megaphone Jesus says I am the abomination
when I pass his tribe on 149
With his Israelite robe and sparkly headdress
said my denim jeans were ungodly.
One minute I come from Kings
The next I’m the devil’s plaything
both royalty and meant to bow
to those that won’t rise for me
at least not in my time of need
at least not if I don’t bend knee
and that’s just it
I was Nubian a moment ago, y’all
Right up until i ain’t wanna guzzle his kids
even tho I’m so good at doing what i don’t want
like making men erect
but can’t make a man erect a statue
in my honor
fuckable until proven dick free
He ain’t even tryna know my name
Let alone say it
His god and mine suffer a language barrier
How you create your own sect
and still manage to worship a god that’s more involved in my sex than my safety
How you preaching the word of your lord
and cussing me in the name of your crotch
Oh yeah,
you believe the seed comes from the father?
in Hebrew seed is Zephra
which translates to semen.
is that what you spittin?
or you been swallowing so long you don’t know whose shit you eating?
Flex, then!
Oh, you think I’m scared?
Nigga I crossed the grand concourse without the light
I still love Kanye
I still got white friends
I’ve been to hell
Trapped inside my own mouth
a scorching of things I was afraid to say aloud
You think calling
me an abomination makes me forget you still wanna fuck me?
silence a truth, erase a fault.
do you hear church bell sirens?
ordain me
a wannabe
man hater
man herself
Name me anything but beautiful.
first you pray I’ll call
then you’ll call me prey
Today, I renounce my god
Like Peter
Like Judas
Like Longinus
I renounce my Black
Like OJ
Like Tiger
Like Raven
Today I’m just a vessel
that eats pussy
Even then, someone wants me dead
in the name of the father
who reigns when he pleases
& here I go with the audacity to keep on living
I’m into going against the grain
Lord knows I want you to stay
Pray a roof over your head
Pray every Dylann Roof away from NYCHA
that your brother remains your keeper
Wish your flesh be armor
I’ll be miscreant
Evildoer
the darkness
and still be the baddest bitch in the plaza