For a while Syrena stayed, alone, ducking along the rocky shore of Kattegat Bay. It was not easy, and it was not safe. When the story of the captured mermaid spread through the village, many townspeople came to the banks for a glimpse of the second one, the one who stayed in the water, screaming a terrible scream as her sister was carried away by the prince. Carried away. It sounded romantic, the way the people spoke of it, but they hadn’t been there. Syrena had been there, had watched her sister being dragged along the ground by the man, like a stag he had killed in the woods and was bringing home for supper.
Children and mothers often came to the banks of the Kattegat. The children patted the surface of the water with their tiny, chubby hands, and the mothers scanned the depths with fear and excitement. They didn’t really believe that mermaids stole babies, but who could be sure? Courting couples came to steal a glimpse of the creature, and if they were lucky a kiss as well. Old fishermen, bitter at the catches these creatures had stolen from their boats, hung around smoking tobacco and waiting to give the mermaid a piece of their minds. Old women came, for a peek at the beast, they said, but really to claim a moment’s peace along the rocky shore, breathing in the salty night air. The presence of mermaids, in the town and in the bay, had shaken up the villagers’ daily routines. Who could be expected to stick to their ironwork or roofing or washing or cooking when such legendary creatures were near? It gave the town a feeling of a festival, a carnival.
Another group came to the bay, too, clambering into boats and searching beyond the shallows for the prince’s mermaid’s sister. Young men, unmarried and unattached, harboring the ambitions of a prince despite their lowly status as shopkeepers, or blacksmiths, or fish curers. They had seen the drawings of the prince’s mermaid in the newspaper, with her cascading hair and pearly teeth popping over her pouty lips. And that tail! It was said that the prince kept her in a great glass tub so that her tail would shine and her hair become soft, and that soon he would marry her. The king and queen were upset, of course, that their son hadn’t selected a neighboring royal, for it was no benefit to their land to bring a mermaid into court; indeed, the superstitious among them whispered that such an act would anger the sea gods. To them, the occasional howls from the creature in the bay, as haunting as a nightmare, seemed a grim portent.
Staying close to the seafloor, Syrena could look up and see the hulls of the men’s boats sliding by overhead, hear the men calling for her in great, drunken cries. As awful as a single man could be, a pack of them was more awful still. Syrena hugged her narwhal horn, wondering what good it was if it couldn’t bring back her sister. How she wished she could storm the land! She would weave a lasso of shark teeth and bind the prince with the flick of her wrist. She would not be a merciful avenger, oh no! She would spit on the prince as the shark teeth bit into him. With her sister on one shoulder and her horn held in the other she would slay whoever stood between her and the sea. Griet on her back, she would haul them both into deeper waters and they would sound their siren calls below the waves and rejoin their family. Surely, the warring must be over by now.
“Here, fishy, fishy, fishy!” the boys called out from their boats. Like a stargazer fish, Syrena dug a trench with her tail and burrowed into the sand, her face peeking out to observe the motion of the vessels.
“Marry me, mermaid!” the boys shouted. “No, me!” they shouted. “No, me!” “Me!” “Me!”
Syrena knew that it was only a matter of time before one of these ruffians tumbled from his boat. Their slurs grew thicker, and their bumbling movements echoed down to Syrena’s hiding place. And when it happened, Syrena did not feel the cruel glee she imagined she would feel. She felt annoyed. Deeply, thoroughly annoyed.
So much for being an avenging sea beastess, she scolded herself as she flung off the mud and swam up to where the boy kicked desperately, his soaked boots and knickers weighing him down. The cacophony of his helpless mates was an additional annoyance. Humans were such fools. They had barely a moment on earth, and they wasted it drinking poison and behaving terribly to everything. How easy it would be to pull this one down by his foot, to drag him into the depths with her. You’d like to marry a mermaid, would you? She would bare her fangs. Well, I’ve been looking for a husband to live down here with me. But Syrena couldn’t do it. It was not her way.
Syrena did seize the boy’s leg, and a newly hysterical sound burst from him mouth. She brought him beneath the waves, dodging the desperate swats and grabs of his hands, his frightened kicking. “Don’t panic!” Syrena yelled at him. Despite the roar of his struggle, he heard her. “Panicking is the fastest way to drown. Surely, a sailor like you must know that!”
The boy became still in the water, staring at the mermaid with widened eyes. He could not see her as well as she could see him, but he knew what she was. And now he knew that the story was true, that the Mermaid Princess did have a sister in the waters, and he quickly understood that she was not at all interested in a human husband.
“You tell that prince of yours that if he does not return my sister the whole of the mermaid queendom will go to war upon your village. We will wipe you out as if you never existed. We will take your pine, your deer; we will tell the fish to abandon your bay. You will starve, and your homes will be nothing more than charred, smoking stumps. Do you hear me?”
With one fist Syrena gripped the young sailor by his collar; with her other she clutched her narwhal horn, poking it into the boy’s soft throat. Unable to speak, conserving his breath, the boy could only nod—but nod he did, jerking his head in urgent, trembling motions, his eyes huge to show her he saw her, he understood her. He brought his hands together in a gesture of prayer and she released him, flinging him to the surface, where he broke the water with a hoarse gasp of terror and relief. Syrena darted away, swimming all the way to the outskirts of the bay, far from the men and their ships. She would pass a day here, allowing the word of her threat to spread. Then she would return to the banks to rescue her sister.
Far out in the bay, the mermaid lay upon her back, floating on the sweet little waves on the bay’s surface, gazing up at the sky full of stars. Weren’t these things supposed to grant wishes? Syrena wished upon each one—Griet, Griet, Griet. The hope in her chest grew heavier with every plea, and she let herself sink beneath the waters. Perhaps the stars only granted the wishes of humans.
“I REMEMBER ALL this as if it was yesterday,” the Dola said. Sophie’s octopus had scurried down from her head and was now splayed across the dolphin’s bulbous brow like another festive decoration.
“Did you go to Syrena then?” Sophie asked the creature. “Had she acted against her destiny?”
“Not at all,” the Dola said smoothly. It was true that since Sophie had obeyed her destiny, the Dola’s voice did not weigh so heavily upon her soul. “It was meant to be, all that happened to Griet and to Syrena.”
“Well, it sounds terrible,” Sophie said quickly, glancing at Syrena. She would never get used to how insensitive the Dola was. Syrena had lost her sister, and the Dola shrugged it off like it was just another day on earth.
“Is okay.” Syrena reached out and patted Sophie. “I accustomed to Dola. And everything so long ago.”
“But it’s in you still,” Sophie said. “I felt it.”
“In me like my bones, girl,” the mermaid smiled.
“It’s just not okay,” Sophie insisted. “None of what happened is okay.”
“You right, is not okay,” the mermaid agreed. “But still meant to happen.”
“Was it the work of Kishka?” Sophie asked, and Syrena nodded slowly.
“In part, yes. The prince had evil in his heart. He had been hurt, too, very young. And so his hurt turned to that darkness that Kishka feeds upon. She grow very strong from men like prince. And men like him grow strong from Kishka.”
“Like mutually beneficial parasites,” the Dola suggested.
“Well, I don’t see any benefit!” Sophie snapped, and gently bonked the dolphin on the head. She lifted her octopus and nestled him back in her tangle. She’d become accustomed to the small weight of him on her head and felt strange without him. She turned back to Syrena, flying through the water beside her.
“Well, you know, all the things I say to sailor, they mostly lies. There no mermaid queendom. We all split apart. No one to help anyone anymore. But I mean what I say, also. Feel like could burn down his village. Me, a baby mermaid, can’t go onto land, even! Me, to destroy village! But I feel I could.” The mermaid touched her heart.
“I want to burn down their village, too!” Sophie said hotly. “So they didn’t bring Griet back to you?”
“They did,” Syrena said sadly. “They did.”
THE SPUTTERING SAILOR had gotten his audience with the prince, though it pained the man to allow the bug-eyed, hysterical man trembling into his chambers. The sight of him gave the prince shudders and he brought his hand—clad in the softest leather from the softest baby lamb ever to have been born in the village—across the sailor’s face in a bracing slap.
“Get it together, man!” the prince barked. “Unless you want to spend the rest of your days chained in a basement with the rest of the village’s madfolk. Compose yourself.”
With a huff and a puff that brought tears from his eyes, the boy tried to settle his breathing and conjure up a bit of dignity. An audience with the prince, inside his very chambers! If he lived past this, if he was not carried off in chains or slayed by a pack of brutal sea witches he would have a marvelous story to tell!
Shaking, he bowed deeply at the waist. “Your highness,” he spoke, directing his voice down at the polished wood floor.
“Speak up—what is it?” The prince was becoming impatient.
“Your highness,” the sailor stood upright and looked the man in the eye. “I came upon your… the… your Mermaid Princess, your Highness. She has a sister. Quite terrible and strong. I came upon her in the bay.”
“Did you?” the prince sounded unimpressed. Perhaps he did not believe the boy.
“Truly I did!” the sailor swore. “You must believe me, sir! She pulled me under—I thought that she would spear me! She carried a big… a sharp—”
“A type of horn, was it?” The prince recalled, squinting upward, where the wainscoting trimmed his quarters, where swags of silk hung decoratively. “Like one stolen from the brow of a unicorn?” He smirked and raised an eyebrow.
“No—well, yes, your highness, it was—”
The prince came forward and clapped the boy on the back, nearly knocking him over. “You are truly in a state, lad!”
He pushed the boy a touch harder, until he fell backward onto a tufted chair. “I am toying with you, and it is most unkind of me. Allow me to apologize.” He walked to a cabinet, and from a great hollow crystal poured a stream of clear liquid into a glass. He passed it to the boy. “That will steel you. Drink up.”
The sailor did as the prince commanded, choking as the liquid, which looked like nothing more than a gulp of water, burned its way down his throat. He was familiar with ale and the other brews the peasants fermented in their wooden barrels, but what the prince drank was far more powerful. Already dizzy, the boy imagined it was the juice of the crystal itself. He tried to gather his wits. “Your highness, she warned of a great war if you do not return her sister to the sea. She predicted destruction, such fearful destruction! Our whole village, gone! The fish called away! Famine and fire! A race of sea witches descending upon our town!”
“You were right to come to me,” the prince said. “I must always know of any threat to our land, no matter how weak it may be.”
“But your highness, she is not weak, I promise you!”
“Not weak to a drunken boy who had tumbled from his boat,” the prince allowed. “Am I right? You were clumsy and foolish that night, were you not?”
The sailor hung his head. “I was,” he admitted, ashamed.
“I too have seen this beast,” the prince said casually. “An ugly thing. But they’re all ugly, these sea witches.” He knocked back his own glass of crystal liquid and poured the boy another.
“Trust me, boy. They have their magics. Beneath the water, they shimmer. But you bring them upon the land and—they’re useless.”
“Useless, your highness?”
“They lose their luster entirely. Their hair, for example. It becomes brittle as straw. I gave her to my maidens, told them to oil her hair, and—nothing. She is brought back to me with her hair dry as kindling, and green, all coated in oil.” The prince shuddered at the recollection. “A very painful sight.”
“Y-yes,” the boy nodded, sipping the terrible drink. “It must have been.”
“And the tail!” the prince exclaimed. “Marvelous in the waters, to be sure. But take a fish out of the water, and what do you have?” He tilted his empty glass toward the boy and stared at him hard. His eyes, the boy realized, seemed to be the same color as the drink. The color of no color at all.
“A fish?” the boy offered hesitantly.
The prince snorted a great snort of laughter. “Take a fish out of the water and yes, boy, what you have is a big, stinking fish. And who wants a big, stinking fish stinking up his home, eh? Not even a fisherman wants to live with his catch! And certainly not a prince!”
The prince sat down in the chair opposite the boy and rubbed his flaxen head in his hands. He leaned back in his seat, his pale face made red from the stress of his story. His hands clutched the decorative fish carved onto the throne’s wooden arms.
“I gave her to my personal fisherman,” he recalled. “You must—everyone must understand that I did my best. I sent my doctor to her as well. Is she a fish, is she a girl—well, the mystery of it all becomes quite tedious when she’s rotting away in your bathtub, I tell you!”
“Certainly, your highness,” mumbled the boy, feeling chill.
“I said, get rid of the fish of her, and return her to me as a woman! I can’t have that smell in my palace, and I can’t have a bride that can’t dance! They can’t dance, boy! I hadn’t thought of that when I grabbed her from the shore. That a woman would need legs to dance, proper girl legs. What sort of bride is a bride that can’t dance with her husband on her wedding day? And what kind of queen cannot walk among her people? I ask you, boy. What sort of queen smells like rotting fish and can’t dance?”
“Surely no sort of queen for you, your highness,” the boy said numbly, his mind reeling at the story. He remembered the iron grip of the mermaid’s sister. If he brought his hand to his throat he could feel the rough spot where her sword had scratched his skin.
“Ah, it’s all no good,” the prince sighed, rising from his seat. “She came back from the fisherman even worse than before. My doctor swears he did his best, but he’d never worked on a mermaid; it was a terrible mess, just awful. No one’s fault, of course—”
“Of course,” the boy said quietly.
“She still can’t walk, and now she can’t seem to swim either. She’s ruined. So fine, go, take her back to her sister in the bay. Maybe she can do something with her.”
“She—she’s here?” The boy stumbled to his feet and felt the blood rush from his face down to his feet. He swayed with the drink and the prince’s words. He watched, rooted to the spot, as the prince pulled back the long curtain that obscured his private bath. There, alone in the large stone tub, lay the Mermaid Princess. It was true that her hair was green; it tumbled down onto the floor, where it bunched on the tiles like a heap of moss. Her skin was nearly green as well, a pale, pale green, and in the dim light it looked even more sickly, mottled with splotches of pink and yellow. Her eyes were closed and her quick breaths sounded like wind through dry grass. Her full lips were cracked and white.
In his horror at the sight of the mermaid, the sailor forgot the power of the man he addressed. “Your highness, but—she’s your princess, your highness. You were to marry her, were you not? Maybe if you were good to her, her sister will not bring a war—”
“Oh, fear not.” The prince swatted his hand, glittering with rings, at the boy, sweeping away his concern. “There will be no war from that wench. She’s alone out there. They have no nation, mermaids. They are odd fish, solitary swimmers.” The prince regarded the boy. “I thought you came to collect this thing, bring it back to the bay? Was I wrong?”
“No, your highness, I was delivering the mermaid’s message. I would have taken the princess back to the bay, but—”
“But now that you see what’s become of her you’re afraid the sea witch will have your head? Is that it?”
The boy swallowed. There were so many things to be afraid of—the powerful prince, the vicious mermaid, the wan princess, grisly in the bath. “Yes, your highness.”
“She gave you a good scare, I know. But she can’t harm you. Stupid things can’t manage outside of the sea. Go on,” he motioned the boy toward the bath. “I can’t keep her in here another moment. Can’t you smell her?”
The boy nodded his head. He could indeed smell the Mermaid Princess. The smell of gutted fish, and something saltier. The smell of tears.
“Take her!” The prince had lost his patience with the lot of it. “Bring her back to the bay, leave her there for the sister. I don’t want to see her again. And you, if I see you again, if I hear of you again, babbling about a war, I’ll have you chained up with the other idiots. You understand?”
“Yes, your highness.”
THE BOY’S WALK to the bay took him from the castle down the village’s main road, lined with shops and cottages, houses that opened into public kitchens, ateliers where artisans brought boughs from the woods and fashioned them into things useful and handsome. Alehouses, a school, a church. His walk took him through the heart of the village, and as he walked, the truth slid quick as fire through every building, and the villagers knew that the rumor had been true.
The prince had taken the beautiful creature and turned her into a monster. What he had tried wasn’t right for any human, not even a nobleman. The rumor had spread, whispered from house to house, that the fisherman who had made the first cut did so through a veil of tears. That the doctor had been threatened with death if he refused. And so as the fisherman had cut, the doctor had stitched. They worked together, both men weeping, their ears stuffed with cotton and wax so as not to be driven mad by the cries of the mermaid.
The villagers stood in their doorways as the boy walked past in a funeral parade of one. They clutched the things that were holy to them—woven branches or the shed antler of a stag, a precious stone or lock of hair. They prayed to their goddess that she be forgiving, show mercy to the villagers who lived under the rule of a man who would do such a thing. They asked that she bless the dirt the Mermaid Princess bled upon. They begged that she forgive the doctor and the fisherman. They prayed even that she forgive the prince, though none of them were certain they could do the same. To be as forgiving as a goddess: what powerful and mysterious being could have created them all, the simple villagers and the innocent sea girl and the monstrous prince? They could never understand her ways, but still they lit candles and let them burn into the morning. They scattered salt in the streets and in the corners of their homes, hoping to bring purity. But many of them felt that they would never again know such a thing as purity after watching the boy pass them by, his face covered in salt and tears, the dead mermaid in his arms, her terrible legs made of stitching and scales dangling, swaying against his own, her tangled green hair dragging in the dirt.
When the boy reached the shore, he got to work. The long walk through the village had fortified and sobered him. He no longer felt the icy-hot liquor of the prince, nor the chill of the man’s colorless eyes upon him. He felt the strength and soul of his village in his heart, the presence of all who had come out to bear witness to the great tragedy. He could feel them with him as he marched. He could feel the warmth of their candles; he could feel the pain in their eyes; he could feel their strength in his chest, where his heart thumped. He knew it was as a village that they would return the mermaid to her sister, though he alone would face her.
With his bare hands the boy peeled sheets of bark from the trees that lined the shore. He laid them out, one on top of another, pounding flat their curl with stones. He scoured the shore for the sharpest rock he could find and cut holes around the edges of the bark. He gathered fistfuls of seaweed and laced them through the holes, tying them tightly. Then he laid the mermaid princess on the raft, covering her body with a swath of her long hair, already softened by being closer to the sea. Tenderly he curled her horrible patchwork legs beneath her. Scales scraped off into his hand, and he sprinkled the dust into the sea. What was once a tail, fat and healthy, had been sawed in half; the devastation of the tools upon the mermaid’s flesh was visible, the scaled skin red and swollen with infection.
Looking away, the boy tore young boughs from the tree and covered the mermaid with great and leafy branches; he piled them upon her body until she was obscured, the terrible legs hidden. Her head lay upon her great bundle of hair as if on a pillow.
And then the boy lifted the raft, bringing the mermaid to the edge of the farthest rock, the one that jutted deep into the bay; he placed her upon the water, and with a gentle push he returned her to her home.
His fists, when he brought them to his face, smelled of her. It was not the rank smell the prince had complained of. It was the scent of the sea itself. Salty and sweet. The smell of birth and the smell of death. He caught his tears in his fists and wiped them on his pants. He watched the mermaid move deeper into the bay until he could no longer see her. The sun had set, and the water was darkness.