Chapter Four

Miss Merry Vale’s Ode to the River Thames stretched as long and twisted as the great river itself. Addy was as thrilled as the rest of Lady Lisle’s guests to reach the end of it. But as the audience stood and began to file back toward the reception rooms, she merely switched seats. Leaving Rosamond in the company of Sir Harold Stobbins, she crossed the room and plopped herself down just behind Mr. Vickers.

Good heavens, those shoulders. They were even more impressive up close. Such a broad expanse of fabric reached all the way across his chair and intruded into the space allotted to his neighbors. If she had sat next to him instead of behind, would she even now feel the press of them against her?

The idea set her heart to thumping, but she refused to let it show. All about them people surreptitiously stretched and murmured low as they shook out benumbed limbs, but Vickers—and those shoulders—remained still and quiet.

Had he fallen asleep? He would likely not have been alone. Holding her breath, she leaned in close, listening for the sound of deep, even breaths.

“You owe me, Miss Stockton,” he said suddenly, quite loud and clear.

She gasped and jumped and nearly fell from her chair.

“The balance of our agreement was mightily skewed when I was forced to listen to Miss Vale rhyme life giving waters with druidic squatters.”

She laughed. “That was dreadful, wasn’t it? But not as bad, I think, as Saxon settlements and Roman betterments.” She frowned a little. “Did you hear the sound that went through the room at that moment? What would you call it?” She thought a moment. “A faint, pained moan? That adequately describes it, yes?”

He half-turned in his seat and her breath caught.

He was laughing.

And she was falling, into dark eyes brightened with amusement and a handsome face transformed by wry humor. What a difference it made in him. He’d been compelling before. He made her blood heat now. She urgently wanted to laugh with him. To shout in triumph or stand on her head or tell a thousand funny tales—anything to keep those eyes filled with light and matching the smile on his lips.

She didn’t make any of those tragic mistakes, of course. Instead, blinking, she gathering her composure. “Lady Mitford is primed and ready to speak to you.”

The smile faded and she took a stranglehold on her disappointment. He glanced over toward her cousin. “Are you sure? I thought she seemed unusually subdued today.”

“She is, a bit. We had an unusually subdued conversation in the carriage on the way over. I promise, it has left her receptive to you.”

Brow furrowed doubtfully, he watched Rosamond with Sir Harold. “I’ll put my trust in you, then.”

The words warmed her more than was likely wise. “Here’s what you shall do. Go and fetch two drinks. Sir Harold will likely soon make the offer to do the same. You can move in once he’s gone, and the conversation will go from there.”

His mouth twitched. “You wish me to literally beat him to the punch?” He raised a brow. “I suppose it is a sound strategy.” He stood. “Come?” He offered his arm. “I’ll fetch you a glass as well.”

She hesitated, wishing she could agree. But he had his goal and she had hers, and she’d already taken a risk, sitting here with him. “I’d like to, thank you, but I must resist the temptation. It wouldn’t be wise.”

He looked surprised . . . and perhaps a little insulted. “It’s only a drink,” he said with irony. “Nothing so binding as an actual set of dances.”

Oh, she had wounded him, just a little. She felt guilty, but also a small, quick zing of feminine power.

Still, she should make him understand. “You said you’d heard my dreadful nickname, yes?”

The corner of his mouth twitched. “The Celestial, do you mean? Or are there more?”

She rolled her eyes. “Yes, that one. I know it’s ridiculous, but it’s also been helpful.”

“It cannot have been easy to live with,” he surprised her by saying. “You’ve far too much sass. My mind boggles at the picture of how many times you must have been forced to hold your tongue.”

There it was again, that warm rush. The comfortable feeling of being known. “You have no idea!” she laughed. “But as tempting as it is to shock someone with a bit of deviltry, that sterling reputation is necessary to my plans. So, while I don’t mean to insult you . . .”

“You cannot be seen too often in the company of the wicked Vickers.”

She bit her lip and glanced over at Rosamond and Sir Harold. They were the only ones left amongst the seating as her cousin played up her imaginary injury. Everyone else had passed through the doorway open in the folding wall that allowed Lady Lisle to separate her long salon into two areas. “Perhaps I’ll just walk you to the door.”

He shrugged and offered his arm again. With a little thrill she laid her hand there.

An immediate flush started in her chest and began to climb higher. How warm he was! The heat surely affected her brain, because she began to imagine what that lean, strong arm might feel like without his linen and his very fine wool coat.

Too quickly—or at least before she could mentally remove any more of his clothes—they reached the end of the aisle. To the right stood the doorway, to the left a screen across a corner, presumably hiding a servant’s entrance. A pedestal stood between them, close to the screen, topped with one of Lady Lisle’s massive urns of fresh flowers.

As they approached, Addy heard a small cry and caught a glimpse of a shadow darting behind the screen—and saw the pedestal shift and the urn begin to wobble.

She opened her mouth, but before she could act, Vickers was there. He caught the fragile urn before it smashed to the floor. Unfortunately he could do nothing about the wave of water that sloshed out, carrying with it nearly half of the carefully arranged flowers.

Addy jumped back, but the leading edge caught a section of her hem, wetting it through. From behind the screen came a gasp of horror and a stifled sob.

Vickers replaced the urn, but Addy approached the corner. “It’s all right. Truly. Come out.”

They waited. After a moment a young girl slunk from behind the screen, head down. Not a maidservant, as Addy had thought, but a gently bred girl, perhaps twelve years old, enveloped in a fine wrapper. She lifted her chin as two fat tears rolled down her cheeks. “I am so very sorry, miss!” Her eyes drifted over Addy’s gown and the tears started flowing faster. “Oh, your beautiful gown! I do apologize. I know I ought not to have come down and now look at what I’ve done!”

“No, don’t fret!” Addy hastened to reassure her as she wrung out her hem. “It’s only water. It will dry.”

But the girl caught sight of the mess on the floor and began to sob in earnest. “It was wrong, I know, but it was only—”

The rest grew unintelligible.

“You wished to hear the poetry?”

The girl nodded and valiantly tried to stifle her tears, but the sight of Vickers seemed to be the last straw. “Oh, Mama will b. . .b . . be furious!”

“Nonsense,” Addy interrupted. “No one has seen you save for the two of us—and we will certainly not spread the tale.”

This did not have the beneficial effect she’d hoped for. The crying continued.

“Come now,” Addy said desperately. “This is not so bad! Have you not heard of the royal princess, locked in a tower, who vowed to hurl flowers down to her favored suitors and urns down upon the heads of those who displeased her?”

That stopped her for a moment. “No,” she said on a hiccup.

“The princess had such a temper, she filled the courtyard with pottery shards before she found a man worthy of a posy. At once, she set him a series of tasks he thought he’d never complete.”

The tears dried up. “What were they?”

“Why don’t I tell you while you and I gather up the stems and Mr. Vickers goes to fetch a servant to wipe up the water?”

The girl nodded. Addy raised her brows at Vickers, who stared very hard at her for a moment, then started off. “After she tossed him a lovely stem of lilac, the princess told her swain he must climb a far off rock face . . .”

The story ended as they pushed the last of the flowers back into place. “Now, you can run back upstairs with no one the wiser,” Addy told the girl.

“Thank you, ever so much.” The child curtsied, then gave a nod past her—and Addy turned to find Vickers returned and watching them. His curious expression caught her, and she stared, trying to decipher if it was heated or soft, or an odd mix of both. Behind her the girl slipped away and they were left in a stretched, taut silence.

His gaze left hers and ran over her, as heavy and tangible as if he touched her all the way down. “I begin to think that the young bucks are right and you are indeed perfect. How on earth did you come up with a story that so exactly fit her needs?”

“It’s an old talent,” she said faintly. “It’s easier to reassure someone when you know them, and understand what they want to hear. But this was easy. She needed to hear it would be all right, that everyone makes mistakes. I just told her in a different way.” Musing, she continued. “It’s harder when you wish to scare someone. Then you have to know what they don’t want to hear—or make a good guess.”

“Well, it was impressive.”

If she’d been the fainting sort, she would have fluttered at the trembling wave that passed over her. “Thank you.”

He took a step backward toward the doorway.

Before she knew what she was about, she reached up and gripped his upper arm.

“You were right, I do perhaps owe you something more, tonight.”

He waited.

“I know I said that Rosamond must tell you her story, but perhaps it will help you to know it.” She shifted. “It might help her as well.”

“I’m willing to listen.”

Reluctantly, she peeled her fingers away. The girl was gone, but Lady Lisle’s guests lingered just beyond the wall and Rosamond and her knight sat across the room, yet somehow their situation felt strangely isolated. Addy breathed deeply, calming herself, concentrating as she always did before launching into a story.

“Death is an odd thing,” she began.

“Wait.” He frowned. “I thought you were going to tell me about Rosamond.”

“I am.” She frowned back. “Don’t interrupt.”

“Well it’s a strange way to start, and an off-putting description in any case. People might say that death is tragic or unexpected or heartbreaking—but odd?”

She sighed. “”Just listen. But perhaps I should say instead that people’s reactions to death can be odd.”

“Better,” he nodded.

She rolled her eyes. “My mother’s death, for example, was crippling to us all. It was unexpected and beyond tragic. It broke my heart and disrupted the course of my life—but it nearly killed my father, as well. It left my baby sister without a mother and stole my—”

She paused, stricken, but he only waited a moment before prompting her. “Your what?”

How could she explain? Losing her mother had been devastating, and her greatest ability to comfort herself had disappeared as well. Her inner landscape had crumbled to dust. She’d felt hollow and empty for a long time—and with a shock, she realized that tonight she’d at last begun to lose herself in the telling of a tale again.

“My . . . peace,” she answered at last. “In contrast, Lord Mitford died a bit before Mama did—and Rosamond had a very different reaction. It was as if my mother’s death locked us all in a vault of grief, but the earl’s death meant freedom to Rosamond.”

He nodded. “I can see that. I didn’t know Mitford well, but he seemed a sour old gull.”

“He was. I found him to be a harsh man. I know the title and the wealth must have been hard to resist, but I am surprised her family encouraged the match, and I’m not sure why Mitford would wish to marry a woman so full of spirits and playfulness—and then attempt to remove every trace of it.” Her mind drifted back to those dark memories. “I didn’t see much of Rosamond, but it was enough to see that she was miserable. At one point I remember thinking that the earl must have enjoyed making her unhappy, so thoroughly did he pursue the job.”

Vickers’ expression had gone distant. “She must have wished for his death.”

“Perhaps. I don’t know, but I do know that it came as a relief. And after her mourning was over, I think perhaps she went a little wild with sudden freedom.”

“I did see her from time to time, in my own circles.” He raised a brow. “And as you are obviously aware, they are considered to be fast and loose.” He glanced over to Rosamond and her laughing companion. “But that does seem to have changed, since she’s been sponsoring you, has it not?”

“Yes. She was resentful of me at first. I don’t think she expected such a change in how she’s been received, either. I believe she’d become accustomed to the idea of being labeled a wicked widow—and chose it as a happy alternative to her former misery. But now . . .” She waved a hand. “She’s getting a different sort of attention from the beau monde, and perhaps has other options that she hadn’t expected.” She darted a quick glance across the room. “She’s found herself at an unexpected crossroads.”

“I understand.” But he was frowning down at her.

“We all face crossroads in life, but they are rarely comfortable places to be,” she said with a smile. “So I hope you will treat her gently.”

He nodded, but the distance was back, clouding the new brightness from his eyes.

She shouldn’t ask. It was no business of hers. But the darkness in him now, so different from the light the laughter called forth earlier . . . it broke her heart. “Have you ever wished for someone’s death?” she whispered.

Focus rushed back into his face with sudden, cruel clarity. “My father’s, do you mean?”

“I’ve heard the gossip.”

“No,” he said flatly. “I’ve never wished him dead. He deserves to live on—in more misery than even your cousin could imagine.” He gestured. “Sir Harold shows signs of leaving. I’d best fetch those drinks.” He moved away, but paused in the doorway. “Thank you,” he said over his shoulder. Then he was gone.

Unexpected emotion welled inside her. She’d done it. It had come back. That story of the princess had popped up, perfectly suited to the circumstances and a joy to tell. Pleasure, relief, gratitude—they lifted her soul as she watched Vickers go—and hey brought with them a rolling swell of rich and vivid scenes. Like waves they rushed her, one after the other. A man staring far out to sea, a boy straining to make his father look at him, a girl in a corner, wrapped up in a book of poetry. New people, new characters to perhaps coax out the old.

“No,” she whispered. “Thank you.”

Vickers did tread gently with Lady Mitford. They laughed together as they shared the drinks he’d brought. He dusted off his roguish charm and kept the conversation light as they compared outrageous stories and gossiped about mutual acquaintances. When guests began to trickle back in, taking seats for the next round of literature, he carefully broached the subject of his father.

She grew a bit pink. “Yes, there was talk earlier this year, I know, but it was mostly unfounded,” she hurried to assure him. “We did spend a little time together, but it was mostly in pursuit of a . . . project.”

“Project?” he frowned.

“Just a small thing, really.” She grew more visibly nervous. “Just the connection of some of his acquaintances with some of mine.”

Sir Harold returned then and eyed the seat Vickers occupied.

He wanted to howl in frustration—or plant the interfering ass a facer. Scowling, he stood instead. “Yes, of course.” He bowed to Rosamond. “Perhaps we could meet again. I would like to hear more about your project.”

She shook her head. “You must discuss if with your father, if you wish to learn more.” She tossed him a dismissive nod.

Disgruntled, he turned to go.

“Mr. Vickers,” she said suddenly. “I did enjoy our conversation.”

“As did I.” He didn’t linger. Making his way against the incoming crowd, he exited the performance area. A casual glance failed to show any sign of Miss Stockton, and he wondered if that was deliberate.

Damnation. A few minutes more and he might have discovered something of value.

His father was agitated. The countess was nervous. There was definitely more to this than appeared on the surface. Frustrated and knowing that he could accomplish no more tonight, he called for his coat and left. A footman offered to find him a hack, but Vickers shook his head and set out on foot, breathing great draughts of the night air to help to clear his mind.

A setback then, but not an entirely unexpected one. He calmed as he walked. He’d learned to be patient, to play the long game. He would persevere.

And something else distracted him—the sting of Miss Stockton’s rebuff. So the Celestial could not be seen spending time with the wicked Vickers, eh?

It shouldn’t bother him. He should be grateful. His reputation had cost him a great deal of wasted money, a good portion of no-doubt-pickled-liver, and more miserably hung-over mornings than he cared to count. But it had its uses. The preventative fending off of innocent misses had always been one of the most valuable.

Until now.

She’d spoken of plans. He wondered what she meant. Marriage, no doubt, but to whom? A high stickler, perhaps. He stifled the urge to throttle the unknown fellow.

He would need to speak again with the countess. Doubtless that would mean also speaking again with Miss Stockton. Watching the sky over the park in Bedford Square, he saw not the grey expanse lined with the shadowed outlines of trees, but blue eyes rimmed with black—and knew he did not feel nearly as irritated as he should.