She said, “Your scars are gone.”
I said, “Don’t rub it in.”
She smiled. It wasn’t much of a smile, more a brief curl of her too-red lips and a barely perceptible dimple in her too-white skin. But still, a smile. “Been looking for you,” I went on. “Leave of absence, the university said.”
“Not through choice. But I did make good use of the time.” Her eyes swept over my face again, the face I’d chosen on return from Ceres, the same face I’d left with almost a year ago, albeit now sans scars. Fixing them wasn’t my idea and my reaction to the first glance in the mirror had sent the CAOS Defence med-tech scurrying from the room in mortal panic. My less-than-polite requests for another procedure were refused on ethical grounds; apparently there’s a limit to how many face-changes a human body can tolerate, and I’d reached mine.
“You were someone else for a while,” she said, head tilted at a familiar angle and eyes narrowed. “Weren’t you?”
Secrets are a waste of time around her, I reminded myself, saying nothing.
“When you stood me up I got worried,” she continued. “Went to the bar. Marco couldn’t tell me anything. No bags packed, no sign of a struggle. You were just gone. So I called Chief Inspector Mordecai. At first she seemed just as worried as I was.”
“Janet…”
“She got me and Joe assigned to a special investigation, did a forensic sweep of the bar, then suddenly she lost interest. Told us to do the same. Of course we couldn’t. We kept on digging, trying to get the media interested. Oddly, considering the most celebrated hero-Demon on the Slab had up and disappeared without a trace, no one seemed keen on the story. Then one day the faculty president called me in and told me I was suspended without pay. Certain irregularities in my expenses, he said. If I hadn’t been a hero he’d have fired me, he said. Joe got transferred to crime-scene clean-up.”
The Colonel, I knew. Being thorough, the bastard. I held up the bottle I’d bought at the most expensive plasma-boutique this side of the Axis. It was made from hand-crafted black glass and had a florid, Renaissance style sketch of a marmoset on the label. “Sweeter than pine-martin, I’m told,” I said.
She barely glanced at the bottle, laser-like perception at full power now. “Exocore Mining lost one of its biggest ships off Ceres not long ago,” she said. “The largest astro-navigation disaster of recent years. There are an awful lot of crackpot conspiracy theories flying around the smart-net about it. Everything from a battle between Belter clans to a thwarted alien invasion. Some amateur radio-astronomers even claim there was a nuclear exchange. Maybe you heard about it.”
I held out my second offering, a flat square encased in what I hoped was tastefully restrained gift-wrap. “I know you’re not supposed to reveal the price of a gift, but this…”
“Are you actually serious?” she asked in a low whisper, a snarl creeping into her voice and lips revealing overlong canines. I was suddenly glad I’d asked her to meet me in a public space. Memorial Park was one of Chief-of-Police turned Mayor Arnaud’s voter-friendly projects, half of the once decrepit Yang Twenty-Three given over to broad grassland and copses of maple and acacia. A boating lake and several splash pools for the kids added to the generally idyllic appearance, though the burgeoning corruption scandal surrounding the park’s construction added an authentic Slab-esque ambiance to the place. I’d been surprised Janet had wanted to meet here, given the vast array of UV lights in the ceiling, receiving a terse text reply by way of explanation: I’m UV resistant. Racist.
We stood near a picnic table, her staring at my gift, me unable to tell her anything and not wanting to lie. “You’ll like it,” I said when my arm started to ache. “Promise.”
She blinked, sighed then took the gift, and the bottle. We sat at the picnic table as she tore away the wrapping, unable to contain a small chirp of surprised delight at the revealed album cover art. “This…” she said, fingers playing over the tableau of Luke and co., before coming to rest on Vader’s respirator. “This can’t be genuine.”
“Original motion picture soundtrack,” I said. “Third pressing, according to the Jed I bought it from. Said if it’d been a first pressing he wouldn’t be running a crappy record store.” I tried a smile which earned me only a raised eyebrow so I felt the need to elaborate. “I went away because I had to. Now I’m back. Isn’t that enough?”
“The death-toll at Ceres was considerable,” she said. “Though no source seems to agree on the exact number.”
“And that’s the way it’ll stay.” Another raised eyebrow. More elaboration needed. “Take a look,” I said, gesturing at the surrounding park. Nearby a Splice-elf couple were holding hands with their little boy as he splashed in the fountain. Beyond them a group of older kids, werewolves and un-Spliced, were engaged in the rough and tumble Slab version of Lacrosse. “What happened… what I did. None of this would be here if I hadn’t. Including you. And you’ll just have to trust me on that.”
She returned her gaze to the album cover, didn’t raise it when she said, “Are you done? I mean; out, discharged, retired. Whatever they call it.”
White Wolf, I thought, recalling that final meeting with the Colonel. That’s what they call it. He’d offered promotion to major and the opportunity to recruit my own team. I told him to shove it and if I ever set eyes on him again one of us wasn’t going to survive the encounter.
“Yes,” I told her. “I’m a Demon again, and that’s what I’ll be until they pension me off or, more likely, fire my ass.”
“Joe,” she said, finally looking up to meet my gaze.
“Already reinstated. Got him appointed to Special Homicide. Which brings me to my second reason for asking you here. Technically, you’re still an accredited Special Investigator, with a distinguished record to boot.”
“I think I’ve chased after enough monsters for one lifetime, thank you.”
“Not like this one.” I took out my smart and called up an image on the holo display.
“Handsome fellow,” she said, watching the miniature head and shoulders revolve. “I take it this is the face of your arch nemesis?”
“I present Mr Mac. Criminal kingpin, murderer, drug and people trafficker and a thousand other bad things. Want to help me catch him?”
“I’m otherwise engaged.”
“I know you haven’t been back to work, even though they reinstated you.”
“With a letter of exoneration and back-pay, which I guess was due to your influence. However, the manner of my suspension left a bitter taste. When it fades I’ll go back. In the meantime, I thought I should finally write another book.”
“Greeks or Romans?”
“Actually, I’ve gone all modern for this one.” She held up her own smart. Like most tech she owned it was an older model and it took me a few seconds of squinting to read the fuzzy display.
“A Narrative History of the CAOS War.”
“It’s a criminally neglected subject,” she said. “Do you know that, to date, there is no comprehensive, unbiased account of the conflict? And the CAOS Official History is an error-ridden piece of propagandist drek.”
“Sometimes it’s best to leave the past alone. Let the next generation sort the truth from the lies.”
“A refrain I’ve become familiar with recently. I approached CAOS Defence, Central Governance and all the veteran groups I could find. So far I’ve managed to interview only half-a-dozen people, none of them major players.” She paused to smile, a better one this time, though a little more calculating than I’d’ve liked. “Like you, Alex.”
I gave a brief laugh. “Major player?”
“You forget all that digging into your background I did before I came to you about the DeMarco murder, and I did a lot more after you went missing. You took part in the Langley Raid, perhaps the most important event in the whole war. Not to mention that space battle you told me about. Added to that, I suspect there are a lot of doors you could open. Veterans might be reluctant to talk to me, but not you.” She angled her head, black eyes twinkling. “If you really want to make it up to me, that is. Not that this isn’t lovely,” she added, hugging the album to her chest.
I fell silent as ugly memories played out in my head. For the first time I found they didn’t hurt so much, didn’t make my hands itch for the bourbon bottle or set my heart pumping with long gestated rage. Was it Ceres? I wondered, my mind filling with the image of the Fed Sec construction array breaking apart as the asteroids tore it to pieces. Now I’ve levelled the scale, I can finally let it go?
“I’ll help,” I said, then nodded at the miniature Mr Mac still revolving on the table. “If you’ll help with this.” Seeing her reluctant wince I added, “Part-time basis only. You won’t even have to come to the station. And there’ll be a consultancy fee, unlike last time.”
My smart beeped, the display turning red to signify an urgent call. “Can’t ignore it,” I apologised, picking it up. The message was brief but compelling: ‘Cold one on Yang Ten. Priority Alpha. Strict publicity ban. Get here - Sherry.’ The Acting Chief of Police attending a murder scene in person. Not the best sign for a trouble free day.
“Gotta go,” I said, rising from the table. “You’ll think about it? Mr Mac?”
She nodded and got up, moving close. “I never got to hear what you thought about the Ewoks,” she said. “Be at mine by eight. We’ll watch Jedi, I’ll drink your overpriced blood and we’ll talk some more about your Moriarty.”
There was a challenge in her gaze, a direct and honest question. You called me, remember?
“I’ll be there,” I said, turning to go then pausing. “Who’s Moriarty?”