last note to my girls

for sid, rica, gilly and neen

my girls

my girls

my almost me

mellowed in a brown bag

held tight and straining

at the top

like a good lunch

until the bag turned weak and wet

and burst in our honeymoon rooms.

we wiped the mess and

dressed you in our name and

here you are

my girls

my girls

forty quick fingers

reaching for the door.

i command you to be

good runners

to go with grace

go well in the dark and

make for high ground

my dearest girls

my girls

my more than me.