Read on for an excerpt from 1862, out now on project-tempest.net.
From A Dark Sleep
He dreamt of nightmares in the ocean depths and a pale burning sun and a long lost conversation beneath an apple tree. Her voice touched his face but she wasn’t there, she never was, and he awoke thrashing with a pressure in his chest like a fist squeezing his heart.
He was on the floor. The brass frame bed was a tangle of sweated blankets above him. He lay there feeling the rough wood grain of the floorboards against the back of his skull, breathing shallow and fast then deeper and slower until finally he could let air into his ribcage without it exploding.
He had a choice, of course. A decision every morning when he woke like this. The machinery of his body was just that, machinery, and it could be switched off. Like a ship’s boiler or the coal feed of a locomotive he could cease stoking it, could allow the bellows to dwindle, feel the circulation of air and the pistons of his limbs slow down, down, down as the fire dimmed, as energy turned to inertia, and then at some blessed point it would all simply… stop.
Today? Finally?
But there was bacon frying somewhere below him in the hotel. The piss-pot was seven feet away in the corner of the room. And he was finally in New Zealand, within reach of the elusive hope that plagued his heart.
If a man advances confidently, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours.
On the morning of September twenty first 1862 he got off his arse, pissed in the corner, hauled on his travelling clothes and advanced downstairs, determined to look the uncommon hour in the eye and make it blink first.
• • •
The dining room like the rest of the Criterion Hotel was made from bare hardwood framing with no luxuries. The smell of bacon mixed with some type of vegetable stew. Seven people, four men, two women, and a girl, were lined up or eating at the bench tables. A few looked like goldfield types. Heads turned—people saw a tall well-built man with a handlebar moustache and milky eyes—and he nodded as he made his way to the serving line.
The bacon was good and crispy but the stew put a rock in his stomach. As he dabbed at his face afterwards he saw the girl slide her plate under the bench where a pug dog trotted over and began to gobble. He winked, a co-conspirator. She giggled. He felt a smile in his chest.
When he stepped out of the Criterion and into the New Zealand sun the wind caught him hard. Cold and chill but a clear sky. The last breath of winter and the rebirth of spring on the southern ocean.
He’d arrived late last night on the steamship and this was his first real look at Wellington. To him the town felt like a muddy child trying on its first suit of clothes. Clusters of wooden buildings sheltered beneath a ring of naked hills, with rough tracks and dirt roads threaded through. Not far removed from the whaling station, native village, and New Zealand Company land swindle it had recently been. There were signs of greater ambition though. Two brick churches underway down the road. To the north an English garden taking shape.
The air smelt of salt and seagulls. He found a pleasant ramshackle quality in the arrangement of the houses on the hills. But there was something else here, too. Something behind the appearance of a frontier town. As he’d journeyed south from Hongkong and then Sydney he’d felt it approaching all the while, and his dreams on the ship had grown more vivid with every league. A sense of masks being removed and illusions stripped.
Using a map bought from the hotel proprietor he made his way towards the harbour shoreline past a spot named Kebbell’s Mill. The people out and about were mostly hard-arse settler types with a sprinkling of genteel folk. Their clothes looked well-worn and most of the men were without hats. He was interested to see some Māori in rough trousers and travelling jackets. He understood little of their nature and had expected grass skirts.
He reached the shore road and surveyed the inner harbour. To the north along Lambton Quay was a line of single room wooden shops and businesses with signs announcing baking, millinery, tailoring, shoeing, gunsmithing, and the like. Even a lawyer, god help them.
To the south was more tangled, a motley set of wharves, jetties, and sheds that looked halfway to smuggler’s dens. There were few ships at anchor: fishing boats, a pair of clippers, and the steamer that had brought him from Sydney via Auckland. It was drawn up by the largest wharf with longshoremen unloading supplies, mostly flour sacks. He imagined business would pick up through spring.
A strange thought came upon him: that this was the furthest south he had ever been, and reckoned from the place of his birth he now stood at the end of the world. The end, perhaps, or a new beginning.
• • •
He found the station some way past a boatbuilder’s. A small island, an outcrop really, joined to the shoreline by a jetty and the beginnings of infill. On it sat a cluster of storage sheds and a house built from dark timber. It looked to have had a stake fence around it but on the shore side this had been cut down and replaced with wire. Somehow, to his eyes, the house seemed to be watching him.
He made his way to the jetty and crossed. The timbers creaked under his weight. The water below looked freezing cold. Crabs scuttled on the seabed.
Screeching from inside the house. A man and a woman tearing into one another with full-throat fury. It sounded like wild cats if wild cats could throw crockery.
Another man lounged in the yard. Lean and squirrelly with an ugly nose and the attitude of someone who did tough work for a living.
If there’s a woman being treated badly I’ve a mind to interfere, he said.
The man spat.
Cuddy Plumber, Cuddy said, speaking with a slight impediment. Believe me she don’t need your help. What’s your business?
Something smashed to pieces inside the house. Disturbed seagulls rose from the roof of a storage shed.
I need to reach Tempest Bay, across the hills on the south coast, he said.
Nothing in Tempest Bay, Cuddy said. ’Cept tempests.
An expedition ship named the Starry Voyager ran aground there forty one days ago, he said. Nearly all hands lost. I think you know this. My job is to find the survivors and learn what happened. What truly happened. And I’m not a man to be mistaken for a soft touch or an idiot.
Cuddy stared. The fighting sounds inside the house stopped like a candle being snuffed out.