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GRAVES

Us lying on Grieta backward. Mavala’s head is hanging off the front of the grave. There’s a scratch on her left cheek from a thorn. She’s eating cheese. She holds it out to me.

“No, thanks.”

“You don’t like Cheddar?”

“I do. I ate.”

“What did you eat?”

“Tuna and cabbage soup.”

“Who made the soup?”

“Dikeledi sent it over.”

Dikeledi, Dikeledi, Dikeledi. You men like them silent. Why am I so hungry all the time? These condoms. If I’m pregnant, I don’t want a kid that looks like old butter.”

“I look like old butter?”

She kisses my chin.

“Sorry, but in certain light, yes.”

“I don’t need to listen to this shit. I could be in a real bed. Alone. Unharassed.”

“Why did you come here?”

“It seemed like a good idea at the time.”

“What?”

“To come and save all the dark babies.”

“Come here, Teacher.”

“You come here, Teacher.”

“Tell me more about Snowy Pinkus.”

“Rainy.”

“Snowy’s a bitch.”

Our legs are twined up. She’s still holding the hunk of cheese.