Jewel stepped out of the shower and rubbed the fogged mirror clear with the edge of the towel. She stared at her reflection. Physically, she hadn’t changed much in the past five years.
At thirty-two, her skin was still smooth and even, though not as bright as it once was. A stray strand of gray would pop up in her hair every now and then, which she quickly made disappear. Her eyes, wide and deep brown, haloed with long dark lashes, were reflective of her mother, her father would always say, and her thick, wild curls had been a nightmare to contain when she was growing up. Now she simply let the mass of mayhem do what it wanted. She did manage to exercise on a regular basis and she ate well, so her body maintained its original design, with a bit of extra padding around her hips and the swell of her breasts, which she attributed to age and maturity. Fortunately gravity hadn’t gotten its grip on her as of yet.
It wasn’t the outside that had changed. Anyone that hadn’t seen her in years would surely recognize her. It was beneath the exterior that was different. There was a huge empty space inside her that she tried to fill with the running of the house, taking care of her father and baking for a growing clientele. But when she lay alone in bed every night, the longing in that empty space mushroomed. Even when she’d been lonely or hurt or confused in the past she’d had her art to fall back on. But for the past five years she hadn’t even had that to console her.
What would be so wrong in snatching a bit of happiness? Craig’s kiss reminded her that she was still a desirable woman, a woman with needs. She turned away from her reflection to get ready for her evening.
* * *
It was a little after five when Jewel went to check in on her father. Minerva was removing the dinner dishes when she walked into his bedroom.
Every time she saw her father her heart twisted. She fully understood the meaning behind the phrase a shell of a man. Augustus Fontaine was once a robust six-foot one, two-hundred-plus-pound man, muscled from his years of hard physical labor with a spark in his eyes and hearty laugh that was infectious.
Unlike Jewel, anyone who had not seen her father in many years would never recognize him, except perhaps in those moments that were becoming more rare, when the spark of recognition lit up in his eyes and he smiled. Those moments were what she longed for each day.
“Hey, Daddy,” she greeted him and pushed a smile across her lips as she walked over to where he sat by the window.
“He’s having a good day,” Minerva whispered as they passed each other. She patted Jewel’s shoulder and walked out.
Jewel sat on the windowsill next to her father’s recliner. He was staring at the apple tree outside his window. “Need to pick some of those apples before the frost sets in. Have Estelle make some pies,” he said more to himself than to Jewel. “I love her apple pies.”
Jewel swallowed and blinked back tears. Her mother, Estelle, had been gone so long that the only memory Jewel had of her was from pictures and the stories her father told her. She reached for her father’s thin hand and brought it to her cheek. He looked up at her with muddy brown eyes.
“It’s me, Daddy,” she said softly. “It’s Jewel.”
He stared at her for what seemed like forever. He smiled. “Jewel is sho’ a pretty name.” His forehead tightened and his face tensed as if he was straining to grasp something just out of reach.
She caressed his hand.
“Hey, baby girl,” he said clear as day. “You have dinner yet? I just finished. Pretty good today.”
Jewel’s heart pounded. “Hey, Daddy. No, I haven’t eaten yet. I will. Wanted to check on you first.”
“Don’t wait till late.” He shook his head. “I read somewhere that it’s not good to eat late.” He looked at her and frowned. A cloud dulled his eyes. “Need to get the horses in. Storm’s coming.” He pulled his hand out of her grip. He turned his head and stared out the window.
Jewel squeezed her eyes shut then leaned down and kissed him tenderly on the forehead. He looked at her with a mixture of confusion and gratitude. “I’ll come back and check on you later, Daddy.”
“Storm’s coming.”
She offered a faint smile. “You may be right,” she murmured and walked out.
* * *
“I’m not too early, am I?” Craig asked when he stepped across the threshold.
“Not at all. I’m getting set up in the kitchen. Have you eaten?” Jewel shut the door behind him.
“Uh, not really.”
She threw him a smile over her shoulder. “Follow me.” She led the way into the kitchen. “I’m trying out a new recipe.”
“If it’s anything like your muffins, I’m sure it’ll be spectacular.”
Jewel laughed. “We shall see. You’ll be my taste tester.”
His brows rose in mock alarm. “What are you fixing, exactly?” He placed the envelope with the documents on the table.
“Grilled, stuffed red snapper with a mushroom risotto and fresh green beans.” She eyed the ingredients on the island table.
“I’d offer to help, but I’m not very handy in the kitchen. More of a grill man.”
“Perfect. When I’m done you can slide the snapper in the grill.”
“Touché.”
“You can pour some wine or something stronger, if you like. The stronger stuff is in the glass cabinet in the living room. Help yourself.”
“What can I fix for you?”
“There’s a bottle of white wine in the fridge.”
“Got it.” He went off to grab the bottle of bourbon then fixed Jewel a glass of wine.
She sipped while preparing the snapper, all the while commanding her fingers to stop shaking and her pulse to slow down. If she didn’t get too close to him or allow him to look right into her eyes, she would be fine. Even as she chatted mindlessly—about what, she had no idea—she simultaneously questioned why, in heaven’s name, she had invited him to dinner.
“I wanted Norm, my technical director, to come by tomorrow to take some of the exterior shots of the house, the grounds and the rooms on the lower floors,” Craig was saying.
Jewel took a swallow of wine. “Tomorrow. Sure.” She used baking thread to sew the snapper closed. “So it begins,” she said before setting down her glass of wine. She went to the sink and washed her hands. “The grill is the bottom shelf. Already preheated,” she said while keeping her back to Craig.
Craig lifted the tray with the snapper and put it in the oven grill with a flourish. “How’s that for grilling?” he teased. “Told you I had talent.”
Jewel turned, and he was right behind her. Her breath caught in her throat. She could see the reflection of light in his eyes and the way his dark lashes framed the intensity of his gaze.
“Need me to do anything else?”
His question sounded innocent enough, but what lurked around the corners of his mouth said something completely different. God, he smelled good. Her heart thumped. She swallowed, tried to look away but couldn’t.
“I haven’t stop thinking about the other day,” he said. The deep timbre of his voice strummed her insides like a plucked guitar string.
“Oh,” she managed. There was no room to escape without their bodies brushing and colliding with each other. That was a no-no.
He reached out and ran his hand slowly down her arm. “It’s all I’ve been thinking about. That’s new for me,” he confessed. With his other hand, he caressed the curve of her jaw. Her lids fluttered. Her heart raced.
“What about you? Has our kiss crossed your mind at all?”
She should lie. She should pretend that it was nothing. “It has,” she admitted.
“Hmm. We should do something about that.” His gaze moved slowly over her face.
Jewel felt her body heat, and it had nothing to do with the oven.
And then his mouth was on hers and his arm drew her close; with his other he threaded his fingers through the explosion of her curls and pulled her to him. The tip of his tongue teased her lips, and she felt a shot of current race through her limbs.
She gave in. Gave in to the sensations, the feel of him, the taste of him. Her mouth parted to welcome him, and she felt more than heard the moan that rumbled deep in his throat.
Craig eased back, and Jewel felt bereft, as if she’d been suddenly left alone in the dark and she didn’t want to be there. She wanted to step back into the warmth of light that radiated around him. She draped her fingers around his neck and leaned in, confident in her role of aggressor. But not for long.
Craig pressed her back against the sink, the hard lines of his body commanding hers to relent and merge with his. His lips worked hers; his tongue teased and danced in her mouth.
Jewel allowed herself to float on a magical ride of sensual pleasure. Every nerve ending stirred. She felt as if she’d finally been awakened after a long sleep. So what if whatever happened between them was only temporary? She deserved to feel like a woman, a desirable woman whose long-unattended needs would be satisfied.
“Jewel,” he murmured against her lips before resting his forehead on hers. He released his hold on her and placed his hands on the curve of her hips. He looked into her eyes. The edges of his mouth flickered with the beginnings of a smile. “We’ll never get through dinner at this pace.”
His gaze was low and lazy, as if he’d been stirred from a cozy dream, Jewel thought. She pressed the tip of her finger against his bottom lip. “You’re probably right.” She stepped out of the space he’d cocooned them in and went to sit at the island counter. She reached for her glass of wine. Her hand trembled ever so slightly. She drew in a breath then took a long, much needed swallow.
Craig reached for the wine bottle and refilled her glass. He straddled the chair and rested his forearms across the back.
“Ply me with wine? Is that the plan?” Her fingers wrapped around the stem of the glass.
“I wish I could say I had a plan.” He zeroed in on her. “I don’t. I hope you understand that.”
Jewel lowered her head for a moment then looked at him. “What if I did?”
His brow rose in question. “Have a plan?”
She ran her tongue across her bottom lip. “I wouldn’t exactly call it a plan, but more like a proposal.”
“Now I’m really curious.”
She shook a stray curl away from her face and drew in a breath of resolve. “I’m...attracted to you.” She swallowed. “And I believe you’re attracted to me.”
“Very much.”
Emboldened by his reply, she continued. “You’ll only be here for a couple of months at best. I’m not looking for commitment, or long term, or empty promises. I’m not in a position to ask for what I can’t give in return. Once you’re done here, you’ll go back to your life. I get that. Totally. But...in the time you’re here...let’s get to know each other, explore whatever this is...until it’s time for you to leave.”
There, she’d said it, taken a leap of faith. She had absolutely nothing to lose—besides her pride, of course.
“Wow.” He shifted in his seat and then studied her for a moment. “Two, three months...”
She nodded.
“And you’re good with that?”
She nodded again. Her pulse raced.
“My time is not my own, especially when I’m in the middle of a project like this. But... I’ll make it my business to make as much time for this as I can.”
“Fair enough.”
He gave her a lopsided grin and reached out and stroked her chin with the tip of his finger. “Best negotiation I’ve ever been involved in.”
Jewel released a laugh of relief. She pushed up from her seat and stood over him. She knew what she was doing was just this side of crazy. But for once she wasn’t going to plan something to death—she was going to go with the flow. So far she liked how things were flowing.
“You want to show me the contract?”
He grinned. “I want to show you a lot of things, but we can start with the contract.”
* * *
Jewel served up their plates and suggested that they eat on the back veranda. Craig carried the plates, and Jewel brought the glasses and the bottle of wine.
“Oh, I forgot the salad,” Jewel said. “Be right back.” She darted off into the house, which gave Craig a few moments to process what had transpired.
No doubt he was totally attracted to this woman. More than he’d initially realized. But he’d never expected that she was the kind of woman who would be willing to get involved in a relationship that was transient at best. He wasn’t sure what he’d expected when he kissed her, or when he made the unnecessary trip to her home. It certainly wasn’t her very unorthodox proposal. He didn’t know how he felt about that. A part of him, the rogue playboy part, was thrilled. But that other part that secretly longed for something that went beneath the surface wasn’t as certain.
Jewel returned with a large salad bowl and placed it on the center of the circular wrought-iron table.
“Everything okay?” she asked and sat down.
“Yeah.” He pushed a smile across his face. “Some work stuff I was thinking about.” He relaxed in his chair. “I know you can’t wait to experience how well I grilled the snapper,” he teased.
Jewel giggled. “It’s all in the wrist, I’m sure.”
“Exactly, exactly.” He cut into his fish and put a forkful in his mouth. Slowly he chewed to savor the incredible combination of flavors. “Man...this right here—” he pointed to the fish with his fork “—needs to be on one of those cooking shows or in some book. Wow.”
Jewel grinned. “Glad you like it. After all, you did have a hand in the preparation.”
He cut into another piece. “You bake, you throw down in the kitchen...what other talents do I need to know about?”
Her buoyant expression deflated by degrees. She focused on the food on her plate. “That’s pretty much it.”
“I doubt that,” he said softly. “You’re an artist in every sense of the word.”
Jewel sipped her wine.
“That showing in New York was, what, five, seven years ago?”
Her eyes jumped to his face. She swallowed and reached for her glass. “Why?”
Craig angled his head. “You haven’t been on the scene since.” He’d looked her up, read about her rise in the art world and her monumental fall, the scathing reviews and the follow-up stories about how she was finished and how, almost like a self-fulfilling prophesy, she’d disappeared.
“Your point?”
“Why?”
“It doesn’t matter why. That was then. I’ve moved on. Let’s leave it at that.”
“The reviews were pretty vicious,” he continued, undeterred by her stonewalling. “Was that it?”
Her expression hardened. She set down her fork and looked him in the eyes. “Let’s just say it was the perfect storm of events. I made a decision, and I’ve lived with it. End of story.”
“I work with actors every day, some of the best. I can spot a poorly acted scene a mile away. That was a poorly acted scene.”
“What difference does it make?” Her voice rose. “Why do you care one way or the other?” Her eyes were wide.
He placed his palms down on the table and looked directly at her. “Because if I’m going to get myself involved with a woman that I am crazy attracted to... I want to know who she is.” That was only partially true. For the most part, a woman’s backstory didn’t mean much for him. He rarely cared, but in this case he did. He wanted to know the real Jewel Fontaine.
Jewel bit down on her bottom lip. She turned her head and stared off into the tranquil night. A sparrow landed on the top branch of the tree, and the first splash of stars sprinkled across the sky.
“The reviews were only a part of it,” she said quietly. “My artistic sensibilities were another,” she said, attempting to sound cavalier.
“As artists we’re always going to be scrutinized and criticized for what we do. It’s part of the game. Some critics live for the opportunity to tear an artist apart to satisfy their own lack of ability.”
“I know that in a cerebral sense, but here—” she tapped her chest “—here’s a different story.”
Craig drew in a breath. He knew all too well what it felt like to be torn apart by the press, to have your work trampled on and dismissed. It was deeply personal, like having someone you love hurt. It was difficult enough when it was strangers, people who didn’t give a damn about you as person. But when it came from those who professed to care about you, that was a whole different kind of hurt. So yeah, he understood, but he also knew that you had to dust yourself off and keep moving.
“I know me and you are totally different. Everybody deals with their stuff in their own way. All I’m saying is a true artist, a creator never lets that go, because when they do a part of them dies inside. And on that note, I’ll leave it alone.” He held up his hand. “Promise.”
“Thank you,” she said softly.
Craig refilled her glass and then his own.
“So, tell me how you wound up selecting my home all the way from London.”
He chuckled. “It was actually a pretty long process. We’d been looking for a location for about six months...” While they finished off their meal, he went on to tell her about the myriad of homes and locations his team had gone through in several parts of the country until Paul Frazier finally found hers. “The minute I saw it, I knew this was the place.”
“What were you going to do if I’d stuck to my guns and said no?”
The corner of his mouth lifted. “In this business you always have a fallback plan. We had another potential location, but I was determined to convince you to change your mind.”
“You’re very persuasive.”
“One of my many talents.”
“Is the list of talents long?”
“And varied.”
They laughed at the double entendre.
“I want to show you something,” Jewel said, pushing back from the table. She grabbed the bottle of wine and her glass.
“Sure.” He followed her off the veranda to the cottage behind the house.
“Hold these a sec.” She handed him the bottle and her glass then unlocked the door. She flipped on the light switch.
Craig walked in behind Jewel then stepped past her and into the studio. He reverently touched the completed works and works in progress, the sculptures and the tools of her trade. He turned toward her.
“These are some of the pieces from New York.”
“Hmm.” She folded her arms. “A testament of sorts.”
He continued to examine the works. “You were ahead of your time. It happens with all great artists.” He leaned against the wall. “And the others?”
“Some ideas I had that never materialized.”
“So you have been keeping up with your art?”
She heaved a sigh. “Actually, I haven’t. I stuck these in here ages ago and haven’t been back here...until today. Minerva...the housekeeper, unbeknownst to me, was maintaining the space.”
“You had no idea what she was doing?”
“Not a clue.” She sputtered a laugh. “She told me today that she was going to donate some of my art supplies to the local school and that I should come here and see what I wanted to keep. This is what I found,” she added with a sweep of her hand.
“What did you decide?”
She crossed the room and sat on the cushy love seat. “I decided to keep everything.”
“Will you paint again?”
“It’s been so long.”
“You never lose it, you know. It’s like riding a bike. You just have to get back on and start peddling.”
“Humph, easier said.”
“Why did you bring me here, Jewel?”
She linked her fingers together and looked across at him. “I’m not sure, really.”
“I think you know.” He came to sit beside her.
“I spent so much time here,” she said thoughtfully. “Hours, days on end when I was in the middle of creating a new piece.” She smiled. “My dad finally had a bed and couch put in so that he wouldn’t find me sleeping on the floor in the morning.” She looked around. “This space represents my past.”
“It can be your future if you let it.” He pursed his lips in contemplation, leaned forward and rested his arms on his thighs. “Look, I’m not in any position to tell you what to do. What I can tell you is that when you’re given a gift—and you’ve been given a gift—it’s damn near a sin to misuse it or to keep it for yourself.”
“Is that what you told yourself when you walked away from your family?”
He flinched, looked away then back at her. “Yes. It was,” he finally said, the day of that decision racing through is mind. “I had a choice to make—my happiness or live in the shadow of someone else’s happiness for me.”
Jewel looked away. “Are you satisfied with your life based on what you had to give up?”
Craig exhaled and leaned against the back of the couch. “I won’t BS you and say that there haven’t been moments when I questioned myself. And it’s not always easy for me to accept what I left behind in order to move forward. But I do know that if I hadn’t done it, I would always second-guess myself. I would be miserable and I would blame...him for my misery.”
Jewel angled her body on the couch so that she could face him and then tucked one leg beneath her. She sipped her wine. “Not handing all this over to Minerva’s church and the local school, I suppose, is some kind of decision, in a way.”
Craig looked at her and chuckled. “Yeah, kinda, sorta. It’s a start.” He touched his glass to hers. His expression sobered. “To starting something new.”
“Something new,” she whispered.
Craig put his glass down on the table and turned toward her. He reached out and tucked a curl away from her eye. “You’re not like anyone I’ve known,” he said as if realizing that idea for the first time.
“I hope that’s a good thing,” she said. Her voice quavered ever so slightly.
“I think so.” He moved closer and plucked her glass from her hand and set it next to his. “I think that maybe this exploration that you mentioned is worth investigating.” He leaned closer and cupped her chin, bringing her close to him. “You still good with that?” he asked against her lips.
* * *
Jewel’s pulse thundered in her veins. There was still time to back out. All she had to do was move away gracefully. “Very good with that,” she said instead and welcomed the pillow of his lips.
His strong arms slid around her and pulled her as close as their sitting positions would allow. His fingers stroked the curve of her spine, sending shock waves along her limbs.
Jewel moaned when his thumbs brushed along the undersides of her breasts then down the curve of her waist to her hips.
The burst of flavors from their meal was heightened by the wine as their tongues touched, danced and melded together.
Craig deepened the kiss before easing away to nibble along the column of her neck and in the V of her dress. Jewel’s body quivered in response, and her breathing stopped and started.
This was so unlike her. She was always deliberate and thoughtful about getting involved. But Craig Lawson had her thinking and feeling all out of her comfort zone. Her head spun, and her body simmered. All she knew for sure was that she wanted Craig to keep stoking the flames.
Craig groaned deep in his throat. He eased back and stood. He took her hands and pulled her to her feet. “Are you sure you want this?” he rasped before dropping a hot kiss at the base of her throat.
Jewel’s body shuddered. A million reasons why she shouldn’t zipped through her head, but the one reason why she should beat them all to the finish line: she wanted to be reminded what it felt like to make love to a virile sexy, hot man that she couldn’t stop thinking about. She wanted to feel his bare skin. She wanted his hands on her body, his body in hers. She wanted to reclaim her woman power.
“Yes,” she whispered.
He looked into her eyes one last time before he possessed her mouth. He gathered her and held her tightly against him.
Jewel gasped at the erotic feel of his erection pressing against her belly a moment before Craig dipped lower and melded them together, pelvis to pelvis, rocking his hips against her in prelude of what was to come. He palmed her derriere and worked her to meet his undulations.
“Baby,” he groaned against her mouth. “I want you...now.” He eased the straps of her sundress off her shoulders and slid it down her body until the soft fabric pooled at her feet. “Let me look at you.” He took a step back, and his dark eyes raked over her from the top of her head to the tips of her toes. He reached out with a single finger and outlined the curve of her breasts that flowed over the lilac lace that held them.
Jewel shivered. Her eyes momentarily fluttered as waves of heat flowed through her. Her inner thighs trembled when he stroked her there.
Craig lowered his head and stroked the valley of her breasts with his tongue. Jewel moaned and gripped his arms to keep on her feet. He reached behind her and unfastened the clasp, stripped her of her bra and tossed it aside. “Hmm,” he murmured and took a turgid nipple into his mouth. His mouth suckled, and his tongue laved and teased, sending shock waves through her limbs.
Jewel grabbed the back of his head and held him in place, tossing her head back in ecstasy.
Craig turned them around slowly and backed her up toward the overstuffed full-size bed, nibbling and licking her exposed flesh in the process.
Jewel tumbled back onto the bed and looked up at him. The fierce heat and unrelenting determination in his gaze terrified as much as it thrilled her. There was no turning back now.
Craig tugged his black V-neck sweater over his head and tossed it aside. His soft, faded jeans were next. Jewel swallowed and ran her tongue hungrily across her bottom lip when her gaze landed on the imprint of his erection bulging against his black-and-white-striped shorts. He crossed the short space that separated them and made his way to her lips, beginning with hot kisses on the inside of her ankles, up her legs and behind her knees. He nuzzled her sex, and she squirmed before he dipped his tongue into the indentation in her belly.
His hands, his mouth, his tongue seemed to be everywhere at once. Jewel’s thoughts scattered like windblown leaves. All that she was capable of understanding was the incredible sensations that scored her body and ignited the blood in her veins.
Craig eased her panties over her hips and down her legs. His fingers gently stroked and primed her there, and her arousal dampened his fingers. He inched his way up the curves and valleys of her body until he was pillowed between the rise of her breasts. He covered one with his palm, the other he taunted with his tongue until Jewel writhed and moaned beneath him.
She didn’t know when or how, but Craig had sheathed himself and positioned his weight above her. He tenderly brushed the riot of curls away from her face and caressed her cheek. He pushed her thighs apart with a sweep of his knee and rose up on his own. The heat of his eyes moved over her face. She’d never wanted anything as much as she wanted him in that moment.
Jewel looped her hands behind his head and bent her knees. Craig pushed forward, finding her wet, open and ready. She sucked in a lungful of air as the pressure of his entry began to fill her. Her heart pounded, and she bit down on her lip to keep from crying out. It didn’t work. The symphony of desire sang from the center of her being as he buried himself deep within her, hovering there to allow them both to savor that first moment.
Jewel whimpered. Her body shook as he began to move, slow and deep and steady. Bright lights flashed behind her closed lids. Waves of need raced through her. She found his rhythm and met him stroke for stroke, raising and lowering her hips in time with his thrusts.
Craig was lost on a ride of pure pleasure. Part of him wanted to pound away, take it all now, fast, and satisfy the raging need that fueled his every movement. The other part of him wanted this feeling to last forever. He could stay there forever, cocooned in her wet heat that suckled and milked him every time he moved. But as much as he wanted this to be eternity, he felt the steady building in the heaviness of his sac, the pulsing and thickening of his cock.
A deep groan rumbled in his chest. His jaw clenched.
Jewel saw the bright lights. Currents of electricity shot up the backs of her legs. Her vagina began to clench and unclench. Her breath hitched in her throat. Her fingers pressed into the muscles of his back. Her ankles locked around him. A scream burst from her lips as the first wave of her climax slammed through her and then another and another until she was delirious with pleasure, lost in delight.
Craig slid his arms beneath her hips and held her in place as he rode the final wave to his release and his body slumped against hers.
Their hearts banged and pounded against each other. Their breaths ran and danced and then mingled into one unified breath, one heartbeat.
Craig nestled his head in the sweet curve of her neck. Jewel caressed his back and the tips of his ears.
She had no words for what she was feeling. Incredible, sensational, fulfilled, joyous—nothing would explain it. She closed her eyes and held Craig close. She didn’t want to think beyond today, this moment. If nothing ever came of things between her and Craig, she would always have tonight.
“You okay?” he asked in a ragged breath in her ear.
“Fine. You?”
He rose up a bit and looked into her eyes. For a moment he simply stared at her. “Better than fine,” he said.
Jewel smiled. She ran a finger along his bottom lip.
He reached around him and pulled up the sheet to cover them before rolling off her and resting on his back. He scooped his arm under her head and eased her close. Jewel rested her head against his chest, and the crazy feeling that this was where she belonged suddenly felt more real than she dared to hope. Crazy, she thought before she closed her eyes and drifted into a light sleep of satisfaction. Crazy.
* * *
Craig listened to her steady breathing while he gently played with a strand of her hair between his fingers. He could easily get too caught up with this woman. He’d thought that if he had sex with her then whatever it was that was making him crazy would burn itself out. If anything it had only intensified his longing. And it was far from just sex. He’d made love to her the way he’d wanted to truly make love to a woman for longer than he cared to remember—not just with his body but with his soul. That reality left him with an unfamiliar feeling of vulnerability. This woman had opened a door inside him and stepped in. He angled his head and watched her sleep. He kissed the top of her head and closed his eyes. Be careful what you wish for was the last thought that floated through his head before he drifted off to sleep.
* * *
Jewel felt herself slowly rising from the depths of satiated sleep. A comforting warmth was wrapped around her. It took a moment for her to piece together the odd weight that she felt across her thighs and realize that it was Craig’s muscled leg, and that the added heat she felt radiated from him. Her heart leaped. They were so close, chest to breasts. He held her tightly against him, as if in his dreams he was afraid he might lose her if he let go.
That’s what she told herself, what she would like to believe, if only for the moment. She’d forgotten what it felt like to be ravished at night and wake up with the man who had delighted in her body in the morning. She’d forgotten how decadently good that sticky feeling between her legs could be, or that subtle ache on the inside of her thighs where they’d been widened and bent to accommodate the man who rode between them.
She didn’t want to make more out of what had happened between her and Craig than what it was—two adults who were attracted to each other had had sex. That was it. Her lashes brushed his chest. She inhaled his scent. Her clit twitched. That’s all it was. She couldn’t expect more. But for now she would make believe that this was forever. She closed her eyes, drew in a long breath of him and drifted back to sleep.
* * *
Craig dressed as quietly as he could so as not to wake Jewel. He wanted to stay and say to hell with the demands of his day and just lie with Jewel. If only it was that simple. He buttoned his jeans then pulled his sweater over his head. He stood over her for a moment and watched her sleep. It took all of his willpower not to crawl into bed with her and find his way back between the warmth of her thighs. Usually by this time he would have been long gone with a kiss and a promise to call. He shook his head and stepped into his loafers. This was temporary. They both knew and understood that, but a place deep in his soul kept whispering forever. He leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on her cheek. She sighed softly and curled tighter into sleep. Craig tiptoed out and shut the door quietly behind him.