Gnostic Heaven

Impossible to know much, but it seems they thought

heaven was thick. One illustration

shows the cosmos as a kind of metal onion;

heaven is the outer half. A wedge-shaped

section has been lifted out so we can imagine them

traveling sideways and paradise starting

before they know it, before the smoky orbits

of the planets, before the speckled, fixed stars

and the achromatic rope of the leviathan,

that they’ve already arrived

at the outskirts of the kingdom of light.

It’s Friday afternoon, and in bad traffic

little headaches have started among the drivers.

So much of their shapeless need shows then.

Busy with their radios, they hardly notice

right before the bridge the exquisite

slag heaps rise and glitter. These hills

change only slightly from week to week

or change in relation to each other,

like siblings; some shimmer more,

some less, or a particular glint

will be transferred from an eyeless fender

to a sheet of aluminum that frees and cancels

the light with no help from the sun.

All day bright cranes have worked this scene

and not been noticed. One has a flag

on its elbow. The orange, lace-necked one

has a shovel a child could feel at home in.

The sensitively-strung, pinkish lift

with the platformed man at the controls—

oh—so high!—has caliper hands that sense,

in the simple scraps of cars and ships,

what each was meant for, the intransigence

of certain objects, the refusal

of many earthly forms . . . And the workers in boxes

of scratched glass are like the archons

inventing matter, trying to decide what goes where,

should they make categories, or just

be engaged by the steady rhythms of lyrical arms.

And the travelers, stalled in traffic, are talking

about their days, letting the different weights

of information fall as those on the site

grow casual about their mortal work,

not governed by intent or reason . . .

It’s six o’clock. Behind the man’s face

something glistens from a hook. Behind

the woman’s face, all that mild distance.

They talk and talk. They go over

each bent damaged detail of the week,

and in the accreting power of conversation,

as the slag is gently lifted by the magnet,

the broken days begin to seem whole . . .

So when the entrance shines without warning

it’s easy to see why they didn’t notice

fixed as they were on each other’s eyes—

they didn’t realize it would start

before the tollkeepers and the watchhouses

and the storms of knowledge, that the used world

would usher them in with the patience

of metal, the prongs in the dirt all red

and silver, the claw held almost daintily

to show that the brutal, falling thing

was beautiful and welcoming, it was.