Cathedral of thorns, brambly fist—
how do the snakes get along such thoroughfares,
that deep, spiny mind with no thought
other than swallowing the world.
My arms are crosshatched with scratches
and purpled by juice, my back flayed
like a flagellant’s, but I’m not stopping.
The jars I filled with berries look bloody
in the distance—peck of bruised hearts,
glass vat of gizzard and lung,
easy picking at the thicket’s edge.
Now I know what the sparrow’s whisper,
those little breathy drums, damning and damning.
It’s a car, old and black. Some odd blink
of sun shone off a shard of glass
and drew me on. I went to the barn
for machete and shears, for heavy gloves and a hat,
and now this shadowy corridor, this hallway of hooks,
this ramp of knives onto soil unwalked
in years. It bleeds pure black under my boot.
Packard or Pierce-Arrow, high-classed and funereal
in its prime, yards off and under
the canopy of canes and berries
nectar-dulled to a plush, velvet sheen.
The light itself is stained glass, the grille darned
with threads of thorn, spoked wheels sewn
to the ground like buttons.
Outside, a raven caws to celebrate the sun,
and the cane that falls before me cries,
or I do, falling back in a fire of spines
at the skull in the driver’s window.
What god or devil puts my eye outside me now,
beholding myself caught and wriggling,
and the skull lolling over me—
one fat cane shot obscenely from its mouth,
another looped through an eye socket
and the third, smaller hole in the forehead.
Blood on my right arm, my ear sliced
clean as a mushroom, the first salt drops
purling down the stains on my shoulders—
I stop. Hush, hush, go the sparrows;
the raven still caws. Far away,
a truck’s jake blats for a curve.
I loosen myself, on ragged limb at a time, and stand.
Five minutes, a few more cuts, and I can see
there are two of them, two bodies skinned
by the years and the bones inhabited by berries.
I would have thought, over time
some animal big as me or bigger
would have bulled in for such bones,
but now the light comes low, colored by sunset,
the canes red as tendons. I can see
they were man and woman once:
among the visceral thorns, the thoracic brambles,
a gold brooch and a tick tack almost touching,
having grown together over the years, or having died that way.
The porch bell’s ringing. Supper’s nearly done.
I’ll bet my wife stands there a moment, shading her eyes,
wondering where I’ve gone to, maybe shaking a rag
off the leeward rail, waiting for berries.
Hush, hush, go the sparrows. The light is almost gone,
and I cannot move for thinking, and can’t unmake
a tunnel out of light into light,
a door some wandering boy will enter
hunting for snakes, happy for the blackest berries.
But I try, making a weave
from the dead and the living, the severed canes
and canes unending, blood knot and brain weave,
while the bell from the porch goes mad at my absence.
I’m working now on pain alone.
Darkness comes down like a skin
to hide all wounds and bowers—
the graverobber’s black suit, the lovers’ abandon—
and if I make enough noise, half-bathing
in the horse trough, she’ll hear
and drop whatever implement she holds
at the sight of me—slashed and bloody
in the doorway, my right hand
white and unscathed, holding out to her
a brooch of diamonds.