Old Ice

The thought that you could even save the light,

that you could stop it from having to be

everywhere at once.

You stood in the ice cream shop

and from the street, in a group

of silly glass trumpets

light came,

and broke into millions of itself, shattered

from the pressure of being mute who knows how long.

There also, leaning against the counter

the child who saw nothing

but the bins of sweet color

separately rimmed with silver.

Behind you, thoughtfully placed by the owners, a photo

of an avalanche, its violence

locked in blue spears . . . The ice moved cruelly, one way only,

and behind the avalanche, and behind

the posts that held it,

the cars went back and forth like mediators.

You who do not exist:

you stared along the edges of the freezer:

frost glistened and clustered.

Suddenly it looked as if one act could be completed,

mounting over and over, even under terrible pressure.

Perhaps the tiny crystals would last forever.

Once it seemed the function of poetry

was to redeem our lives.

But it was not. It was to become

indistinguishable from them.