Okay, I got to let it all go. It’s garbage. It’s time to move on from the past. No more talking about it. Only speak good things! Don’t be like that. That’s ugly. Grow up! I really want good things in my life, around my life. I haven’t always done good, but I have today. There is hope. You must look up: God has a specific plan for you. Your life. God is faithful and just to forgive; if you ask He will remove the wedge from your heart and make you brand-new. Only God can do this. I’m waiting … impatiently, yet patiently though, if that makes any sense.