Chapter 203

Do you trust them?” Tara asked Lars.

They sat on the couch as dusk swelled around them and the shadows of the room grew out from the corners. Rachel and DeVontay had taken one of the bedrooms for the night, and Lars imagined they had chosen privacy for a reason—either sex or sabotage.

“He seems cool,” Lars said. “And he tried to help me at the river. I didn’t need his help. I knew the Zaps wouldn’t follow me into the water, but at least he had the instinct, you know? Good Samaritan and all that shit.”

“That glass eye’s creepy, but nowhere near as creepy as her eyes.” Tara sat on the far edge of the couch, leaving a few feet between them, a clear sign that Lars should keep his distance.

What does she think, she’s the last woman on earth and I haven’t been with a woman in more than a year?

Both of those things might well be true. But he wasn’t all that attracted to her. She was young, that was a plus, and she was kind of cute with that whole hippie look, but he’d never dated airheads before Doomsday and he saw no reason to start now. It wasn’t like he was going to donate his sperm at every opportunity to help preserve the human race.

He wasn’t so sure the race should be preserved. Too many of them were murderers.

“She’s not like the Zaps at all, though,” Lars said. “Besides her eyes. They have square builds with hardly any shape, and she’s got plenty of shape.”

Tara snorted. “So that’s all that matters to you, huh?”

“That’s just a scientific observation, Tara. I’m not cutting in on that action. She and DeVontay seem pretty tight.”

“And just what kind of man dips his wick into a mutant? You say he’s cool, but we don’t have any idea what kind of power she wields over him.”

Lars braced himself for more of her pseudo-Christian mysticism. “Look, I don’t understand this mutant stuff any more than you do. It looks like they can control those bird things, and they stopped us from going after Squeak. But at the same time, we killed some of them and it’s not like they’ve sent a Zap army in here to seek revenge.”

“Not yet.”

“No, I don’t think they roll that way. You saw them. Death is just not that big a deal to them.”

“And that makes me worry even more about Squeak. What if they took her as a guinea pig? What if they use her in some sort of horrible experiment?”

“Don’t think that way,” he said, regretting mentioning the girl. “Like we said, we’re going to get her back.”

He’d found a six-pack of Bud Lite under the bottom shelf of the pantry, and he’d waited until the couple went to bed to retrieve it. Six wouldn’t be much good split among all of them, especially light American beer, but one or two people could catch a buzz.

He fished one from the plastic ring and offered it to Tara. “Might knock the edge off,” he said.

She waved him away and chewed thoughtfully on a thumbnail like a chipmunk nibbling an acorn.

So much for the hippie act.

“Cheers,” he said, hoisting the can in a toast and then popping the top. Foam boiled over and ran down his arm, and the stink of hops wasn’t as inviting as he remembered. He took a drink. It was warm and weak. Apparently canned domestic beer didn’t age well.

“How did you and Squeak make it all these years?” he asked. “I mean, it’s hard enough to make it on your own, but you have my respect for getting her through it.”

“I haven’t gotten her through it,” Tara said. “My job’s not done until she’s settled with a family of her own. Carrying on, that’s what we have to do.”

“But you had to have a strategy. You gave birth in Greensboro, but now you’re a hundred miles west. It’s not like you took the train.”

“I guess it’s not too much difference from yours. Run, hide, eat, sleep, pray. Repeat every day for the rest of eternity.”

Lars took a big gulp of the beer, then a follow-up sip. It definitely got better as he went. Or else the piss-water had scorched his taste buds into tiny bits of coral.

“Did you ever have any encounters?” Lars asked. “With Zaps, I mean?”

“Sure. In the beginning, when they were running around tearing people apart and setting things on fire, I had to kill a couple to protect my daughter. But hiding was always the better option. Even six months after the storms, when they started congregating and moving in herds, I was always able to avoid them. If you watch them, you can figure out how they’re changing.”

“I never did that,” Lars said. “The people I was with, we always fought them. And they always fought back.”

“See,” Tara said, almost sneering in triumph. “That was your mistake. If you’d observed them, you’d figure out they changed during that first year. Instead of killing everything that moved, they only killed what attacked them. They were imitating what they observed in human behavior and speech.”

“So that’s why they’d repeat stuff, huh?” Lars was annoyed, and he wasn’t sure who to blame for it. He’d never thought to analyze Zap behavior, even though it was clearly changing. His mindset had always been to evade or kill, with no in between. He hit the beer hard.

“You hear how they talk now,” Tara said. “Almost like machines or computers. I don’t know whether that’s because they don’t get much human exposure and experience anymore, or whether they figure they’re better than us now and we’re not such good role models.”

“Then why bother with words at all? If they really do communicate with ESP and stuff, what’s so great about English? Maybe the bastards aren’t so smart after all, they just like spazzing around in disco suits with Moe Stooge hair.”

Lars was feeling good from the beer so he opened the second can, figuring he could feel even better. Tara rose from the couch and looked out the window, where the darkness had drifted from the forest to begin taking the house. “It will be full dark soon. Do you think his plan will work?”

“Sure,” Lars said, although he didn’t think any such thing. If he was a practical man, he’d want to stay right here for a while, because the pantry still offered a few days’ worth of canned food and some stale corn chips and dried macaroni that just might contain enough preservatives to be edible.

But what else did he have going on? Solitude was bearable, but it also brought monotony. Aside from occasional attacks from mutant animals and starved natural predators, Doomsday mostly offered the repetitive tedium that Tara had already mentioned: Run, hide, sleep, eat, although he’d not wasted any time on prayers.

He chugged the second beer, the last bit of it trailing down his beard. He belched and tossed the can across the room, where it pinged off the wall.

“You’re obviously not a believer,” Tara said.

Lars was in a good enough mood to challenge her judgment. He lifted his axe, enjoying its heft. “I used to believe in all kinds of things—the Easter Bunny, Bigfoot, the Ghost of Elvis—but now I just believe in the nature of things.”

“And just what is the nature of things?”

“It’s beyond us. Not to be understood. The sun blows a fuse here and shoots energy there, and here’s this small ball of rock minding its own business ninety-three-million miles away and suddenly it’s all turned upside down. The natural law gets rewritten and even the science goes to shit. Along comes a new science. New creatures, new people.”

Tara turned, anger deepening the shadows of her eyes. “They’re not people. Don’t you dare call them that.”

Lars waved his axe in the air as if dismissing her. “That’s all just rhetoric, dude.”

“I’m not a dude.”

“Whatever.” He popped another beer. His head swam a little, but he felt giddy and light. “We’ll get her back,” he said out of nowhere, and that set Tara off again.

“Like the Zaps are just going to let us walk into their castle and demand to see the king?”

“If you believe Rachel, their kings and queens are all like nine months old. I think we can handle that.”

He punctuated the sentence by driving the axe into the coffee table, cleaving the wooden surface nearly in half. The table folded with a great splintering and a jangle of empty cans and dirty utensils. He delivered a couple of sideways chops to shear off the legs as it fell.

“What the hell’s going on?” DeVontay said, appearing at the bedroom door, shirtless and with his rifle in hand. “I thought a monster was busting in.”

“Just getting psyched for the journey,” Lars said.

DeVontay saw the beer cans on the floor. “That’s not going to help. We need to be sharp.”

Lars ran a thumb down his axe blade and showed DeVontay the runnel of blood. “Can do, Chief.”

“Liquid courage, huh?”

“What if this is my last night on Earth?” Lars asked. He’d bought into DeVontay’s plan for Tara’s sake, but that didn’t mean he was part of his and Rachel’s team. He didn’t need a boss. He didn’t really even need a woman and a child dragging him down. On the other hand, what else did he have going on? “Might as well enjoy it.”

“It’s nearly dark,” Tara said. “Are we going or not?”

Rachel emerged from behind DeVontay, fully outfitted with her torn backpack and rifle. “Let’s saddle up.”

DeVontay tugged at her ragged and frayed pack strap. “Why didn’t you get a new one in the shop?”

“This is my good-luck charm. Already saved my life once.”

DeVontay left to finish dressing while Tara and Lars collected their gear. Lars was glad to be moving. If he’d sat around for much longer, he would’ve gone drowsy despite the anxiety of their looming mission. He slipped a couple of the beers into his pack when the others weren’t looking.

That’s MY good-luck charm.

Tara didn’t have a weapon, and she’d refused Rachel’s attempts to give her a hunting knife. Lars didn’t understand the woman’s sudden passivity—she’d shown plenty of violent tendencies in hacking that Zap to death. Maybe she was one of those holy rollers who talked the talk and lived by the Word until their own ass was at stake.

They could barely see each other’s faces in the living room, aside from the lambent radiance of Rachel’s eyes. They instinctively gathered around it like a prehistoric campfire, although Lars still didn’t trust their glittering turbulence. But now that he’d had a few beers, they were much more fascinating to gaze into.

When DeVontay was ready, they gathered at the door and DeVontay summarized the plan again. “I’ve done this before and it works. We’ll take two canoes, me and Tara in one and you two in the other. Stay to the middle of the river, and with any luck these bird things don’t have infrared or night vision, and we can slip right on downstream. The road hooks onto 421 and the river hits 421 just west of Wilkesboro.”

“So if the Zap keeps walking like it was, we have a straight shot and should get to the Yadkin River Bridge a good hour or two before it does,” Rachel said.

“That’s assuming the map’s right, the Zap’s headed that way, the birds are roosting, and no slimy tentacles slide up out of the water and yank us down for dinner,” Lars said.

“The other option is to get on our magic carpets and just fly in shooting space lasers from the holodeck,” DeVontay said. “Haven’t heard you come up with no better plan.”

“Let’s go,” Tara said. “Every minute we waste is some terrible new torture those demons might be inflicting on Squeak.”

DeVontay opened the door to the night, although the sky shimmered with the aurora’s alternating bands of iridescent violet and brilliant green. “Remember, straight to the shop to pick up the canoes, and then the river.”

What about her?” Lars said, waving his axe at Rachel.

“What about her?” DeVontay asked.

“Her eyes. The birds will see those lights from a mile away. Any monsters and Zaps will, too.”

Rachel pulled a pair of wraparound aviator shades from her breast pocket and put them on. “See no evil,” she said with a sarcastic smirk.

They headed outside, Lars mentally humming a drunkenly off-kilter version of that pop song from a long-ago era by some rock star that nobody remembered.

“Sunglasses at night...blah blah blah...Sunglasses at night…words I can’t remember, yeah…fuck it…”