WEEK 37 (Watching your mother apply lipstick)

Three weeks to go

Can’t wait to feel the weight of you in my arms

To walk you to burp you

I can’t wait to speak to you

And know you feel me though

You don’t understand one word

I can’t wait for that mouth

To learn to smile

& that dimple peeking through the trials

I can’t wait to dive into the smell of your breath

When you yawn after milk

Because in the beginning it will be the smell of you

That will speak to us

That will tell us you are ours

Before the words and the sounds

The scent of new skin

And a heart finding its place

I can’t wait to hear you breathe

Against my chest and those tiny lungs

Deepening with sleep after sunset

I can’t wait to call your name

Without noticing anymore

I can’t wait to push my thumb in the palm of your hand

So you may grab it

At first only a reflex but then knowing

Whose thumb you are holding

Three weeks to go twenty-one days 1440 hours

Don’t rush but hurry

So I can share my life with you

And call every day after the first

Yours