elusive one

    . . . and the poem wanted

to be just like you! it agreed

to erase itself . . .

                   He stood quite near

in the quaint, positive rooms

looking down at you as someone looks

at a stain on a new shirt, perhaps,

not hoping to get it out

but hoping someone else will get it out . . .

It will become clear

to you why you

offered yourself to your own destruction

believing he was all power and consequence

though he made his hands

into fists his hands

meant to hurt you he

didn’t didn’t didn’t didn’t mean to did he—

and you looked up at him

with all your childish logic,

you who did not rank among the saved . . .