The three-bladed, dunce-capped agitator pulsed,
and steam billowed into the basement rafters.
Monday mornings, in a broth of soap and clothes,
my mother wielded her stick, bleached dun
and blunted with probing, then fed the works
through wringers to a galvanised tub.
Those summers the neighborhood blossomed
with laundry. Sheets snapped and dresses swayed,
a shirt dragged its cuffs through the dandelions.
By early afternoon, by the basket load
lugged in, the laundry stiff with sun was spread
across the kitchen table for sprinkling.
I remember my mother’s easy motions,
her thumb mostly over the bottle’s hole
and the clothes rolled tight and stacked
like cordwood in the cooler.
And when the light leaned into dusk—
when my father in the gap between his two jobs arrived,
dinner done, dishes washed, my father gone again,
the tiny, round-eyed television squinting
over us—my mother hauled from the hallway closet
the rickety wooden ironing board
and began her final Monday chore.
I sprawled across the rug
and picked at the pills on the hand-me-down sofa,
the whole house filling with the smell of heat
and watery steel, the ironing board’s creak,
the iron’s dull thunk and glide.
Last thing she pressed was sheets,
one set for each bed in the house,
each bed remade in my sleep
before she lifted me off the floor
and eased me away for the night.
Then the night itself unwrinkling,
new sheets warming into sleep.
That last summer in the old house
many times I woke up late,
my father finally come home and collapsed
in bed alone, while I wandered the hall
to the kitchen, my mother at the table
in a bright wedge of light. I looked up
past the bulb on her sewing machine
at a thicket of pins between her lips.
And in my sleepiness it was one gesture—
her palm across her mouth, a shaken head—
and I was asleep on my feet,
hand in my mother’s hand
as she walked me back to bed.
I don’t remember ever arriving there,
nor the straightening of the covers,
nor the kiss she might have given me.
I don’t remember the house we walked through,
nor the colors of the walls, nor the colors of the clothes
she labored over every night,
the clothes she made for herself,
in which, come September, she would look for work.