I woke with a start. Somebody was in the tent, touching my shoulder.
“Wha—”
“Sshh.” Somebody was bending over me. I couldn’t make out the man’s face in the darkness. “No need to wake up your wife,” he whispered. It was Eberly. “Come outside.”
I scrambled out of my cot and followed the Canadian out through the mosquito netting and the tent flap, wondering what the hell he wanted with me this early in the morning. A duel at sunrise, maybe?
Eberly was fully dressed. It was almost dawn, gray and chilly, no stars left in the pale sky.
“There may be some trouble,” he said. His youthful face was very serious. I saw that he had a pistol strapped to his hip.
“Shooting trouble?”
“I hope it doesn’t come to that. A group of bandits has come down from the hills. They want our food supplies, I imagine. Poor devils must be desperate.”
“What are you going to do?”
“I’ve radioed to Massawa for support. They’ll send helicopters.”
“How soon?”
Eberly looked off toward the hills, eyes narrowed. “A few hours, at best.”
“What do you do till then?”
“Talk to their chief, I suppose. Or fight. It’s really up to them.”
“How many of them are there?”
“Hard to say. I suppose they’ve got RPGs. That’s what worries me.”
“RPGs?”
“Rocket-propelled grenades. Antitank weapons, actually, but they make pretty effective short-range artillery.”
“Jesus!”
“I doubt that they’ll do any shelling, though. If it’s the food they’re after they wouldn’t want to blow it up.”
“What’s going on?”
We both turned to see Julia stepping through the tent flap, still in the khaki fatigues she slept in, her face pale, her hair pulled back and tied into a ponytail, her eyes blinking sleep away.
“Trouble,” I said. I realized I was wearing striped boxer shorts and an undershirt. It made me feel slightly ridiculous.
“There may be some shooting,” Eberly said. “The two of you had better get into the church. It’s the safest place.”
“What about the others?”
“We’ll get the women and children into the church. As many as we can.”
“Perhaps we should set up a dressing station,” Julia said.
Eberly nodded. I was thinking that I didn’t come here to be in the middle of a firefight.
The church was already jammed by the time we got to it. Women and children, and a good many men, too, I could see. Crippled, mutilated by earlier fighting. Huddled and silent, staring at their own fear with wide, frightened eyes. The smell of them was enough to turn my stomach, almost. I had never been bothered by their smell before, out in the open air. But packed inside the four thick walls of the church it was overpowering. Like being pushed inside an overripe garbage bag.
Human garbage, that’s what they were. The unwanted leftovers of humanity. Black, poor, starved, maimed, sick, and now some band of thugs was going to start shooting up the place.
Not much of a shelter, I thought as I looked around the crumbling church. The walls were thick, true enough, but already cracked from earlier shellings. Half the roof was gone and the front wall, where the altar was, had a wide-open hole in it where a big window used to be. Sunlight streamed through, onto the altar that we were turning into a surgical table.
Julia and I and the six nurses set up a dressing station at the altar. The silence in the church was eerie. More than a hundred people packed in here and nobody’s saying a word. Like they’re children; they think if they can be quiet nobody will know they’re here. Pull the covers over your head and the night monsters won’t know you’re in the bed.
Some of them were moaning, of course. Couldn’t help themselves. The UN soldiers had dragged the bedridden cases into the church. But even their groans and whimpering cries were muffled down to a soft background hum.
“Nothing to do but wait,” Julia said as we stood by the white-sheeted altar table. She spoke in a near-whisper.
“Maybe it’ll all blow over,” I said. “Even starving bandits ought to know better than to mess around with the UN troops.”
A rattling sound, like the distant popping of firecrackers.
“Is that gunfire?”
An explosion off in the distance.
Julia ran to one of the empty windows. I raced after her and pulled her back. “Don’t! Stay down.”
“It’s too far away to be dangerous,” Julia said. But she didn’t try to get out of my arms.
“Who made you an expert on battlefield matters?”
Then silence. Feeling kind of sheepish, I edged to the long narrow window and looked out. One of the white UN armored cars was moving across the barren landscape about a mile away, its diesel engine growling and sending up spurts of black sooty smoke. Another was moving, too, farther away, barely discernible except for the spray of dust it kicked up.
Julia pressed against my back and peeped over my shoulder. “Is it all over?”
“I hope—”
The nearer armored car exploded in a red fireball. I felt as if I’d been punched in the gut. All kinds of firing broke loose, guns popping everywhere, smoke and dust rising like a pall. Another explosion, smaller, farther away. And then a third, even more distant. The armored car was burning. I could see men staggering out of its rear hatch, stumbling and collapsing onto the ground. Even at this distance I could see that they were black with burns.
“My lord in heaven,” Julia murmured.
As abruptly as it had started the firing stopped. The other armored car chugged over a bare little rise and I could no longer see it.
Christ, what do we do if they kill Eberly and the other troops? Where the hell can we hide? What if those bastards come into the camp and they see Julia? What the hell can I do? There’s no place to run to.
The people in the church were whispering now. I turned and saw that they were clutching fearfully at each other, whispering in hissing sibilances. Prayers, maybe. Or curses. Most of them had their eyes squeezed shut. They were just as scared as I was.
“Those men out there . . .” Julia was still staring out the window.
“Not yet. It’s not safe out there.”
“But they’re hurt.”
“It won’t do them any good if we get our asses shot off.”
Julia started to reply, thought better of it.
The other armored car came back into view, thank god. It stopped at the wreck of its mate. Men hopped out and began to tenderly pick up their wounded comrades.
“Looks like it’s over,” I said. “They’re bringing the wounded in.”
The tension inside the church broke visibly. The crowd swayed, sat up straighter, released their death holds on one another. People began to talk. A baby squalled. I felt my own breath come back to me; I sucked in a big lungful of the fetid air. Nearly gagged on it. Julia smiled worriedly at me.
Within a few minutes the armored car clattered to the church door and the Pakistani soldiers gently carried their blackened, burned comrades through the crowd up to the altar. The Eritreans made a path for them like the Red Sea parting for Moses.
Then I fell into my work, the one thing I knew how to do, treating burns and shrapnel wounds, cutting away blackened flesh and digging out sharpedged chunks of metal, sewing up jagged torn meat, stapling arteries together, bandaging bloody arms and legs and chests and heads. I’m not much of a surgeon but I was all they had. I had to amputate one leg. Had to tell one of the soldiers, through his sergeant who spoke English, that he had lost one of his eyes permanently.
By the time I was finished, the sun was high overhead, blazing through the shattered roof of the church. My T-shirt and slacks were stiff with drying blood. My hands ached and the back of my neck throbbed painfully. Julia was also blood-spattered, somber.
Then we heard helicopters thrumming overhead, coming in low and fast, heading for the distant hills.
Stretching tiredly as the last of the wounded was carried off, I slid one arm around Julia’s shoulders and we made our way out of the now-empty church. It was hard to tell who was propping up who.
Eberly was standing out there, binoculars to his eyes. I saw the helicopters off in the distance, angry white hornets buzzing through the blazing afternoon sky.
The Canadian put his field glasses down and said, “The choppers will pound them. They’ll pay for what they did.”
The captain was quivering as if he had drunk six pots of coffee. “Bloodyminded bastards didn’t want to talk, all they wanted was to fight. Well, we showed them some fighting. We showed them, all right. They got one of our cars but we shot the bloody hell out of them. And now the choppers will blast them but good.”
“Was anyone killed?” Julia asked quietly.
Eberly sobered a bit. “Two. The driver of the armored car that got hit and one of the riflemen.”
“What about their side?” I suddenly realized that we had treated no wounded Eritreans.
“We killed sixteen of them.”
“No wounded?”
Eberly looked away from us. “The Pakis don’t take wounded, not once some of their own have been killed. Can’t say I blame them.”
I just stared at the captain. This was the kind, courteous, charming young swain who had been so attentive to Julia. Fire a few shots and he’s a homicidal maniac!
But Julia said, “I’m glad it wasn’t your armored car that got hit.”
Eberly suddenly looked embarrassed. “I am, too,” he said softly.