THE HEAT of desire bloomed within Nelson. He’d spent countless hours fantasizing, an untold number of nights dreaming about being in Luke’s arms again. “God, Luke. I swear I will kick your fucking ass if you ever leave me again. I need you so goddamn bad.”
“Never.” Luke pressed his lips to Nelson’s. “And I’m right here. Right where I was meant to be. Now shut up and kiss me.”
With a low moan, Nelson opened his mouth and invited Luke in. Nelson could barely believe it was finally happening. They’d been skirting around it for weeks, the sexual tension growing until it threatened to explode. Yet Nelson hadn’t been able to give in to the need for fear if he did, his heart would be broken. He couldn’t bear it again. There was still a chance it might happen, but the thought of not giving Luke another chance was even more painful than the risk of a broken heart.
Luke shifted, spread his legs, and encouraged Nelson to move between them. “C’mon, Nelson. Want to feel you deep inside me, need to,” Luke whispered against Nelson’s lips.
Breaking the kiss, Nelson sat back on his calves without taking his gaze from Luke. The expression of lust on Luke’s handsome face stole his breath. He reached over, snatched up his pants, and pulled a condom from the pocket and rolled it down his length, then grabbed the lube packet. He ripped it open, poured a small amount onto his fingers, and slicked his sheathed dick, moaning at the slight touch. Luke’s impressive cock swayed as if in response to the needy sounds Nelson was making. Urgency rushed through Nelson, and he poured more lube into his palm, tossing the packet aside and slicking his fingers.
Luke spread his legs wider as Nelson pressed the tip of one slick finger against Luke’s ass. He gasped and tensed as Nelson breached his opening. “You alright?”
“Yeah.” Luke licked his lips while inhaling deeply, then blew it out. “Burns a bit.”
“Good kind?” Nelson pushed deeper, slowly and gently began to slide his finger in and out until Luke’s body began to relax.
“Yeah.”
Nelson stilled and smiled slyly. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“I know you won’t. You love me too much.”
“You sure about that?”
Luke nodded. “Of course, not as much as I love you, but, you know,” Luke teased.
Nelson moved up to lie on the floor next to Luke, kissing him soundly and leaving Luke panting when it ended. “You sure about that?”
“Only thing I’m sure about at this particular moment is that I need to feel you inside me.”
Nelson kissed him again. “Your wish is my command, and I promise I’ll be gentle.”
“Only until I beg for more,” Luke responded with a wicked smile.
“And you will,” Nelson assured him. He worked a single finger in Luke’s ass, watching Luke’s face as he moved it in and out, going deeper and deeper with each gentle thrust. Luke’s eyes became heavy lidded, his body opening up to Nelson. Nelson added a second finger next to the first. Luke hissed, and Nelson froze. “Too much?”
“No, it’s okay. Just burns.”
“Bad?”
“No, in a really good way.”
Nelson spent an extended amount of time opening Luke up, which gave Nelson plenty of time to explore the delicious taste of Luke’s neck, shoulder, and chest. Each stroke of Nelson’s finger inside Luke’s ass was like one to his own cock, and far too soon, his dick was pulsing and so fucking hard he thought he’d split wide open if he didn’t get some relief soon.
Nelson pressed another kiss to the sensitive place below Luke’s ear. “Please tell me you’re ready for my cock.”
“God yes. Just go slow,” Luke moaned.
“As slow as you need,” Nelson promised. He kissed Luke one more time, slid his fingers from Luke’s ass, and moved to kneel between Luke’s spread thighs. Nelson added more lube to the condom, then guided it to Luke’s hole. Pressing gently, he nudged his cockhead against Luke’s entrance, teasing it with short, easy thrusts until a deep rumbling moan escaped Luke’s lips.
“Fuck, Nelson. You’re driving me fucking nuts.” He wrapped his long legs around Nelson, trapping him, then snapped his hips. The movement forced Nelson’s cockhead to breach Luke’s ass. They both moaned at the invasion.
Concerned, Nelson searched Luke’s eyes for any signs of distress but only found lust, inflaming Nelson. He had the sudden urge to ram his cock balls-deep into Luke’s hot, tight body. The restraint it took to keep from doing that had Nelson trembling with the strain. But he wouldn’t cause Luke any undue pain, no matter how badly his body demanded he thrust and rut and take.
Nelson clamped down on the urge, instead moving with short, slow thrusts until he was once again deep within his lover’s unresisting body. “Oh yeah, that’s it,” Luke groaned and grabbed Nelson’s ass, encouraging him to move.
Nelson balanced on his hands, needing to see Luke’s face, to read his expression as Nelson increased the speed of his hips. Luke’s body welcomed him, his ass gripping Nelson’s cock like a tight glove. They found a rhythm, moving their bodies with familiarity, each stroke pushing them closer and closer to the edge. A thrill raced down Nelson’s spine, and he went up on his knees, lifting Luke’s hips off the floor. In this new position, Nelson was able to go deeper, each stroke hitting that sweet spot within Luke. He was close. Nelson knew it by the sounds pouring from his lover and the way his body was in constant motion.
Nelson increased his thrusts further still and wrapped his fist around Luke’s cock, stroking it in time to the thrusts of Nelson’s hips. “Fuck, you feel good. Not going to last much longer.”
Luke opened his mouth in an apparent attempt to answer, but all that came out was a deep, throaty moan. Perhaps Luke was close, or it could have been the fact that at just that second, Nelson pulled almost all the way out and thrust back in.
“What was that?” Nelson asked and thrust again.
Luke’s eyes blazed blue fire, his jaw set in a defiant expression. “Harder, then,” he demanded, jerking his hips as Nelson thrust into him.
Nelson leaned down, nearly bending Luke in half until their lips were but a hairsbreadth apart. “You haven’t begged yet.”
“Then you weren’t listening,” Luke taunted. He snapped his hips again.
Luke may not have used simple words such as “please” and “more,” but his begging was in every thrust, every arch of his back or moan rumbling in his chest. Well, Nelson was fucking listening now. With renewed determination, Nelson growled and pulled out till only his cockhead was breaching Luke, then rammed in again over and over, pounding into Luke again and again.
Luke draped his knees over Nelson’s forearms, raising his hips to meet each of Nelson’s forward thrusts, completely opening himself up so Nelson could fuck him as hard and as long as he wanted. Luke’s body was muscular and strong and could take anything Nelson gave him. To be in such a position over such a powerful man only added to the eroticism. Luke was so hot, so tight, and if it felt any fucking better, Nelson feared his head would explode.
Over and over Nelson slammed into Luke, pouring every bit of need and want and love, and Luke took it, urging Nelson on, thrusting and bucking and daring Nelson wordlessly to fuck him harder, to take and give what they both so desperately needed.
A knot formed at the base of Nelson’s spine, and the pressure in his balls grew. He knew he couldn’t last much longer. How could he when it felt so fucking good? The tight grip of Luke’s body around his cock, stroking him, demanded his release as completely as Nelson demanded his.
“Luke,” he groaned. His thrusts were erratic and without finesse as his release began to race down his spine. “Going to…. Can’t…. Fuck, Luke. Come with me,” he pleaded with the last of his breath.
“Do it,” Luke demanded.
Nelson pressed upward, arching his back, and slammed into Luke’s pliable body one last time, nailing Luke’s sweet spot. Nelson groaned as the orgasm overwhelmed him, building in a fury, stealing his breath, then rushed from his body like white-hot fire. As he came he heard Luke groan Nelson’s name, warm wetness spreading between their bodies.
“Fuck yeah, that’s it, Luke, come for me.”
Nelson rode out his orgasm until every drop drained from his body. Luke’s legs fell to the mattress, and Nelson collapsed on Luke’s chest, spreading the wet warmth further. As Nelson struggled to catch his breath, his body melted into Luke’s, complexly spent and content. Only Luke could ever make him feel this way.
Nelson closed his eyes and breathed in Luke’s scent, basked in his heat. He had no idea where this new journey with Luke was going, but if he’d learned one thing from the past, it was to live in the moment because tomorrow wasn’t guaranteed. What he did have was the here and now. Throughout his life, the only time he was truly happy was when he was with Luke. Sure, they’d had some bad times, really, really bad times. But that too was in the past, and Nelson either had to dwell on it or move forward. Lying next to Luke, feeling his body against his, he knew it was where he belonged. Hopefully fate would finally give up and realize she wasn’t ever going to keep them apart for too long.