Me and Joshua are going out. I’m Joshua’s girlfriend! Me? JOSHUA FALLOW? He’s like the buffest boy in Mayflower and he wants to go out with me! ME! He fancies me! He says he can’t stop thinking about me and I can’t stop thinking about him either. I feel sick all the time. I just want to be with him every minute. Like right now when I’m lying in bed here all I want to do is run out of the door and run to his house on Verence Road and see him and smell him and kiss him and wrap my arms and legs round him. I think I’m going mad. I want to tell everyone in the whole world. I want to get on the top deck of the number 56 bus and ride round and round Ilford shouting it at passersby.
But we’re going to try and keep it quietish for a bit ’cos I don’t want Wesley to know. He’s going to think I’m a right hoochie. I hope he’s not too upset.