. . . so you could not be
punished for not having tried;
that was the main thing . . .
and in the closet, with your
‘bad attitude’
you could make yourself fit anywhere:
into the crevice where winter begins
or the Y where the cypress
unbraids itself
or the plane where the shadow sees
just how to live: it hovers
underneath the sulphur butterfly.
The truth of the wound
is a narrow truth . . .
you could go like the worm
back to the pre-earth, stay there for years
fitting neatly against the sides,
come out with a double hope: first to enter
the room as a girl, let’s say,
—then, not to be recognized!