We are just boys, ten-, eleven-, and twelve-year-olds, five colored and one white. But for our smallclothes, each of us is most-all naked. We stand on the rickety reach of pier, its planks care-laid but well used, us colored boys’ black glistening in the noontime bright, the white one not yet leathered like the sunbeat beefs that free-range the Island. Our britches and coveralls and burlap shirts lie pell-mell near the spot on the shore where Ebo Joe Meekins kneels, inspecting the line of the skiff he is refitting. The old Negro is either fifty or a thousand, the one age as imponderable to us as the other, and he pays us no more mind than we do him. On the water, cleat-hitched to the pier, rocks the dugout full of oysters that we are supposed to be ferrying over to Ashbee’s Harbor. Up and down it rolls with each leap or dive, as we plunge into the water one at a time or in twos and sometimes all six at once.
I am young, square-shouldered but elseways long of limb, with knots for knees and elbows, and I climb from the Croatan Sound up onto the dugout. Straddling it, a foot on each gunwale, I begin walking its edge. The wood’s rough grain digs into the pads of my feet with each shuffle-step forward. The other boys wade nearby, wondering at my balancing act.
“You look like one of Uncle John’s barn cats,” Patrick, the white one, shouts up, and he splashes water to challenge my progress.
I halt my walk so as to keep my balance and taunt back at him: “That the best you got? You can do better than that, Paddy-boy.” Then I start rocking the dugout in place—down and up each gunwale, down and up—pushing out waves and making the others work to stay aloft.
“I’ll fix your arse,” says Patrick.
He swims forward, grabs a gunwale, and yanks down hard. But I spring overtop of him and stretch a splashless dive into the briny water beyond. The others swarm, wrestling to keep me below the surface, all but Patrick, who has pulled himself onto the pier.
“Youall hungry?” he calls.
He goes to his trousers, retrieves a penknife, and returns with one of the larger oysters from the floor of the dugout. He pries at it until it cracks open.
I climb up after him. “Smokes, Paddy, that’s as nice a knife as I’ve seen.”
The mother-of-pearl handle, the spey blade.
“Uncle John gave it to me.” Patrick holds it out for the others to see. “Said I was becoming a man and deserved such a thing.” He throws his head back and slurps down the oyster, then opens another and extends it toward me.
I just stand there looking down at it. “Mass John B. told us to plant those out past the second duck blind,” I say, “not to eat them.”
The other boys gather up behind me.
“Half the Sand Banks are laughing at his fool notion of planting oyster beds,” says Patrick, slurping down the one I’ve refused. “Hellfire, there will always be oysters.”
Fields Midgett, protectful of me, tells Patrick, “Richard don’t need none of that. Besides, Easterns taste like snot.”
“Naw, they good,” says Bill Charles, “but fried and on day-old bread.”
The rest chime in then, proffering the ways and hows of oyster-eating—this, without any of us noting the somber white man who has emerged from the thicket of pitch pine.
John B. Etheridge walks up the shore, smoking a pipe. He wears bibbed dungarees over a white work shirt, closed at the collar by a string tie, his everyday duck-cloth coat over that. A slouch hat shades his face. John B. owns the dugout and the oysters, much of the Island, in fact, including me and two of the others. He stops a short distance from us.
“Patrick! Those oysters are for my oysterage!”
The others scramble to gather up their clothes, all but me. I remain aside Patrick. We both stand stock-still on the pier, heads hanging.
John B. storms up. “What are you thinking?”
“Me and Dick were just letting the boys have a break is all,” says Patrick.
John B. glares at this boy whom he has taken in as a son upon a dear older brother’s death. “How many times do I have to tell you? When I leave you in charge, you have to take charge.” His voice evens, though the hard look in his eyes does not. “Not Dick, you.”
He doesn’t look at me at all.
“Yes sir, Uncle John,” says Patrick.
John B. often punctuates a point by the length of tense silence that follows.
“You can’t be pals with every nigger on the Island,” he says. “Dick is no exception.”
Though it is Patrick who’s been scolded, I feel that it is I who have disappointed my father.
Turning, John B. says, “Make sure those beds are planted before I see any of you around the house. You two, with me.” And, though he is already headed up the shore, each of us knows which order is for whom. Patrick and I scoop up our clothes and follow after, the others unhitching the dugout and pushing off.
John B. speaks briefly to Ebo Joe, who immediately stops what he is doing and removes his hat, then John B. continues on. Patrick carries his boots over a shoulder, tied together by the laces. In short pants and a burlap shirt, I have no shoes to carry. With John B.’s back now to us, Patrick apes his posture and gait, but I ignore him. I rush after John B. as he disappears into the trees.
We make the mile-long march across the Island in silence, Patrick aping, me ignoring. At Shallowbag Bay, where most Roanoke Islanders live, we join up with John B.’s younger brother, Tart, and our party of four takes the sloop Margery & Sarah and sails across the Sound to Nags Head. We land south of Jockey’s Ridge and trek over the stark dunes, through patches of dwarf pine and thorny scrub, toward the sea. Topping the last rise, we see a wrecked schooner, pitched on her side near shore. A three-master, though only two remain. A party has already set upon the carcass, six or seven men rummaging through the hull and the debris scattered nearby for whatever might prove of value. They make piles high up on the beach, gulls wheeling overhead.
The wind rips steady and strong, whipping up sand, a stinging reminder of the recent storm that blew through, this wreck a vestige of it. William Creef, clearly in charge of the other party, starts up the dune as John B. leads us down it. “I was wondering when the Roanoke Island Etheridges would come inquiring.”
“What do we have?” asks John B.
“Near sunup I seen her lurching in the surf, all torn apart and her sails blown to hell,” Creef says. “There ain’t much to prog for. A few salvageable barrels of salt is all, most of them shattered before coming ashore.”
That is very likely prevarication, it seems to me. I look over toward Patrick and find mirrored in his face a like skepticism.
“And there is three dead,” Creef adds, pointing up the dune.
Patrick and I stare in the direction his finger has indicated, at the bloated corpses of three mariners. It appears to be two men, each one the pale blue of death, and a woman, her skull crushed and half torn away. She is recognizable as female only by the tattered remains of a muslin dress that clings defiantly to her body. I know to drop my eyes.
John B. doesn’t react to the news of the loss of life any more than he has to Creef’s claims of a want of bounty. He and Creef move off down the beach, discussing the particular apportionments of this shared find. Tart joins the other Creefs, working the wreck. Patrick and I follow after. Two Creefs have stacked the larger pieces of planking into a single pile and begin to burn off the wood to salvage the iron. Giant fingers of smoke stretch skyward. Tart picks his way through the scattered timber. He lifts what remains of the arch board, the name MOLLY MCNEAL inscribed thereon, then tosses it aside. Patrick, walking along the wrack line of the beach, kneels and retrieves a pair of bent spectacles and puts them on.
Before I can join him, Creef’s youngest, Colie, a year or so my junior, tosses a pick and shovel at my feet. “Go on up there and bury them dead,” he says.
A punishing, arduous task—and grisly, even for me, a boy who has seen death before, for what Sand Banker has not? Our stretch of coast is called the Graveyard of the Atlantic and known the world over for just this reason: numberless ships and likewise many men have not survived it. But these ones here, these three dead? I find them hard to stomach.
Turning toward Patrick, I ask, “You coming, Paddy?” It is more plea than query.
And even now, all these years later, I ask myself still why I’d done this. Why had I lowered myself to begging? And what had I expected of Patrick? That my blood cousin, who sometimes professed me “nigh on a brother,” might assist in the dire undertaking? Or, better yet, that he might call on the advantage of our shared name, and the rank that it implied, and remove me from the grim chore altogether? The solidarity of family, that fool and infantile notion?
Patrick stands only a few feet past Colie, the wire-rimmed frames sitting skew-whiff across his face. “Hellfire, no! Why would I?” His anger is sudden, his bravado clearly a show for the Creef boy. He turns and saunters down the beach.
“Go on, Dick!” The boom of John B.’s voice startles me, his towering figure staring over, face stern. “Do what you were told to.”
So I have at it, dragging one sagging corpse at a time up to firmer ground. Their wrists where I grab hold feel of pickled pork knuckle, firm yet giving, but the bodies are deadweight so it is impossible hard, even with the woman, whom I cannot bear to lay eyes upon, particularly when what is left of her dress falls away. I work out my anger with the spade, gash at my hurt with the pick, digging a pit deep enough to guard against the sea’s overwash and to keep off gulls and gnawers—and likewise deep enough to topple Patrick over into, had I the chance.
I catch sight of John B. staring at me when it is clear he thinks me not looking. The set of his eyes betrays an aspect that surprises. At moments like this, I recognize the father in the man who owns me.
Later, the salvaging done, the two parties stare down the dune as the last of the MOLLY MCNEAL burns, while nearby I continue with the burials. The men speak among themselves as though I possess no more hearing than does the spade that I wield. Tart and the younger Creefs josh that one of the dead sailors looked to be a Brazilian nigger, and they wonder lewdly at the role of the lone woman in such a piebald crew. Patrick lingers among them.
Old man Creef presses John B: “I expect you could take all seventeen barrels and sell them up to Norfolk or thereabouts, if you had a mind to.”
John B. goes into his pocket and brings forth paper tender and a few silver coins, then pushes them into Creef’s outstretched palm. “You must be a religious man. Fortune just washes up at your door.”
“The Lord giveth, and He taketh,” says the other. “Who am I to question?”
As the Creefs gather to leave, John B. waves Tart and Patrick toward him. I overhear him instructing: “You see, that there is his place. This is yours.”
I don’t have the heart to look over. I know my father to be talking to my cousin about me.
“When he’s done,” I hear, “have Dick load those barrels into our boat. If it appears he’ll not be able to finish alone, you may lend a hand.”
“Yes, sir,” I hear Patrick say, though the helping hand never does arrive.
My memories always spoke at me like this, in colorful pictures, telling tales. I expect their dream-story aspect was from all the book learning, the romances of knights and courtly love that John B.’s daughter, Sarah, taught me letters by—Maria Edgeworth, Sir Walter Scott—or the travel gazettes and magazines that she had me read at her. Or maybe it was John B.’s doorstop about the vengeful whale that by candlelight I made my way through. My memories, when they would come unloosed, were lively places I could feel and smell, full of people I knew, speaking at each other. Only their edges remained hazy, the what-fors and why-nots of these happenings that had already been but refused to leave me.
And on that morning, I needed them to. I needed a clear head. I was a full-grown man, with purpose, and had pressing matters at hand.
It was late November 1863, the Wednesday before the feast day recently proclaimed by President Lincoln for giving thanks for the blessings of fruitful fields and healthy skies. We were aboard the Union steamer Express, pushing down the North Landing River, headed for a farm in the neighborhood of the Princess Anne Courthouse. I figured our paddle-wheel’s daybreak passage to be about as welcomed by the Virginians living along the shore as the oaths of loyalty that each of them had lately signed his name to. Such was the price of occupation.
And once the lot of us colored troops spilled out onto their docks? Why, I expected they’d find this boatload of musketed Negroes a mite disquieting. And bully for their distress.
“What you knowing?”
I’d not heard Fields Midgett’s approach over the spsh-spsh-spshing of the wheel on the water.
“Is it wise, do you think,” said my old friend, “for a Negro garbed in Yankee blue, with sleeves festooned with sergeant’s stripes, to linger atop-deck a Yankee steamer as it steams through Secesh territory?”
He was right, of course. Adrift in memories of long-ago times, I’d allowed myself to drop my guard. This was nothing of the behavior of good sergeanting that I was being taught.
“Well, this is officially Union territory now,” said I by meager way of excuse.
“Any Rebby-boy with a musket, be he regular, irregular, or mere passerby, would find a fine target of you.”
“I expect so,” I said. “But only after leveling his best aim at the general.”
Fields turned to where I was indicating with my chin. A-forecastle, at the very tip of the steamer’s advance, stood General Wild, stiff and tall, red-whiskered and red-haired beneath his slouch hat, the one arm left him after South Mountain crooked behind his back. A ship’s prow has rarely worn a more striking figurehead.
“Ain’t that something?” said Fields. He turned back to me. “I mean it seriously, Richard. Ain’t that white man something, standing out there, a more prized target than even you?”
Sunrise had peeped early for late autumn, and with the brightening day, the wall of bog birch and oak began to emerge as more than merely shadows, revealing a spray of leaves going to russet with the turning weather. Fields and I settled in at the rail of the Express and surveyed the line of trees along the shore, as though aforehand spotting the muzzle flash of the shot meant to fell the general might somehow forestall the ball. Not a soul in sight.
“What you worrying on?” Fields said over the racket of the wheel. “Still troubling over our leaving to join up?”
Since we were boys, he had always seemed a right clairvoyant at divining my thoughts.
“Not the joining,” said I. “That was right.”
Just a few months into the war, Union bluecoats and Confederate butternuts from inland had faced off at Hatteras Inlet, then set to racing up from there, intent on capturing the Sand Banks. A string of long, thin islands wedged between the Atlantic and the broad Pamlico Sound, the Banks seemed as remote from the mainland South as it was from the far-off North, but it was prized by both, on account of our distinction as a linchpin of shipping. The Union boys won the contest and soon overran Roanoke, which Fields and I hailed as our home. We Island colored celebrated Jubilee that night. An army recruiting officer gave the call for Negroes a few months after, and Fields and I signed on together right then.
“No, not the joining up,” I repeated. “The leaving part, though, is a hole that seems bent on filling itself in with chance memories.”
The lowing of some beefs, just beyond the trees, turned our attention that way.
I said, “It reminds of home, doesn’t it?”
“It ain’t nothing like there!” said Fields. “The Sand Banks is all sand. This here is stretches of crops and peopled farms.”
“I don’t mean Kill Devil Hills and Nags Head and out there, but Roanoke Island. Home!”
Home—not just the place, but also those left behind. My ma’am, my girl Fanny.
“Them memories are what we’re out here fighting to forget.” He sighed, long, looking off into the trees. “Why not instead fill the hole with new, free-born thoughts?”
“Naw,” said I. “I’m fighting for my right to prerogate claims to home.”
“Prerogate?” Fields laughed in his easy, mouth-broad-open way. “That ain’t even a word.”
“Why ain’t it?”
“Always boasting your book learning,” said he, elbowing at me for effect. “Hincty!”
A few of our troopers wandered up from below deck and I righted myself, adopting the bearing prescribed by my rank.
“Sergeant, Corporal,” Simon Gaylord greeted us.
“Men,” said I. I kept my gaze out to shore.
Besides Gaylord, there were Miles Hews and Josh Land. They chatted idle with Fields, who, as a corporal, was meant to hold a closer place to them than I was.
Our commander, Colonel Alonzo Draper, appeared on the forecastle and made his way out toward the general. The colonel sported a gesture of dark beard, the aim seeming to be to trick the eye from lingering on his youthful countenance, not quite succeeding. He was the African Brigade’s second-in-command, below Wild, and he and the general exchanged what seemed a solemn correspondence—at least, to read Draper’s stern demeanor, it did. General Wild wore his habitual smirk.
“Hear tell we’re out after one rank Secessionist today,” said Josh Land to Fields. But it sounded more a question and he said it deliberate loud, loud enough for me to hear.
“Otherwise, why else would they have us out hereabouts on our own,” Simon Gaylord added, “with guns and hardly a week’s training in the use of them?”
Gaylord, who hailed Little Washington, North Carolina, as home, was broad in the beam but shy-eyed, the sort to always ask permission. How he had found his way into our lines was a mystery, and not only on account of his fearful disposition. For Gaylord had been a free man where most of us others in the Brigade had been slaves. He often crowed about his foregoing self-rule, much as he did about his erstwhile trade as a roving merchandiser; he thought this stamped him as special. Colonel Draper seemed to see it likewise, lauding the man’s enterprising spirit, but I knew cannon fodder to be more to the mark. We sergeants took it upon ourselves to posit a peck of buck into the ones like Gaylord. He come in a puppy, but mister, he would leave a dog.
Fields told Gaylord, “We done paraded and hup-twoed and about-faced, and now the general has procured our company Springfields enough to take the field. We will put them rifles to use.”
They were Harper’s Ferry muskets, actually, not Springfields, manufactured at the arsenal where old John Brown had made his raid. I’d overheard the general telling Draper this. Though he’d been able to procure only enough rifles for one company, he’d made a point that it be this particular model, liking the intimation of it.
“It ain’t that, Corporal—” Gaylord was saying, looking at his feet, when Hews jumped in.
“That ain’t what we come up about. It’s just all the hushedness behind this business.”
I was a young-looking twenty-one, or so I was told, but Miles Hews made me seem a right grandpappy. He was seventeen, maybe, and everything about him was long, so much so that his pant cuffs only reached his ankles and the knobs of his wrists showed below the ends of his sleeves. He’d directed his words at me, their sergeant, rather than at Fields, my adjutant, and I could see that he was antsy like Gaylord. This was not Hews’s natural bearing.
I dead-on faced him a pause before cutting into the three of them. “We will do what we’re told and do it well, by God! The general elected Company F for this sortie because we’ve got bottom and we’ve got grit.”
“Yes, sir!” snapped Hews.
“The Yankee buckra at Fortress Freedom just like those Copperheads in the North think all we’re fit for is building up gun emplacements and hauling off their shit. Well, that ain’t what you ran off from the farm to do. Today we show them different. Today we’re soldiers. We wield the guns.”
The Express rounded a bend just then and a wharf came into view. We all went quiet, for we’d arrived at the site of our mission.
Out on the prow, Wild and Draper scrutinized the landing spot. I pushed past my men and descended the narrow stairs to the hold and called into the splay-lit dark. “Ready up below! We land in ten minutes!”
Our company counted some sixty-odd men, grouped into three squads. Lieutenant Backuss, the only commissioned officer aside from the general and the colonel, commanded the first, so Revere—F’s other sergeant—and I had charge of squads two and three. As the troopers assembled at the gangplank to disembark, I signaled Revere to meet me outside the stateroom. It seemed prudent to review our roles.
“The Secesh will look on us as monkeys manning muskets,” said I. “Let us show them otherwise.”
I’d told him a thing that clearly didn’t need telling, and he made me know it by ignoring the comment and staring off into the dark down the corridor, though he did not move to leave.
Like the rest of us, Revere had been conditioned in obedience, but the man was for certain not born to it. You could see it in his eyes—a sort of wildness—and hear it by his frequent silences, persisted in even as others were speaking at him. He and I shared a similar, lighter complexion, which I took to mean that we shared a similar history as concerned our paternal origins. But this was about all we shared. It took you aback how sturdy he was, solid and thickset, though tall. Me, I was of the Sand Banker type, wiry of build and an average height, more wax myrtle than broad-trunked oak.
Finally, he said, “I hail from this neighborhood, so the general will want my squad out front.”
Of course Revere would assert this—as if he knew commander tactics or had the general’s ear.
I countered, “Let’s wait and see how Colonel Draper calls us out.”
But it would bear up as Revere had predicted, with his squad in the lead. And as I had predicted, too, earlier. For from the moment we formed up on the wharf, white faces filled up windowpanes and half-dressed men spilled from doorways, glaring.
Upon quitting the Express, Colonel Draper gathered Backuss, Revere, and me, his squad leaders, and with the general looking on, apprised us of the mission. A runaway by the name of Cuffee had offered up intelligence upon his arrival at Fortress Freedom—what we colored troops called Fortress Monroe, our base and the primary Union Army stronghold in the region. The farm Cuffee had set off from was owned by Edgar Clapson, known to the Union command to be a notorious Rebel bushwhacker, responsible for many of the ambuscades and much of the sabotage from Princess Anne to Great Bridge. With reliable knowledge of his location, we aimed to arrest him.
Our column marched four abreast down the North Landing road, with us squad commanders moving up and down the flanks, keeping things smart. General Wild had no aim of surprising. He wanted our presence announced.
“Hup, one, two! March, one, two!” I called to my squad, as Colonel Draper had instructed during drills on the parade ground. Sergeant Revere, ahead two lengths, left his men to march to my cadence, offering inducement to individual troopers whose gait he deemed below standard, paddling roughly at their backsides with the flat of his sergeant’s sword. Lieutenant Backuss, behind my squad, added his own “Hep! Hep! Hep!” in time with my count.
Where Draper sat heavily upon his mount, I could see that Wild was a natural horsebacker. Man and beast trotted casually among the three squads. His was an easy sort of leading, that smirk alit upon his face.
A general had no place and held little use in minor forays such as this one. But neither had colored troopers made forays such as this before today. Other Union commanders wouldn’t abide it. General Wild, though—he would abide nothing short of seeing our sortie done. Since forming the African Brigade three months before, in August, he had been searching for a way to get us into the field, wagering that, afterward, many more such missions would be sanctioned.
Northerners were set in debate on the value of arming us colored, Abolitionist firebrands against Copperhead pols. Each one’s logic wasn’t but different sides of the same coin, so far as I could make it. The Abolitionists hoped that bedecking slaves in Union blue and enlisting us in a fight for our own freedom would make men of us. The possibility inspired divineful awe, long-awaited witness that the monkey was ready to grind his own street organ. For Copperheads, the idea of us bearing up as fully men would damn near signal the apocalypse. Wouldn’t be no returning from that.
But every blessed one of us colored knew it all to be bunkum for self-interested purpose. A Negro who has been owned knows he is a man from well before the first follicle florets his south forty. He knows accountability and responsibility and the fate that awaits any mistake and every misstep, for him as well as his.
General Wild knew like we did. For Wild, a bondman in a blue coat wasn’t a spectacle, a benighted child being elevated to manhood. No, a nigger with a weapon was pure terror. Just that. The general recognized the blue coat as a dread costume on a freed slave’s back. He knew that our weapons would be primed with the percussion cap of memory. And I cried huzzah for that man’s discernment.
Before setting off from the Express, Colonel Draper had advised us squad leaders that, given Clapson’s standing among the Rebels, contact with their Home Guard was possible. The dawn hour lessened the likelihood, he’d said, but be ready all the same.
Ready? I looked up toward Sergeant Revere, chiding his squad along; at my old friend Fields, towing tight his command.
We were ready, that and then some.
The general, too. That man was one of us.
It was an Indian summer morn. Yellowjacks like we had out in the Sand Banks rousened alongside the day’s heat, petulant and unrelenting, lighting onto whatever skin lay exposed—your cheek, the nape of your neck. And like back home, they bit down to let you know that they’d stopped by, as though the buzzing at your ears hadn’t already done that. Troopers swatted at the air despite Revere’s scornful gaze. I strove not to, to maintain his same air of authority.
The distractions ceased as we parade-marched past the Princess Anne Courthouse. Old Glory whipped back and forth on her staff atop the white stone building, though it was clear that she was begrudgingly flown. I silenced my hup-twos, but each and every one of the men kept a steady beat all the same, even unsure Simon Gaylord. Our footfalls had the cadent boom of thunder. Whatever citizen, loyal or not, had not yet learned of our landing surely did so then.
We’d hardly gone two hundred paces past the courthouse when the Clapson farm appeared, across a stretch of unflowered and rustling stems where flax had not so long before been harvested. Cuffee, the runaway, finger-pointed it out. General Wild raised the one good arm and our column halted, the booming footfalls of a sudden still. Though nary a head turned, all eyes peeked as one over at the plantation house across the way that was our target. It was more façade than depth, boasting tall windows and a terrace out front but just dull planking on the sides, with little texture and no paint. A weatherboard barn stood to the left, a mess of chattel houses to the right.
The general had yet to speak word the first. He turned his mount and trotted back down our line, casual-like. Coming abreast of each row, he seemed to take in each man. As he neared me, I noticed that a yellowjack, furry and full, had lit upon his face, above his right eye. The man did not flinch as the deerfly did his due.
Wild met my gaze full-on. “No need fighting the inevitable,” said he. “Let come what may. The pain cannot last.” And he sauntered on.
Some minutes later, I heard him spur his mount, and man and rider dashed back to the head of the company. Colonel Draper, who waited there a-saddle, ordered us forward—Backuss’s squad on one flank, Revere’s on the other, where the chattel houses were, and mine down the center, straight through the crackling flax. The three lines fanned a half circle around the main dwelling house. Slaves stirred. Some emerged from the barn to take a look-see, even more from the chattel houses, which weren’t but shacks with uneven joints and unglassed slits for ventilation.
Then, a man with disarranged hair and considerable whiskers appeared at the door of the main house. Clapson for sure, for he carried himself as though proprietorship was his established due. He wore breeches and a long-sleeved undershirt, nothing more, his suspenders not yet raised over his shoulders, and he stepped out onto the broad porch and stared down the general, who’d ridden a-front him and not dismounted.
Colonel Draper came up, the runaway Cuffee following after. Aught other moved.
My squad being nearest, I had a box-seat view when the general finally spoke. “Edgar Clapson?” he queried.
“You know damned well it is,” said the other.
“I am Edward Augustus Wild, Brigadier General Volunteers, commanding.” He half-turned in the saddle and added with a flourish: “The African Brigade!”
We all just stood there at attention.
“I see your nigger pogeys,” said Clapson, “and I do not recognize your authority.” He hitched up the suspenders, an angry gesture, as though they, too, had vexed his peaceful waking. “I command the Tidewater Twelfth Home Guard, the Pungo Raiders! And this here is my property.”
Wild signaled with a nod and Revere, who was nearby, flew up onto the porch in two quick strides and seized Clapson meanly by the shirt and by the nape.
“Unhand me!” said Clapson.
Two troopers joined Revere, and they forced the man down the steps and wrestled him to his knees, beneath the general’s gaze.
“Pogeys, sir?” Wild said. “Did you say pogeys?”
Clapson would not respond, so General Wild continued: “These men are Armageddon’s agents, both Gog and Magog. Your world is no more.”
He turned toward us, the rest of the company. His voice boomed. “Guerrillas are cowards and murderers, without honor, no better than land pirates, and their fate is either quarantine or death. This land pirate’s property is hereby confiscated. Seize all men, women, and tykes. Seize the grain and any implements and tools. Fill every hogshead, fill every buckboard. It is all contraband, and it returns with us!”
Fields broke the men into teams, and I sent this one toward the barn and that one toward the chattel houses where slaves were still falling out, and what had been puzzlement and gloom now turned to pure rejoicing. I could not know whether my own face showed it, but I was much overjoyed, too.
I was directing some men loading a handcart with farm tools—Miles Hews and Marsh Anderson and Lamb Rodgers—when I overheard the runaway Cuffee saying to the general, “All slavers buck they slaves.” His head was bowed but his voice clear and strong. “But this one in the habit of stripping ’em head to heel, gals as likely as mens, whatever the age and for the least offense, and he lay it on sportly.”
The general’s expression did not change, but something was moving underneath.
“I know of at least one that ain’t survived it,” said Cuffee.
And I noted then what aforehand I had failed to see: a whipping post, well used, standing erect between the dwelling house and the barn. Or, what was more likely, my eyes had until then dodged seeing it. I had never suffered the lash, but what slave did not know it?
Revere without question did, for he held Clapson down on his knees, unassisted now and with what looked like pure relish. He forced the man’s face to look upon that post. Clapson wasn’t hardly fighting anymore. What must have been his wife and three young sons huddled on the porch.
General Wild, come abreast of Clapson, still disdainful of dismounting, leaned low from his saddle. “Even the women?” said he. “Even the women!”
Revere yanked Clapson to his feet, unbidden by the general but the order clear. The Secesh pulled like a colt then, knowing certain what was next. Revere, with a fistful of hair and a fistful of cloth, dragged him toward that upright timber. Shackles hung from its foretop point, and while two troopers wrestled the man’s lurching and writhing, Revere hitched him on by the wrists.
The yard was dead still, us colored, slave as well as soldier, watching on. Mrs. Clapson’s mouth lay wide open, lips aquiver, but no sound came forth. The three little boys, though—each one wailed.
The general marched his mount to the barn and into it, then returned with a bullwhip over the pommel of his saddle. He rode it over to Revere.
Clapson yanked at his wrists, crying to be released, all plea and no protest now.
“Pungo Raiders,” said the general. “How quaint.”
And with this, Revere, again obliging some unspoken command, lit the air with that long leather hide. Once. And again.
Fields was then aside me and I’d not heard him come up. “Damn, Richard,” he said. “Damn!”
It was neither pity nor pleasure in his voice, just blunt astonishment. For who among us could have imagined this, the bottom rail on top, a nigger flogging a legal white man?
The general bid Revere to stop just four lashes along. Clapson’s head slumped low, his lips whimpering curses. The general prepared to address us troopers gathered around—or so we initially thought. In fact, he was speaking at them others.
“Ladies,” said he, his voice musical with sympathetic timbre. “I won’t ask that you disclose this man’s blasphemies against your virtue. Instead, I present the chance to settle old scores.”
The yard stood still. Even Clapson’s sons had ceased to wail.
From the crowd emerged an old mammy, head wrapped in a red rag, cheekbones like straight razors, a burlap dress hanging as long and plumb as her own long self. She crossed to the post, a deliberate stride that made the thirty-odd paces seem a damned sight more distant. When she got there, she unfastened a tie and the topmost burlap dropped to the waist. Dugs as flat as griddle cakes lay like sad folds of flesh against her chest.
It didn’t seem she retained a tooth in her head. “This here the on’y virtue of being a Claps’n nigger,” said she, her voice gravel and as purposive as her movements. She turned, and her back was a tangle of fleshy welts. “Ain’t aught left here to blaspheme. But I expect I might take you up on that scoring bit. Mass Claps’n come-up is long due.”
The general took the coiled cowhide from Revere and handed it to the old mammy. She let it out along the ground, reckoning the proper distance. Once she’d settled onto the right spot, the cowhide sang.
And then I heard the rest: the other slaves cheering, troopers too. “Oh, that I had the tongue to express my true feelings!” and “On the soil of Ol’ Virginny! The mother state of slavery!” I heard Mrs. Clapson’s rejoined wailing, her children’s, and the Rebel Clapson, begging: “Mercy, Jenny! Oh, mercy!”
Revere stood so near Clapson that I thought the cowhide’s lick might singe his cheek. His lips just off Clapson’s right ear, he whispered at the man with each wallop—roughly, for sure, given Revere’s dread aspect.
Vengeance can be justice, well earned and meted out fairly. And yet it be vengeance all the same.
The cowhide sang.
Fields and I turned toward the general, who anymore paid nil mind to the ministrations but spoke at Draper instead, the colonel stone-faced though not indifferent. “Dogum Goonoo!” I heard the general say—some such sounds as this.
“Sir?” asked Draper, as befuddled as Fields and I.
“Thirty-eight this day,” the general said, as though this would clear things up.
The folded-over, empty sleeve flapped about with his mount’s agitated jitters. “November twenty-fifth,” he explained. “I’m thirty-eight today.” He smiled a thin but generous smile. “‘Dogum goonoo’ is how the Turkmen say it.”
Colonel Draper looked over at him, utterly perplexed.
The old mammy had lots more left than her spindly arm let on. She did not pause, and the general did not bid her to. “And it is a righteous good birthday at that,” said he.
“The general . . .” Fields, gape-mouthed, looked unable to find the words. “That nigger wild!” he blurted finally.
“He sure enough be that,” said Miles Hews, who’d come aside us without my noticing it. Rank and standing were right then of no import. Hews said, “I ain’t yet met nobody the Lord had more aptly named.”
Fields said, “That Rebel did not know we was men.”
“He know it now,” said Hews.
“And the general going to make sure they all know it, too,” Fields said, “all them buckra.”
“Naw,” said I. “The general is letting us know that he knows it himself. Wild wants us to know that he will be with us to the end.”
Clapson, his deadweight straining the iron shackles at his wrists, whimpered pleas that weren’t hardly hearable anymore. “Jenny . . . Jenny . . . Please . . .” And I imagined John B. as I’d last seen him, only transported here and slumped against that post. My ma’am—my mother, Rachel Dough—she too had scores to right. There stood I as proof. Justice, I supposed. Or maybe just vengeance.
“Good Lord, Richard!” said Fields, beaming like he was rare to do. “Lordlordlord.”