Luckily for Jack, Eleanor had terrible aim.
She missed him completely. But she blew a gaping hole in Fluffy’s tail that I didn’t think would be easily mended.
“Put the gun down,” I shouted.
She had the nerve to look flustered. “But—”
“No. You just shot at my business partner.”
Jack made a deep coughing sound, his tail lashing back and forth, and Eleanor hastily put the gun on the counter.
I snatched it up and locked it in the drawer under the cash register. “I’m keeping this until I get over the sight of you going all Dirty Harriet on me, which might be never.”
She didn’t even glance over at me. “Is that a tiger? In our shop?”
This time, it was little Shelley who rolled her eyes, even though she looked down at her flashing shoes to try to hide it. Manners started early in the south.
“Eleanor, you knew that Jack was a tiger shifter,” I said, using my best reasonable voice to try to reassure her.
Then I gave up trying to be reasonable and just stared in utter and complete wonder at the tiger in our shop.
He was absolutely beautiful. He was a Bengal tiger, Jeremiah had told me once. He was vividly orange with black stripes that looked like they’d been painted on by a master artist. His chest was white, as was the ruff around his face, and the tips of his rounded ears. He stood very still, head held regally high. Letting us get used to him, I guess, or showing off, which I would totally do if I were the gorgeous tiger in the middle of the room.
Shelley, who had to be the bravest kid on the planet, raised her hand. “Mr. Tiger? Can I pet you?”
I froze. Was that a good idea? When Jack went furry, did some instinctive tiger sense make him look at children and small animals as prey?
As if he could hear my thoughts, Jack turned his massive head toward me and slowly, carefully, closed one eye.
“Did you just wink at me?” I didn’t know whether to be outraged or impressed.
He ignored the questions—well, it wasn’t like he was going to start talking in that shape—and padded over to Shelley. In motion, he was liquid grace personified. The muscles under his shoulders shifted as he walked, conveying the immense power of the animal.
Person.
Shapeshifter.
Argh. This was going to be complicated.
When he reached the girl, he lowered his head and ever-so-gently butted against her tiny hand. She gasped, but then she delicately petted the top of his head. I held my breath, not having any idea what to do next, but Jack took the decision out of my hands.
He started to purr.
My mouth fell open, and Shelley let loose a bright, high peal of laughter, looking happier than I’d seen her since her mother died. For that gift, I wanted to give Jack a round of applause, furry or no. I settled for a smile.
“Well, I’ll be damned,” Eleanor said, then she clapped both hands to her mouth.
“Eleanor! I’ve never heard you swear in my life,” I said, half-laughing and half-dismayed.
“We’ve never had a full-grown tiger in the shop, either,” she said tartly, and I couldn’t disagree.
“We had a full-grown alligator, but you shot the hell out of it.” I pointed to what was left of Fluffy, and suddenly we were both cracking up like loons.
“It’s a good thing the GYSTers are gone. Can you imagine? They thought seeing an alligator was exciting,” Eleanor said, nearly breathless with laughter.
“Would you like to pet him, Miss Tess?” Shelley looked up at me, her eyes shining. “He likes it.”
Suddenly, I felt shy. On the one hand, I wanted nothing more than to run my hands down the tiger’s fur. This magnificent creature was like a breath out of time, a symbol of the jungle that should never have been found in such a mundane setting as our small-town pawnshop.
On the other hand, this wasn’t some random tiger. This was Jack. Jeremiah’s nephew. My new business partner. The man who’d stirred more than a few far-from-platonic thoughts in my mind since he’d shown up yesterday. It didn’t seem right to pet him like I would Lou.
“Maybe another time,” I said, finally.
“Forget that. I’m going to pet him now,” Eleanor said. She marched right up to him and scratched behind his ears, like he was a dog, and I closed my eyes and hoped he didn’t bite her hand off. After all, she had just tried to shoot him.
He put up with it for a few seconds, and then started lashing that long tail around.
“I think that means we should move back again,” Shelley said, and Eleanor quickly moved to give him room.
Shelley, however, after hesitating a moment, flung herself at Jack and hugged his neck, which was so big that her little arms didn’t go all the way around it, and burst into tears.
I didn’t understand what she was saying at first, because her face was pressed against the tiger’s fur, but then I realized she was saying “I love you, I love you, I love you” over and over. Jack turned his amber eyes up to me with what I guessed was desperation. He hadn’t been good with tears when he was in human form, either. I touched Shelley’s shoulder and then gently pulled her away from Jack.
“Come on, honey. Let’s give Jack some room.”
She turned to me and hugged my waist with the same fervent emotion, her thin body trembling. I wrapped her in my arms and held on, knowing that the only thing to do was wait for the storm to pass.
“I miss her so much.” Her voice was hoarse with grief, and I could feel my eyes burning.
“I know you do, sweetheart. I lost my mom when I was little too, and I know it hurts so much. There’s nothing I can say or do to make it stop hurting. It will never stop hurting, and that’s okay, because that means you love her.”
Her sobs slowed down, but it took a little while for them to finally subside.
“Will it ever hurt less?” Her voice was barely audible over the sound of my heart breaking for her.
I hugged her even more tightly and started to rock her back and forth with small, gentle movements. “Oh, honey. Yes, it will. I promise. But it takes time.”
“Tess is right,” Jack said.
I hadn’t even realized he’d changed to human, since I’d had my back to him while I comforted Shelley. The realization startled me. I’d had my back to a tiger. Some part of me must actually trust Jack already, without me even knowing it, or I wouldn’t have turned my back on a quarter-ton of wild cat who had teeth as long as my fingers.
“Does it take a very long time to stop hurting, Mr. Jack?”
“It does take a while. You know what helps, though? Ice cream. Ice cream helps a lot,” he said.
I glanced over to find him smiling at me. “Maybe Tess would like to help me take you out for lunch, and we will have giant ice cream sundaes and nothing at all healthy.”
She peeked up at him. “Mommy always said food first, dessert later.”
“Then we will have hamburgers and fries and giant ice cream sundaes.”
He was so pleased with himself that I couldn’t help returning his smile, but I also couldn’t help teasing him. “Are you sure you don’t want tuna fish with your ice cream? Tuna is my cat Lou’s favorite.”
Shelley wrinkled her nose. “Ew. That’s disgusting.”
“Agreed.” Jack held out a hand, and Shelley took it without hesitation. “Burgers, fries, ice cream, hold the tuna.”
“Maybe a bowl of milk and a Meow Mix sundae?” I said, grabbing my purse.
He wrinkled his nose in an exaggerated show of disgust for Shelley’s benefit, and she laughed. Score one for the tiger.
“I’ll be back later,” I told Eleanor.
“Take your time,” she said, making a shooing motion at me with one hand. “I’ve got things here.”
“A bowl of milk? You’re pushing it, Callahan,” Jack called back to me, holding open the door. “Hurry up. We have ice cream to eat.”
Shelley giggled again, and I headed out the door.
After lunch, we’d have to figure out what to do about Shelley. She couldn’t go back to the Kowalskis after this. Surely the sheriff wouldn’t make her go back to them, would he? No. Not if I had anything to do with it.
Turns out, I didn’t.
Susan Gonzalez met us on our way into Beau’s Diner.
“Deputy,” Jack said, nodding.
Susan’s sharp gaze didn’t miss Shelley clutching Jack’s hand for dear life, and her lips tightened. “Mr. Shepherd. Tess. I’m here to take Shelley home.”
“No,” I blurted out. “Susan, you can’t—”
“We were just going to get some lunch and some ice cream,” Jack said. “Right, Shelley?”
Shelley nodded, looking back and forth between Jack and me.
“Sure,” Susan said, smiling at the girl. “But how about we get that lunch to go, and I’ll take you back to Mrs. Kowalski? She’s worried about you.”
Shelley bit her lip, looking torn, and then nodded again.
Jack shot me a grim look over Shelley’s head, so she couldn’t see it, and then smiled down at her and opened the door to let out a wave of conversation and laughter, and the scent of grilled burgers and onions. Beau’s was a popular place at lunchtime on Fridays.
“Susan, you can’t do this. Walt—”
“Is an asshole,” she said, pulling me away from the doorway so people could come and go. “But Walt doesn’t live with them. He was doing Olga a favor by taking Shelley to see you with her coins, and Jack attacked him, according to him.”
“That’s ridiculous. Walt threatened me. I picked up my bat, Eleanor ran to get her gun, and Jack came in at the end of it and told him to get out,” I said hotly.
Susan made a go-ahead motion with one hand. “Okay. We can work with that. How did he threaten you? Did he physically assault you? Threaten to kill you? Pull a weapon? And, by the way, we need to talk about Eleanor and her gun.”
“I locked it up, if you want to come get it.” I thought back to Walt’s exact words and actions, and started to feel stupid. “Well, he slammed his fist on the counter.”
“Did the glass break?” She pulled out a little notepad and pen.
“Um, no. But then he told me I’d be sorry if I didn’t have money for Shelley soon.” Even as I said it, I realized how lame it sounded.
Susan raised an eyebrow. “You’d be sorry. That’s it? He made a vague, generalized threat and pounded—but didn’t break—your counter?”
I shifted my feet. “Well. Yes.”
“Did he harm or threaten the child in any way? Grab her wrist too tight or shake her, swear at her, anything like that?”
I closed my eyes and thought back. “He, well, actually he kind of ignored her. I think the only time he spoke to Shelley at all was when he told her to call him Uncle Walt.”
Susan blinked at me in patent disbelief, and then she put her notebook back in her pocket.
“He said it in a rude way,” I protested. “I had a bad feeling about it. And she was happy when Jack scared Walt, so that must mean something.”
“Tess, I’m on your side. There’s no way I’m going to let anything happen to that little girl. But Mrs. Kowalski is her cousin, and she seems to care about Shelley very much. We can’t pull the child away from her only living relatives because you have a bad feeling about a rude cousin who doesn’t even live in the same house.”
Sure, when she put it that way, it sounded weak.
“If it makes you feel better, I’ll make a point to stop by regularly and check on her. And I’ll ask Mrs. Kowalski to have somebody other than Walt bring Shelley to the pawnshop, okay?”
“If she even lets Shelley come to the shop anymore,” I muttered.
Susan’s eyes narrowed, and I could see that she was losing patience with me. The worst part was, I didn’t blame her. Yanking a recently bereaved child away from a woman who cared for her, even if that woman was the local coven’s head witch, made no sense, no matter that I didn’t like it. And Susan was going out of her way for Shelley, which I appreciated. Besides all that, I was starting to realize that my “bad feeling” was being amplified by a memory that was trying to work its way to the surface of my mind—something to do with Jeremiah. Something about Shelley. But I just couldn’t remember what it was, and Susan was getting impatient.
“I’m sorry. I know you can’t act on a bad feeling. Thanks for checking in on her. I know it doesn’t make sense, but I’m worried about that little girl,” I told her.
Susan’s face softened. “Of course it makes sense, Tess. You lost Jeremiah, Shelley lost her mom, and you just had a murder victim dropped on your doorstep yesterday. It would be strange if you didn’t have bad feelings right now—about everybody.”
I remembered Agent Vasquez. “Did the P-Ops guy talk to you?”
“What P-Ops guy?”
Jack and Shelley came back out of Beau’s then, and the little girl was carrying a white paper sack and holding an ice cream cone that was roughly the size of her head.
“Mr. Jack said that sometimes dessert can be first,” she confided in us, her face lit up with the delight of a child breaking rules.
“Mr. Jack is right,” I told her, smiling and trying not to let her see a hint of my concern. “Come back and visit me soon, okay?”
“I will,” she promised.
Susan gave me the “call me” signal, and then led Shelley away.
“Let me guess. No basis to take Shelley away from that family,” Jack said, his voice a low rumble at my back as we watched Susan help Shelley climb into the car and buckle her seatbelt without dropping the cone.
“Got it in one. Walt doesn’t live with his mother, so he’s not around Shelley all the time, apparently. And honestly, he didn’t direct any of his anger at her, only at me, so I had no good argument to make. Maybe I was just seeing something that wasn’t there,” I admitted.
“No. You weren’t. But we’ll keep an eye on her.”
A wave of warmth swept through me at his “we”—a feeling that he and I were a team on this.
I turned around and put on a calm “I’m here to eat, not to gossip about dead bodies” face. “Shall we get some lunch?”
He glanced at Beau’s window, where people were crowded at the glass, pretending not to stare at us. “Are you sure? Everybody in town is going to pump us for the scoop about Ms. Nelson. They already tried to start when I was in there with Shelley.”
“Oh, no. What did you do?”
“I convinced them that it was not a good time to do so.” Jack’s green eyes shone with that hint of amber, and he flashed a smile that showed his teeth. Suddenly, he looked deadly—every inch the soldier and rebel commander who’d taken on and defeated scores of powerful vampires.
For some reason, that cheered me up. “Let’s do it, then. I’m starving, and Beau’s has great burgers, in case you’ve forgotten.”
He opened the door and held it open for me. “I never forget a great burger or a pretty face.”
When I glanced back at him over my shoulder, he was intently watching me, as if I were the only person in the very crowded diner. Again I had that sensation of being stalked. I shook it off as a product of my overactive imagination and looked for a table. Jack wasn’t stalking me. He was trying to find out who’d killed his uncle.
Anyway, there was also the matter of Quinn Dawson, whom I intended to Google the heck out of when I got home. Not that I was curious. Much.
While crossing the room to a table by the front window, I waved to friends, acquaintances, and people who annoyed me (there was an even distribution of all three in the diner that day), geared up for a wave of interrogation, and tried not to entertain even a single fantasy of what it would be like if Jack really were stalking me.
And what it would be like to let myself get caught.
Wow. It was suddenly really, really hot in there.
“Cold water. Lots of ice,” I told Lorraine when she handed us menus. “Maybe even two glasses.”
Beau’s was a fixture in Dead End, and Lorraine was a fixture at Beau’s. For fifty years, rain or shine, she’d worn her pink, starched uniform and white apron and presided over the lunches and fortunes of the town. She was the head waitress, dining room manager, and occasional bouncer when somebody got rowdy. Considering she only stood about five feet tall in her shoes, it was pretty impressive. For a while, she’d also been the mayor, but she’d never missed a shift at the restaurant except during the flood.
She nodded her head, her short, silver hair bouncing, and glanced at Jack. “You? Still a lemonade-with-extra-ice guy?”
He grinned at her. “How do you do it? After ten years, you still remember what I like to drink? You’re a marvel.”
She rapped him on the hand with her order pad, which I’d never seen her actually use in all the years I’d been coming into Beau’s. “Don’t get fresh with me, young man. I can still put you to work washing dishes if you misbehave.”
To my utter disbelief, a faint tinge of red touched Jack’s cheeks, high up on those excellent cheekbones.
“Yes, ma’am,” he said sheepishly, and she cackled and walked off.
“Now that’s a story I need to hear,” I said. “She made you wash dishes?”
“More than once,” he admitted. “We deserved it. Dave and I were always up to something. The time she caught us spray painting the diner windows with the team colors on the night before the football game, I thought she’d tan my hide. I shifted shapes, sure I could get away by surprising her, and she picked me up by the scruff of the neck, said ‘bad kitty,’ and locked me in the kitchen with Dave and a sink full of dirty dishes.”
“Bad kitty?” I cracked up, because it sounded exactly like something Lorraine would do. She never put up with anything from anybody. “So what did you do?”
Lorraine came back and put tall, frosty glasses down on the table. “He shifted back and helped Dave wash the dishes, bare-ass naked, is what he did.”
“He what?”
Jack roared with laughter. “I hadn’t learned yet how to pull clothes into the shift. I wasn’t going to leave my best friend alone to do all those dishes, though. He found me an apron to at least cover part of me, and we stood there and did dishes for hours.”
Lorraine grinned at him. “Taught you a lesson, didn’t I?”
“You sure did. I never vandalized anything else in my life.”