Writing in English Is Not the Same as Being English

I felt absolutely nothing

The other evening in Key West

While watching the sun drop colorfully into the Gulf,

And I began to wonder if I would be a better poet

If my father had been a glove maker

Like Shakespeare’s, or a chandler, a parson, or a vicar.

Or a hatter like the father of William Collins,

Who was a drunk but wrote “Ode to Evening,”

Before ending up in a madhouse named McDonald’s.

What did my father do? Well, he was

Not a linen merchant like Alexander Pope’s.

Maybe I should have married a milkmaid

And had seven children like John Clare,

Speaking of madhouses. Would that not be

A better preparation for depicting Nature

In all her twigs and thistles, petals and feathers?

Think of how things might have turned out

Had I been schooled at Harrow or Charterhouse,

Or better still, been tubercular, so sickly

As to require a raft of private tutors.

Would I not be better groomed for this life?

Can you picture me coughing

Into a book of blood-flecked eclogues?

Would it help if I added some ruffles and velvet?

But then, I would have to give up my tee shirts

And these orange Hawaiian running shoes,

At once so comfortable and cool-looking.

So never mind. I like being an American.

Imagine, ending up in McDonald’s Drive-Thru Madhouse.

Or how about singing Old McDonald had a madhouse,

Here a moo, there a moo, everywhere a cluck-cluck!

And my father, no vicar, worked in the city

With an insurance company that funneled

Marine and aviation business into Lloyd’s

Of London, where he visited often,

Customarily wearing a hat, and in winter, leather gloves.