Emmy held Alex against her as they both struggled to catch their breath. She stroked his back and broad shoulders and stared up at the canopy above her with a kind of dazed wonder.
Blissful lethargy suffused her body. She was boneless, and yet she hummed with a purring, contented energy. She felt invincible. As if she’d stolen fire from the heavens or conquered some impossible mountain peak.
Her heart turned over in her chest as the world came back into focus. Despite that final, frenzied climax, it hadn’t felt like mindless coupling. It had felt like making love. The teasing expression on Alex’s face, the gentle way he’d coaxed her toward pleasure, the ardency of his kisses all spoke of something deeper and more complicated than mere lust.
Or was it just wishful thinking on her part? Maybe he looked at every woman he bedded with that same tender, exasperated expression. Maybe he kissed all his lovers as if they were the only woman in the world.
And when had she started thinking of him as Alex, instead of Harland?
Emmy closed her eyes in despair at her own foolishness. She was in love, but she had no idea how to define their relationship. Theirs had been such a strange courtship. A wicked, flirtatious game of cat and mouse brimming with mistrust and reluctant admiration. Some wishful, stubborn part of her insisted they were becoming friends, as well as lovers, but the pragmatic side of her knew how ridiculous that was.
I don’t think we can really class ourselves as friends, he’d said.
It was true. Her crimes, though committed under duress, were inescapable, and Alex’s adherence to the law was strict. She couldn’t expect him to change, nor would she want him to. His loyalty to his profession, to seeing justice done, was one of the things she loved most about him.
She doubted her reluctance would count for anything in a court of law. The fact that she hadn’t wanted to steal those jewels would be of no interest to a judge.
She stroked Alex’s hair as he rolled off her with a mumbled apology and dragged the sheets over them both. He gathered her into his arms and pulled her back against his body in an embrace that brought bittersweet tears to her eyes.
She was well and truly caught, in a snare of her own making. Alex had no need for cuffs or physical restraints. He’d bound her with passion. With love. And like an opium addict, or a hardened gamester, she couldn’t stop craving more, even when she knew it would lead to ruin.
From her position, lying on her side, she could see the tin containing the jewels resting on the window seat. Time was running out. She could almost feel the noose tightening about her neck. A dreadful sense of finality weighed down upon her, and she felt the sudden, urgent need to wring out every precious moment that remained, to impress it upon her memory like a brand.
The candle still flickered on the chest of drawers, and the fire lent a primitive glow to the room. She turned within Alex’s arms. He lowered his chin to look down at her with a sleepy, quizzical expression, and she stroked her thumb across his cheek, marveling at the fact that she was free to do so. The right to touch him was still a novelty.
“Did you know that your eyes are the precise color of the Bleu du Roi?”
She had no idea where that nonsensical thought had come from, but he smiled, apparently not displeased by her desire to talk. He traced the worry lines that had appeared between her brows with the tip of his index finger, then stroked the length of her nose.
“I have another word for you,” he murmured. “Have you ever wondered what the space just here, between someone’s eyebrows, is called?” He found the place again, and Emmy frowned instinctively, creating a furrow beneath his finger.
“I’ve never really thought about it.”
He smoothed her eyebrows. “The English don’t have a word for it, but the Spanish do. Entrecejo.” He tapped her on the tip of the nose, as if he were scolding a naughty puppy, and she fought a smile. He looked so pleased with himself.
She raised one eyebrow and tried to adopt a condescending tone. “All right. I’ll admit that you’ve proven far more useful than I ever imagined in providing me with new and interesting words.”
His lips twitched. “Oh, I do hope I’ve proved educational in several other areas as well, Miss Danvers,” he drawled.
She managed a weary chuckle, and he pulled her close.
“Sleep now,” he ordered.
He gave a jaw-cracking yawn and closed his eyes, the epitome of sated masculinity, and Emmy gazed at him in wonder. His hair was ruffled, his lips pink from kissing. He looked younger, more boyish than usual, and she felt a sudden rush of affection. It was odd, to see him like this, so unguarded. She had a feeling that only a select few had been allowed to see the coolly controlled Lord Melton so at ease. An aching sweetness filled her. She was glad she’d been permitted to see it.
Without opening his eyes, he pulled her even more snugly against him and tucked her head beneath his chin. They fitted together perfectly. Emmy rested her hand on his chest and closed her eyes, listening to the steady rhythm of his heart.
Would he regret these moments they’d spent together? Would he remember her with affection, when she was no longer a part of his life?
He made love to her again just before dawn.
Emmy had been having a blisteringly erotic dream in which she’d been under him, his big body pinning her down, his wicked hands exploring every inch of her. I have plenty of friends, he’d whispered in her ear. What I require is … an adversary. Do you think you can do that for me, Miss Danvers? Do you think you can keep running forever?
She’d surfaced hot and frustrated, wrapped in the sheets, only to discover Alex—real Alex, not dream Alex—cupping her breasts and kissing the nape of her neck as he pressed up against her back. The hard length of him slid between her bottom cheeks, and she sucked in a surprised gasp as he rubbed himself between her thighs.
Her blood heated. In an instinctive move, she tilted her hips and he pushed into her from behind. She rocked herself back against him and delighted in his throaty groan and the new sensations the position offered.
He withdrew and rolled onto his back, coaxing her to sit on top of him. With her knees pressing into the mattress by his hips, her hands flat on his chest, she quickly grasped the concept. She slid slowly down onto his shaft, enjoying the heady sense of power as she learned to control the pace.
After a while he pulled her forward and she stretched out on top of him. Her breasts brushed his hair-roughened chest, a delicious foreign abrasion. Her toes brushed the front of his shins. He caught her hips and moved within her, and the new angle hit a spot deep inside her that promised ecstasy. She ground herself against him, desperate to fan the flames, and it wasn’t long before she was holding her breath and plunging headlong into that whirlpool of bliss.
She never wanted the sun to rise.