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sister he’s gone my precious boy my beautiful man

—   what do you mean sister? gone where?

to Paradise, to sit alongside our God swt

—   sister I am sorry

i wish i could join him

—   don’t say that sister, you don’t mean it

never meant anything more but i won’t, not what He swt wants for me

—   who’s with you sister?

no one i’m in the widows’ house

—   stay safe sister

you always say that, why? why do you say that?

—   I don’t know

you need to stop. safe isn’t important, He swt doesn’t care about safe

Khalil wasn’t safe but now he sits in glory in Paradise

—   just worried there’s no one to look after you

i don’t need looking after i have Him swt that’s all i need

—   everyone needs someone

worried about you sister. i have someone, i have a whole family, the khilafa is a family and i have Allah the most glorified the most high

—   Okay good sister as long as someone is there for your grief. I am sorry.

don’t be sorry it’s His will swt

—   of course. Still I will think of you.