I’m standing in between belief and doubt. I believe that Christ is who He says He is! Where exactly I fit into that … that’s where my doubt creeps in. I doubt that I’m enough, that I’m a good friend, and that I can run this race. I have so many insecurities. So I’m leaning on God. Trying to put the blunts down, the sex outside of marriage, the impure thoughts, and the rebellion. I’m trying to stay clear of false relationships and teaching. I need the Holy Spirit to guide me on that! I feel anxious. Like when you start a new task, or looking for a new place to settle…. How will you know? Standing in between belief and doubt … think I’m ready to cross over.