GULF COAST, FLORIDA
NOW
DAVID HAD ASSUMED they would be fleeing the country in disguises or hiding under the deck of a ship like smugglers.
Instead, he found himself watching the sun reflect off the Gulf of Mexico from the passenger seat of a cherry-red Mustang convertible.
“This doesn’t seem very smart,” he said again. “For a couple of people who are supposed to be hiding, we seem pretty conspicuous.”
From behind the wheel, Shako laughed at him. Again. “You’ve got the same habits of mind as they do. People who are in hiding are supposed to hide. We’re supposed to be scared, scurrying beneath the floorboards. Fugitives aren’t supposed to be out in the open, enjoying themselves. So you could at least try to look happy to be here.”
“Sorry. It’s hard not to imagine a big target on top of my head right now.”
“The Council is powerful, David, but not omnipotent,” she said. “They cannot watch every airport and dock and pier and boat on both coasts of Florida, or every car on the road. They do not have access to spy satellites. And even if they did, they would need to know where to start looking. The world is still bigger than they are.”
“You seem pretty sure of yourself.”
“I’ve been doing this a long time, and I know them pretty well,” she said. “Anyway, you’re probably still a little nervous from being shot.”
David realized he was rubbing his chest underneath his shirt again, and stopped.
She smiled at him, even more dazzling than the light from the Gulf. “Much better,” she said. “Try to enjoy the ride.”
Easier said than done. His head was killing him. Ever since they’d left the hotel and started driving east along the Gulf, David had felt under assault from all his senses. Despite his black wraparound shades, the sun pierced his eyes. He could hear the stereos in the highway traffic, despite the wind and noise. He could taste the different hydrocarbons from the exhaust, each one a bitter flavor on his tongue.
And when he was not in pain, he felt stupid and stoned. He didn’t like drugs, had never really done many of them in college, but now he found himself staring at things like a drooling hippie moron. He lost himself in the deep red of the car’s paint job for minutes while Shako packed the trunk. A breeze over the hairs of his arm set his whole body shivering with delight. He tracked a flock of gulls through the air, memorizing its route instantly, becoming lost in the intricacies of the swarmlike behavior as it flew.
Shy—no, Shako, he reminded himself—noticed, and sympathized. “It’s not easy the first time,” she said. “The world becomes so much richer. So much sharper.”
David looked at her. “This is what it’s like for you all the time?”
She nodded. “Most of the time.”
“How do you deal with it?”
Her smile again. “Years of practice.”
After waking in the hotel room, David had examined himself thoroughly under the bathroom lights and in the mirror. The first thing he noticed was that the front tooth he’d chipped in sixth grade—playing tetherball with a friend, the half-deflated ball caught him in the lip—was whole and perfect again. His hairline had edged down slightly, filling in the thinning patches. A jagged scar on his inner arm, a souvenir from falling under the cleats of another player in a college soccer game, had vanished.
David knew that eventually the effects of the Water would wear off. He’d seen it in all the test subjects. At a certain point, aging began again.
Right now, he wasn’t sure if he was anxious for that or dreading it.
There was a question that kept nagging at him. “This is really how you’ve spent your whole life?”
She eyed him sharply from behind her sunglasses. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You’ve had literally hundreds of years, and you’ve spent them trying to kill six men.”
“There were eight when I started.”
David shrugged. “Not a real impressive score.”
David was suddenly thrown against his seat belt as Shako hit the brakes and skidded across traffic. They came to rest on the shoulder, burned rubber and the wailing horns of other drivers in the air around them.
Shako was very close to him, speaking very precisely.
“You have no idea,” she said coldly. “You barely have any idea what a woman has to go through now. Then, I was considered something subhuman. Property at best. I was not allowed to hold money or a weapon or to reveal that I knew how to read or speak anything but my native tongue. I had only myself. They had the entire world, and the way it worked, to keep them safe. I used everything I had, including time. I knew the world would change, however slowly. Everything I built cost me, but I knew it would eventually be worth it.”
David was still reeling from the adrenaline and the sudden stop. He knew the better thing to do would be to shut up. But part of him would not accept that this woman—who carried so much more than he could ever know, let alone understand—was not the same woman he’d spent the last half year with. So he said what he felt.
“It seems like such a waste. That’s all.”
For a split second, he thought she’d strike him. He wondered if she’d stop at just one blow.
Then she seemed to physically take control of herself.
“I told you what I had to watch,” Shako said at last. “What I had to endure. Imagine losing every single person you knew. Every member of your family, your extended family, your neighborhood, your city. All of them, murdered before your eyes, because of someone you thought you trusted. Because of your mistake. Can you honestly say that you would not spend eternity trying to make that right?”
“You call this making it right?”
“You don’t get to judge me, David.”
“That’s not what I meant. You could have changed the world in any number of ways. All of you could have. But instead you’re locked into this cycle of revenge.”
Shako looked at him with undisguised contempt. “You wouldn’t say that if it was your family. I know you, David. You lost your sister, and you’ve spent your whole life curled around that fact. Everything you’ve done has been for her. You’re not that different from me.”
“I’ve worked to save people’s lives,” David said. “That’s different. Maybe I’d feel like you if Simon killed someone I know, but—”
Shako laughed.
“What’s so funny?”
“Did you really think your father was driving drunk?”
David listened to the cars flying past on the road, to the rush of displaced air, for a long moment.
“What?”
“Your father was working for a subsidiary of Conquest’s on a way to cure diseases like your sister’s. Simon and the Council saw some value in it. They allowed him to see some of their research on the Water. Your father was brilliant, David. Almost as smart as you. He began to put it together. He became a threat. So they arranged an accident for him and your mother.”
“No,” David said flatly. “That’s too much of a coincidence. I don’t accept that. And I don’t need it. I’ve already told you, I’m with you against Simon, I don’t need you to make up some—”
She cut him off. “I don’t need to make anything up. I wouldn’t make the effort. Max sent a cleaning crew who took your parents, put them in a car and soaked them with bourbon, and then ran that car off a cliff. That was how you initially came to their attention. They saw your test scores and decided to keep an eye on you, just in case, ever since.”
David felt as though her words had actual physical force behind them. He kept seeing the closed caskets. Hardly enough to bury, one man at the funeral had said, not knowing or caring that David was close enough to overhear.
“How do you know this?”
“I know almost everything they’ve done in the last two hundred years. This is hardly the worst thing.”
“Why didn’t you warn them? Why didn’t you stop it?”
“I was on the other side of the world at the time.”
“But if you weren’t? If you’d been around?”
“It doesn’t matter,” she said. “This is a war, David. People die.”
David looked away from her.
“Now it matters, doesn’t it?” she said. “When it’s the people you care about.”
“Why did you tell me this?”
“Because you need to face the truth,” she said. “Your sweet little girlfriend Shy does not exist. She never did. She was a mask I wore for a short time, like many others I’ve worn and forgotten. She was a tool—a means to an end—just like you are. Simon and his men make the world uglier every day as they fashion a little bit more of it into their own image. But even if they didn’t—even if they had spent every moment of every hour since they killed my people doing their best to build paradise—I would still kill them. They destroyed my life. They murdered my family. And they used me to do it. There is no forgiveness for that and no amount of redemption that will save them from me.”
David didn’t respond.
Shako put the car back into gear and rejoined the traffic, moving relentlessly down the highway once again.
DAVID’S MIND WOULD NOT accept it. She was old. Impossibly old. In doing his research, David had spent many hours in nursing homes and hospitals with the elderly. There was a whole suite of specific odors and sounds he associated with the weight of years: the failing of bladders and body parts, the creaking and farting and sighing and groaning as all the pains and problems accumulated in bodies that could no longer keep from breaking down under the strain.
But nothing about Shy—Shako, he kept reminding himself, Shako—hit those triggers in him. He looked at her and saw a woman younger than him, who moved with a fluid, athletic grace.
The only place he glimpsed her age was in her eyes. There were times he caught her looking at him, as if from a great distance, and he felt like a small animal on the ground being hunted by a bird of prey.
There was a ruthlessness there. He’d seen something similar when Simon had threatened the senator.
It reminded him that Shako was basically an alien being, a time traveler, and he was just one more brief life in the thousands she’d already seen flicker out over the years.
She’d basically admitted she was using him. She had her own plan, and David’s life and happiness did not matter much in her endgame. He had to guess, of course, because she wouldn’t tell him what she was doing. She’d lied to him about everything, including her name. There was no reason to trust her.
But it did not stop him from wanting her.
If anything, he wanted her more now. He was ashamed of himself. She’d been lying to him about her life, about his own place in it, and the entire history of the world, actually—and yet every time he came near her, he was nearly dizzy with lust.
The first time anyone drank the Water was intoxicating, she told him. His body was undergoing a new burst of strength and speed and power. And it was like being given the testosterone levels of a fifteen-year-old boy again. Not to mention the fact that he’d nearly died. No wonder you want to take the new car for a spin, she said. She was laughing at him, that distant look in her eyes.
She met him more than halfway. They checked into a hotel room near the Atlanta airport and did not sleep for the entire twelve hours before the flight Shako had arranged. Every time they disconnected, sweaty skin still clinging wetly as they fell back onto the bed, panting, every time all he had to do was look at her again, see her breasts rising and falling as she breathed, see her eyes dancing as she looked back, and he would find himself growing hard again and then he was grabbing at her.
She was on top of him, grinding herself down on his hips as if squeezing every last drop from him, when she looked at the clock and stopped abruptly.
“It’s time to go,” she said, and made her way to the bathroom, where she washed and changed quickly.
David, despite the upgrade the Water had given him, took a while to get off the bed.
He wondered briefly what would happen if he just lay there, if he refused to get up. He didn’t suffer from the illusion that she would come back to bed and join him, that they could hide out here forever. He knew she had a plan, and he knew she would not share it, not until she was ready.
But what if he said no?
It was an interesting question, but ultimately a pointless one.
He got up and got clean and got dressed. He was lost, and he knew it. Shako was his only guide. He would follow her anywhere.
SHE HAD A PASSPORT with his picture but not his name. The polite customs agent barely glanced at it. They didn’t have to stand in line; the agent came to them as they waited in the lobby of the executive terminal. Once more, David experienced the power of flying on a private jet. They were comfortably seated when a steward asked what they’d like for dinner. Shako selected steak and lobster for them both.
Then the plane began to taxi down the runway, and the pilot told them it would be a little less than five hours before they arrived in Colombia.
David tried to relax and enjoy the ride.