It survived the loud, jostling train
from Baden to Berlin, and the heave
and slant, the pitch, pivot, and lean
of the bad boat to New York.
She held it to her in a hatbox
stuffed with husks, all across steerage
and Pennsylvania, down the slow road
of the Ohio River to Cairo
and up the dirt tracks and coal-
paved paths to Frankfort, Illinois,
her sudden husband, her life.
She was mined for the children
in her, one daughter, then another,
a short seam, quick to clay,
and not a single son to save them.
But each December found her unfolding
from their sheaths the pale
figures from Dresden: Holy Mother, mild
worker in wood, stock reclined
and ruminant, the infant peering skyward
through His upheld hands. And through the years
we have come to know this story,
how starved, buried on scrip to the company store,
the miner came coal-hearted home,
winter just begun, his daughters already asleep,
and the crèche below a sprig of pine.
How blind in the peripheral light, unhelmeted
to rage, he crushed the manger and the tiny Lord
in his blackened right hand,
spat the woman in her face,
and left that night and never returned.
There the story ends, but for one daughter,
who married, bore another, who bore
a son, who fathered three boys—two that survived—
and one that passed on the crèche,
the Holy Mother, husband, endlessly
sleepy stock, and the gap since then gathered round,
its eloquent absence,
its grip more powerful than any man’s.