evening on a creaking front porch of an elderly house in Alabama. One smile, and she was home. “Come on back and meet my headache.”
“What’s the need to know?” Mac asked as he followed her back to the disaster scene.
“Drenmann Labs is the local think tank. It’s supported by government grants, funding from the county, and public sales of some of the inventions they come up with here. You know Intuitive Design 3? The photo software?”
“Yeah, it’s like the autopsy software we use.”
Sam nodded as she lifted yellow police tape and ducked under. “That was invented here. All the scientists here spend some time on the main project, and then they have what they call a Tinker Lab. The scientists can go in there and play. Anything they invent with lab materials or help can be sold if they agree to split the profit with the government, the lab, and the county.”
“Seems like a nice gig. What’s the main grant for?”
“Disease control. Drenmann tracks malaria outbreaks for mutations that could lead to another World Plague and has a contract with the CDC. That happens on the far side of the building. It’s under lockdown until this gets sorted out.” She hesitated outside the lab. The this in this case was messier than most crime scenes, and when they’d first met, Mac could barely handle autopsies without triggering his PTSD. He looked fine—he looked better than fine, she had to admit—but she was worried. “There was a fire and possibly an explosion. Several people were injured. One is dead. There is blood—a lot of it. Can you handle that?”
A flash of worry passed through Mac’s eyes. For just a moment, he was the same unsure, broken man she’d first met. But it passed, and he took a deep breath. “Wading through fire-suppression foam isn’t my favorite activity in the world. What’s the alternative if I don’t go in there?”
“I find someone on the police forensics team, swear them in, and bring them back tomorrow. Meanwhile, the body rots, I lose evidence, and whoever did this gets away with murder.”
He raised an eyebrow. “There’s no chance this was a lab accident?”
“There’s an excellent chance this was just a lab accident. I’m hoping it was a lab accident. I’m just too paranoid to believe it was a lab accident.”
“Any particular reason you’re paranoid?”
“Two reasons. First, this is the Tinker Lab. According to Dr. Morr, this is the brain box of the think tank. Lots of computers and simulations, zero chemicals or experiments in the room. It’s supposed to be a nice place to write up your paperwork, eat lunch, and play with the graphics suite on the computer.”
Mac’s forehead creased in contemplation. “I could see a few ways to make a room blow up with just food and computers, especially if they have windows.”
“I’m sure you could,” Sam said dryly. Mac was full of surprises.
“Does the room have windows?”
“Yes. Sterile work is done on the other side of the building.”
“That’s two more ways. What was your second reason for paranoia?”
“Do you remember Dr. Henry Troom?” Sam asked as she snapped on her gloves.
Mac frowned. “It sounds familiar.”
“Last time we saw him, he was working at Nova Labs as Dr. Emir’s intern. He graduated with his doctorate in physics in December and was lucky enough to win a spot here at Drenmann. This is a place that makes careers. Not many young doctors get a chance like this.”
“Fascinating. And . . .”
“He’s the only fatality.”
“Do you think someone killed him out of jealousy?” Mac took off his trench coat and tossed it into a heap next to the door.
“I’m not ruling anything out. The lab’s never had threats or protestors. The locals are pretty proud of this place, but I won’t even guess at hypotheticals until I see some data.” She stopped outside the lab and knelt by her crime scene kit. “Gloves. Mask. Shoe covers. Let me know if this is too much.”
Six years ago, Mac had been a US Army Ranger, before the United States signed the United Charter to form the Commonwealth of North America with Canada, Mexico, and most of Central America. During the last, tumultuous days of the USA, Mac had gone on an extraction mission to the Middle East and been the only survivor of an ambush. When Sam had met Mac, he’d been a shadow of his former self—a shell of a man stitched together by antidepressants, sleeping pills, and a withered self-esteem. Post-traumatic stress was the diagnosis. Sam always felt there’d been more than a little survivor’s guilt, too.
The events of last May couldn’t have helped that.
“I’ll let you know if I need to leave,” Mac said.
Sam pulled a black, metal tube from the bag and twisted the cap off. A recorder bot skittered out onto her hand.
Mac eyed her mechanical assistant dubiously. “Shouldn’t the lab be providing the scene readouts?”
“Yes. Do I trust them? No. This little gizmo will give me air samples, scans of the room, video of the initial investigation, and photos. By the way”—she grinned—“you’re on the record.”
“I’m excited.” The sarcasm was thick enough to float a boat.
Sam pushed the door open and let the bot run forward. Smoke and the smell of charred flesh competed with the smell of fire-retardant foam to choke her. Lifting her mask across her nose, she walked across the lab and—waiting a few moments for the bot to test the air—opened the windows.
After a few minutes with the fans on and the slight breeze, the lab air was clean enough to breathe. The Tinker Lab was a maze of tectum-and-grass-cloth partial dividers. Desks nearest the door were untouched except for the mounds of cakey white substance covering them.
Mac poked a crusty white mound on one desk. “The foam dries faster than I thought it would.”
“It’s better for the tech than sprinklers with water.
“Yeah . . . but only if it doesn’t soak the tech.” Water splashed under his foot. “What’s this from?”
Sam held up a partially melted water bottle, then put it back as she’d found it. Looking straight back from the water bottle, she could see a clear line to a blackened workspace. “That’s our target.”
Mac stepped over the water carefully. “That bottle is melted, but the one on this desk is fine?” He poked at the bottle. It rocked under his touch. “What’s the variable here?”
“Direct line of sight?” Sam guessed.
“Fire isn’t usually that focused.”
She looked at the melted bottle again. “A laser accident?”
“Laser falls over, melts the plastic, ignites paper or something similar, and starts the fire?”
“Possibly.” That wouldn’t explain Henry Troom’s ID badge buried two inches into the wall outside, but it was a start. Setting aside her own emotions, she moved inward. Explosions hadn’t always bothered her, but ever since seeing her body bruised and broken by one, she’d become leery.
Dried foam covered charred work material. A burned chair was stuck halfway through a divider. Desks and wastebaskets were overturned. A keyboard hung over the side of a desk, while a melted speaker still tried to play a cheerful tune from the radio.
She looked back at MacKenzie. “Tell me if you need to step out,” she said once more
His mouth was set in a grim line, but he shook his head. “I’m good. Let’s see Troom.”
Sam stepped into the workspace, cataloging the placement of everything in her mind. “Whatever he was working on, it’s ashes now.” The desire to kick the offending ash was strong.
Very professional, she thought.
“Where’s Henry?” Mac asked.
“Over there.” She pointed to part of an arm stuck under a slagged chair. White bone showed easily through the charred flesh. “And over there.” She pointed to a shoe with part of the leg still attached. “And . . . everywhere.”
Mac was pale.
“I’m sorry. You can step out. I can get someone else,” she rushed to say. “Do you need something? Breath mints?” she asked, only half joking. Orange Sun breath mints had been Mac’s go-to placebo when he weaned himself off the sleeping pills.
He winced and turned away. “Can’t take pills. Not since Harley tried to poison me. They all make me nauseous.” Their former coworker had been a gem like that. Always ready to cut you down with an insult or poison your medication. Alabama District 3 had been a barrel of laughs.
“What do you need from me?”
Eyes clenched tight, he shook his head. “Computer records. What was Troom working on? Where was everyone when the explosion started? Where was everything originally?” he said, reciting the list in monotone. Mac took a deep breath. She looked at him with concern. “I’m good—honest. Can you get the surveillance tapes?”
“I’ll get them.”
He squatted and touched the body. “No RPC.”
“RPC?” She raised an eyebrow. “Rapid postmortem cooling?”
Mac shrugged. “Does that put your paranoia to rest?”
“You made an acronym for that?” Their first case together had involved the mysterious death of Jane Doe, a woman tortured and ripped apart by an explosion that had also nearly frozen her despite the summer heat. Much to Sam’s everlasting regret, the cold body on a sunny day was not the weirdest part of the case.
“I didn’t know if I’d need it again.” He stood up. “I guess I don’t.”
Muscles in her neck unknotted. “You have no idea how good it is to hear that.”
“Yeah, I do,” Mac said with a snort. “I was there.”
The nightmares of the summer case they’d shared in Alabama District 3 still haunted her. Homegrown terrorists had tried to use a time-travel device to rewrite history. And even that wasn’t the strangest part of the case. She’d been kidnapped by her senior agent, crossed into another timeline, come back, and almost died twice. Mac had saved her, he’d told her he loved her, and she’d walked away.
They’d never talked about it again. After the required fourteen hours of therapy, there was nothing more Sam wanted to do than forget that the summer of 2069 ever happened.
And yet here it was, back in her face. In the flesh. The tall, handsome flesh . . .
Choking back the despair, she forced a smile. “I’ll talk with Dr. Morr and get the tag and cleanup team in here. Can you handle the autopsy for me?”
“No problem.” He sighed and scowled back at the body. “And here I thought this trip was going to be uneventful.”
Green light encased the shattered earthly remains of Henry Troom.
Mac tried not to gag at the smell of burned flesh or the sight of bare bone. There had been worse. Far worse when he was in the military, and even a few bad cases in recent months. In Chicago, he had the advantage of the being the senior medical examiner and passing the cases like this off to a junior as “on the job training.”
He’d made the mistake of telling someone he missed real fieldwork last week before he left for the conference in Orlando, though. Fate was laughing at him now. It didn’t get much more real than this.
A knock at the door made him nearly jump out of his skin. The little autopsy lab was a windowless room in a maze of government offices where Sam worked. He was pretty sure they’d wheeled the corpse past a WIC office. Some kid was probably going to need therapy because of that.
“Agent MacKenzie?” Sam’s voice was soft, distant.
Mac had wondered what would happen if they ever saw each other again. He’d said “I love you” and she’d told him he had the kinder, gentler version of Stockholm syndrome. Now she was standing well out of reach with an invisible Leave Me Alone field in place. “Hey.”
“Hi.” Sam moved to the edge of the exam table. “Find anything interesting?”
“No.” He finished the scan and saved the data to the case file. “The cleanup crew is still bringing me body pieces. I’m missing an arm, the head, his left foot. How do you lose body parts in a thousand square feet of flat room? It’s statistically impossible.”
“Maybe they disintegrated? But then why were his legs there and his foot not?” she asked, dismissing her premise immediately. Sam crossed her arms, clearly angry at the Gordian knot of a case and not at him. That was reassuring. “I know the explosion killed him,” she said, “but do you know what exploded yet.”
“Don’t know, and I’m not guessing.” Mac tried hard to focus on the corpse, but he wanted to look at her. He missed Alabama, the smiles, the laughter. The one night she’d come to his room and wound up in his arms all but naked. That memory alone fed his dreams for a day when she returned to him to do more than make sure he wasn’t being stabbed to death.
She tapped the desk in front of him. “Earth to Planet Mac, it’s past nine. Pack this up, and let’s get you to a hotel. We’ll have a rental car ready for you tomorrow.”
His stomach rumbled. “Past nine? I didn’t . . .”
“You never do.” There was a hint of smug familiarity in her voice. She knew all his weaknesses.
She was all his weaknesses.
“It’s easy to lose track of time when there’s a dead body in front of you,” he muttered. He didn’t need her to break his heart again.
“Yeah? Well, you can get blissfully lost in corpse parts tomorrow. I’m starving, and Hoss needs to get walked.”
He grabbed on to the safe conversation topic like a drowning man. “How is the slobbering beast doing?” Hoss was the South African mastiff Sam had adopted in Alabama. He was double her weight, and a slobbery pile of fur that looked like he might chew your leg off for fun. Luckily, the worst he’d ever done to Mac is take him for a run.
“Hoss is fine. He hates the heat, but he loves the beach. There’s a pet-friendly one south of here, and we going running together most mornings.”
Warning bells went off in his head.
Sam smiled like a shark. “You can come with us tomorrow if you want.”
“Um . . .”
“Getting lazy up there in Chicago, MacKenzie?”
He covered the remains of Henry Troom and wheeled them to the cold storage. “Not at all, Rose. If you can find me some running shorts, I’d be happy to go running with you. Until then, you’ll have to wait. My suitcase is lost in travel limbo.”
“I’m sure I have something at my place.”
Memories of black lace undies erased all other thought. “I don’t think I’d fit.”
“Let’s go, Mac.” She shoved him gently toward the door.
A sultry Florida night enveloped them in the scent of freshly mown grass as they stepped out of the air-conditioned building. Sam’s silver Alexia Virgo was parked under a streetlamp in the otherwise-deserted parking lot. “People clear out early around here, don’t they?”
“The streets pretty much roll up at nine,” she said, hitting the auto-unlock. The cable connecting the car to the recharge station recoiled, and the headlights turned on.
The car was just like he remembered, everything neatly put away out of sight. Tidy and prim as the owner, except a huge muddy paw print on the floor of the passenger’s side. “Hoss found something to play in.”
She grimaced. “Sorry, it was muddy Saturday, and I didn’t have a chance to clean it up yet. I have some napkins if you want to cover it up.”
“Sam, it’s dirt under my foot.” He laughed. “I’m fine.”
“Okay.” She didn’t sound convinced. “Let’s find you somewhere to sleep.”
“Food first. Please?” He didn’t try puppy-dog eyes—to the best of his knowledge, Agent Rose was immune to every feminine instinct to fall in love with cuddly creatures. That’s why she kept a man-eater for a pet. And was probably the only reason she gave him the time of day, seeing how he was even less cuddly than her dog. They headed east, turning just before the intercoastal bridge, then pulling into a very pink apartment complex. Mac gave her a questioning look. The only bright colors in Sam’s life were her neon-yellow running shirts. Everything else was white, black, or bureau-regulation navy.
Maybe she’s changing?
“No comments on the color. Three miles down, there’s a set of apartments painted blue and purple.”
Nope. “Seriously?”
“They like tropical colors here,” she said in a flat tone that didn’t invite further conversation. “Come on.”
He followed her up to a second-floor apartment.
Hoss barked a welcome as she opened the door. “Hey, puppy. How’s my good boy?” Sam petted the dog with obvious affection. “You remember Mac? He’s the one who likes to go running with you.” She shot him a puckish smile.
“Hey, Hoss.” He took the slobber on his pant leg—and almost being bowled over—as a show of affection.
Sam turned on the lights, and it felt like he’d been punched in the gut. His old couch was here, the one they’d rescued before Hurricane Jessica drove him to find a new apartment and ultimately rent a room from Sam’s landlady. The ancient wooden table sat in the breakfast nook. There was a scratch where he’d thrown a knife when they fought over the case one night.
“Mac?”
“I feel like a divorcee coming to see the ex. All that’s missing are the kids.”
“You left the couch in Alabama. Miss Azalea called and asked me to pick it up so she could get the new renters moved in. Do you want it back?” Her expression was guarded, unusually wary for a woman who always seemed to always tackle things head-on.
Mac shook his head. “No. It’s . . . I have a new one. It’s just strange. I know the furniture but not the house. Not quite déjà vu, but very surreal.” The furniture was wrong in the apartment. In the old plantation house in Alabama, Sam’s lacy curtains and the old brass bed—even the ancient wooden armoire—had all fitted together.
Here, the apartment walls were a glaring white even in the dim lamplight, the carpet was stiff and cheap. There was a sense of despair and desperation. It felt like a refugee camp. He watched Sam tuck her shoes away, close the curtains on the balcony window, and move around the house. “You aren’t happy here.”
“What?” she asked with a little jump.
“You don’t look happy.”
“I’m exhausted, Mac. I’ve been up since four, and the last thing I ate was a granola bar at six. Let me grab you some clothes, and we’ll find some fast food before I drop you at the hotel.”
“Sure. Sorry.” She was lying, but he wasn’t going to push. Last time he’d gotten too close, Sam had shut him out of her life.
She waved his apology away and vanished into the gloom of the back room.
He followed Hoss into the tiny kitchen. There were steaks marinating on the counter in a bag. Two steaks. There would be potatoes in the cupboard, maybe some spring asparagus in the fridge. His stomach growled. “Sam?”
“Yes?” She walked out of her room, still dressed in her standard navy skirt with white blouse, holding a box with a pair of running shorts and a familiar shirt hanging out.
“What part of my soul do I need to sell to get one of those steaks for dinner?”
“Oh.” Sam slumped with fatigue. “I forgot about those. I really need to cook them, too. I got them out Sunday and fell asleep before I got around to dinner.”
“We could stay up for a little bit,” Mac cajoled. “Grill them. Eat dinner. Pretend we don’t have to be up at four.”
“I need to run before work,” Sam said, but he could tell she was on the edge of caving.
“The office doesn’t open until nine, we could run at seven and grab a shower after.” He picked up the bag and wiggled it temptingly. “Steak. Real food. You know you want this.”
“We need to find you a hotel.”
“I can sleep on the couch.”
She bit her lip.
“I’ll sleep better here than in a hotel room.”
“Fine.” Sam rolled her eyes. “You are so bad for me, MacKenzie!”
“I’m just making sure you eat properly,” he said, radiating innocence.
“And it will be showers, plural, tomorrow morning. You are not hopping in the shower with me.” She tossed the box at him. “Get the coals started. I’m going to change.”
Mac raised an eyebrow. Grab a shower had turned into the suggestion they shower together in her mind?
Maybe there was hope for his dream relationship after all.