CÉLIE LAURENT STOOD IN the crowded darkness of the public gallery of the Convention. The deputies had been debating the sentence on the King since 14 January—three days now. Tonight they were returning their verdict, each emerging from the shadows to climb the rostrum for his moment in history.
She watched the man who stood up there now, the candlelight shining on his face as he stared out at the packed room, exhausted after hours of argument. He said only the one word, ‘Death,’ then scuttled down the steps, feet clattering on the wood, and disappeared.
His place was taken by another. It may have been midwinter outside, but in here the press of bodies and the excitement made the air close and heavy. This next man’s skin was pallid and sheened with sweat. He hesitated a few moments, disregarding the faint rustle of impatience from the men sitting squashed in the front rows.
‘Death!’ he said huskily, then stepped down. His feet slipped and he snatched at the rail to steady himself, before reaching the bottom and being swallowed by the shadows again.
Célie cared intensely what happened. She was not a royalist. All her life she had heard of the idleness and profligacy of the court at Versailles. Her father had spoken of it with anger and disgust, her mother with the passion she had devoted to causes all her life. Célie remembered her mother’s pale-skinned, beautiful face always alight with zeal, gazing at her father, seeing only him, listening to his every word. She remembered her own loneliness, and how she had been shut out, even from the disillusion that had followed.
But that was in the past. They were both dead now. She was twenty-nine and it was all too late to repair.
There was much in the revolution that Célie believed in. She had not been born to poverty, but since her father’s collapse she had certainly become acquainted with it. She had worked to survive, like any of the labourers and artisans who had suffered generations of oppression, out of which finally had been brought forth this night.
The next deputy who stood in the pool of light had the bloodless face of an albinoid: his eyes were pink-tinged, his lashes and brows invisible: Joseph Fouché, the deputy from Nantes in Brittany. Yesterday he had promised to fight for the King’s life. Now he said the single, dry word—‘Death’.
Célie shivered. They had been voting for hours. Hardly anyone had spoken for life, or even incarceration of all the royal family until the last of them should die of old age.
Maybe she did not really need to stay any longer. The outcome was already certain. One violence had followed another since the storming of the Bastille three and a half years ago in 1789. Now they almost expected it. The streets were full of frightened people, most of them cold and hungry. The fury of centuries had exploded, destroying everything in its path. Wasn’t that what Marat had said—‘I am the rage of the people?’
The thought of him was cold inside her. Célie had only seen him once but, like everyone else, she knew his power. He ruled the Commune, and more importantly, the copper-faced, hollow-eyed mobs from the tanneries and slaughterhouses of the Faubourg St-Antoine, and out into the suburbs beyond and on every side.
There was a buzz of excitement around her, a shifting of position, a craning forward as the giant figure of Georges-Jacques Danton climbed the rostrum to cast his vote. He had returned from the war in Belgium only yesterday. There were rumours that he would plead mercy for the King. Could that be true?
Célie watched as he moved into the light. His head and shoulders were bull-like, his face scarred by pox. His vitality filled the room. She could feel it like the charge of electricity before a storm. The surreptitious coughing and shuffling stopped. Everyone’s eyes were on Danton.
The candles flickered, yellow light making a gargoyle of his head.
‘Death,’ he said simply.
A sigh of relief rippled through the room. Someone let out a little cry. Several people shifted as if a tension had been broken at last. They had passed some invisible point of no return. If Danton said ‘Death,’ it must be right.
He stepped down into the shadows and was lost in the press of bodies. Another took his place in the light and said the same word, but with a greater confidence. Now there could be only one judgement.
But each of the seven hundred and twenty-one deputies must have his say. The charade would drag on until the small hours of the morning. People were fidgeting, restless for the end. This was merely ritual now. The candles on the rostrum were burning low. The drag and shuffling of feet up the steps and down again seemed endless.
Then suddenly there was a different sound, the sharp click of high heels. Célie’s attention snapped back. The man who stood in the candlelight was immaculately dressed in shades of green: a nankeen jacket with perfectly cut lapels, a high waistcoat and neatly tied cravat. His hair was curled and powdered in the old style of the ancien régime. His small face was neat-nosed, feline, his skin an unhealthy white. He peered myopically into the gloom of the chamber.
‘Everyone here knows how I dislike making long speeches,’ he began. He was renowned for making interminable speeches, his sibilant, pedantic tones so low that listeners had to lean forward to catch what he said. Every so often he would hesitate, so people thought he was finished. Then he would start again.
But no one laughed. No one ever laughed at Maximilien Marie Isidore de Robespierre. He would have considered it blasphemy.
As always he spoke at length about purity, the evils of the aristocracy, the necessity of justice and a new way, of a rebirth of virtue, but mostly he spoke about himself. In the end it all amounted to the same thing: another vote to send the King to the guillotine.
There was no need for Célie to remain. Nothing could turn the tide now. She had learned all she had come for. She turned and began to push her way through the crowd behind her. The people were nervous and excited, thronging together in the passages and half blocking the doors out into the street, but they took little notice of her. With her strong features and slim body, her straight, flaxen hair half hidden under her cap, in the half-dark she could have been taken for a boy.
‘Excuse me,’ she muttered, elbowing her way. ‘Pardon, Citizen!’
Outside at last the cold air hit her from the January night, and she pulled her jacket tighter across her chest, holding the collar high up to her chin. She went down the steps, bending her head against the wind.
A thin man with straggling hair was standing just within the pool of the lights. His shoulders were hunched, his hands knotted against the chill.
‘Leaving, Citizeness?’ he asked, looking at her curiously. ‘Are they finished already?’
‘No,’ she answered, avoiding his eyes. ‘But no one will change it now, so it makes no difference.’
‘Thank—’ he began, then stopped.
She knew he had been about to say ‘Thank God,’ then remembered just in time that there was no God, no power to resurrect the dead, no one to comfort the tearing grief for a lost baby, to promise a heaven somewhere. Religion was anti-revolutionary, and therefore a crime. Nobody could even estimate how many priests had been murdered in the massacres last September when the Marseillais had gone mad, slaughtering the men, women and children in the prisons.
Of course religion had been contradictory, absurd, and the Church greedy and corrupt. Célie knew that, but she still ached for its loss, cried alone in the night from the emptiness without it.
‘Thank you, Citizeness,’ the man finished self-consciously.
She forced a smile at him, sickly and false, then hurried along the pavement. The lights from shops and cafés glistened across the wet stones. It was easy to see where she was going. It would be a lot harder when she was at the other side of the river, into the Cordeliers District.
She walked quickly. The night air was fiercely cold, and movement at least kept her blood pumping. She stepped over a puddle and her foot slipped on the wet cobbles. She was off the Rue St-Honoré now and into a narrower, darker street. She could smell the dampness and the sting of ice in the air. At least there would be torches along the quayside, reflecting off the black surface of the water, and it would be easier to see.
Of course she cared about the vote. She was a Frenchwoman; this was her city and her country. But she had come specifically because Bernave had sent her. He wanted to know the moment the verdict was irrevocable. Tomorrow morning was not soon enough. She did not know why it mattered so much to him. He had sent her on a lot of strange, urgent errands lately, trusting her far more than most men trusted any servant, let alone one they had known only a few months.
She was closer to the river now. Ahead of her the street opened out and she could see the light of a rush torch swaying in the darkness, trailing jagged streamers of fire. A man shouted to somebody out of sight.
‘Heard the news, Citizen?’
The answer came from the gulf beyond him. ‘Yes! Convention has voted to execute the King! Equality at last!’
‘Liberty!’ the other replied, and laughed, his voice sharp in the frosty air, slithering away in a wild note.
Célie crossed the street on to the bridge. Beneath her the water was oily black, torchlight glittering in long ribbons of gold.
She reached the Quai de Conti on the far side and hurried into the shadow of the streets towards the Boulevard St-Germain. She had to slow her pace now, feel her way with more care. She was nearly home, but there were no torches here and hardly any chinks of light from windows.
She turned in under the archway, crossing the familiar courtyard, passing the pump. The kitchen door had been left unlocked for her and she opened it easily, closing it again when she was inside and hearing the slight click as the latch fell home. She felt for the candle on the table, fumbling for a moment, then lit it. The soft pool of light showed the wooden surfaces, worn with use, the polished pans hanging on their hooks, and the dark outline of the stove. There was a lingering warmth and a faint smell of dried herbs in the air.
Célie took off her wet jacket and cap, and hung them on the drying rail, then picked up the candle and tiptoed across the floor to the next room and the door to Bernave’s study. She knocked softly, barely touching the wood with her knuckles.
There was a moment’s silence, then the sound of someone on the other side, and the latch lifted. The door swung open.
‘Come in,’ Bernave ordered.
She obeyed, closing the door behind her. The room was warm from the stove, and four candles were burning. A book was open on his desk. He searched her face, and must have seen the answer in her eyes, because he nodded almost imperceptibly, his lips tightening. Perhaps he had known to expect it. He should have, the signs had been plain enough.
‘They voted for death,’ she said aloud. ‘I didn’t stay to the end because there was no point. After Danton there wouldn’t be any change.’
Bernave stood motionless. He was not a large man, but his energy seemed to fill the room, his intelligence to command everything.
‘So did the Girondins,’ she added, just in case a shred of doubt still lingered in him.
They had all hoped for so much from the Girondins when they had first come to power in the Convention. They had seemed to embody the noblest republican ideals. They had talked prodigiously. She remembered their voices in her parents’ home before she had married Charles, before Jean-Pierre was born. Charles had died, but it was Jean-Pierre’s death that had drowned her world in pain.
The Girondins’ endless posturing, chatter, her father’s agony of disillusion and her mother’s refusal to believe it, all belonged to another part of life. When it came to the passing of laws and taking control of a chaotic situation, the Girondins had proved indecisive, quarrelsome, self-regarding, and finally ineffectual.
‘I long since ceased to expect anything from them.’ Bernave’s voice cut across her memories, a bitter weariness in it, and as he returned to his seat she saw a droop in his shoulders she had not noticed before. ‘Not that they will last much longer,’ he added. ‘If they don’t develop a little courage and a lot more brains, their days are numbered.’
She did not ask what would happen to them; she already knew. Some of those, the bravest, would cling to the dream to the end, regardless of the truth ... like her mother. Others, like her father, would retreat into despair and eventually oblivion.
‘When will the execution be?’ Bernave asked, interrupting her thoughts.
‘The twenty-first,’ she replied. ‘Four days’ time.’
He took a long, deep breath and let it out slowly. ‘I want you to take a message to Georges Coigny. Go and tell him that the verdict is in and will not change. He is to assure the first and second safe houses. St Felix will do the third. Do you understand?’
‘Yes,’ she said firmly. ‘I am to tell Georges Coigny that he is to assure the first and second safe houses, and St Felix will do the third. I’ll go tomorrow.’ She thought of the dark streets, overflowing gutters and the bitter wind that hurt the skin.
‘Now, Célie,’ Bernave said quietly. ‘Tonight.’
‘It’s after midnight!’ she protested. ‘It’s perishing out there!’ St Felix might be prepared to creep around the streets at all hours. She was not!
‘Now,’ Bernave repeated, and there was steel in his voice. ‘There is no time to sleep. Go and tell Coigny what happened in the Convention, and what I said.’ He looked at her steadily. He had a powerful face with lean, hard bones—a face of hunger and tragedy. But one expected dark eyes and his were blue-grey, very clear, as if his mind were visible through them, both the light and the darkness of it.
These were the days of equality. She wanted to understand why he sent St Felix, who was apparently his friend, out on all sorts of errands in the cold and the dark. Often he came home exhausted, sometimes even injured, and it seemed he went willingly enough. Certainly he never argued. But why did Bernave not sometimes go on these dangerous missions himself?
Bernard was staring at her. He smiled with a twist to his lips.
‘Are you cold and tired, Célie?’
‘Of course I am!’ she said vehemently. Her legs ached and her feet were soaking wet and numb.
He leaned back a little in his chair, his eyes meeting hers unwaveringly. ‘Is Amandine in bed?’
It was the last thing she had expected him to ask. It was utterly irrelevant.
‘Pardon?’
His eyes widened. ‘Is Amandine in bed?’ he repeated. ‘Is that not plain enough? I am hungry. Like most of France, I can work on an empty stomach but I cannot think on one! Perhaps also, like most of France!’ A flash of humour lit his face as he watched her, but it was full of the knowledge of pain.
‘I’ll fetch you some bread and cheese,’ she offered. ‘And an onion, if you like?’
‘The only woman in Paris who cannot cook!’ he said with a sigh, but there was no unkindness in his voice. ‘You have done well, Célie. You have intelligence and courage. And at the moment—since there is hardly any decent food to be had, but a great deal of work to do, and most of it dangerous—those virtues may be of more use to us. What a comment on our times!’ He looked at her steadily for a moment, to be sure she understood that he meant what he said, then turned back to his book. It was dismissal.
She went out through the hallway to the kitchen again, taking the candle with her, his praise still sweet in her ears. A corner of the room had been set aside for the flat iron and a basket of sewing needles, scissors, threads, and pins so she could care for the household linens and occasionally make a garment or two. But the cooking area was Amandine’s.
She set the candle down and found the bread—a scarce commodity in Paris these days—and cut a large portion from one of the two cheeses, and half an onion. She set them on one of the red, white and blue revolutionary plates with its pictures of republican symbols. She thought they were vulgar, but everyone had them these days. It was politically advisable, whatever your actual beliefs. She put it on a tray with a knife, a glass, and half a bottle of wine, then, with the candle on it as well, she carried it back to the study and tapped on the door with her foot.
Bernave opened it and she carried the tray in and set it on the desk.
His eyes flickered over it and he smiled very slightly. ‘Thank you. You should have brought two glasses.’
She was not sure if it were an invitation to stay, or an order to wait for further instructions.
‘Well, don’t stand there!’ He looked at her with a bleak smile. ‘Go and fetch another one! I have something more to tell you.’
She obeyed silently, and returned to find him with a quill in his hand, but the papers in front of him still blank.
‘Pour it,’ he ordered without looking up.
She did so, and sipped the wine with pleasure, feeling its clean taste on her tongue and its warmth slide down her throat. She remained standing. It would be an impertinence to forget he was the master and this was his house, and his room.
He looked up at her at last. ‘I have decided to tell you why you are going out tonight.’
She swallowed.
‘Sit down.’ He pointed to the chair opposite him.
She obeyed. Suddenly she was frightened. Her throat was tight, her heart jumping. What was he going to say? Was Georges going to have to flee again, leave Paris, maybe even leave France? Who were the safe houses for? Was Bernave himself going? That thought should not have hurt her; she had known him only a short time. But he had shown a kindness to her, a clean, hard honesty she admired.
‘Do you know what is going to happen when we kill the King, Célie?’ he asked, studying her face.
She wanted to give an intelligent answer, one he would respect. But why was he asking? Testing her loyalty? To what, or whom?
‘We shall be a republic,’ she replied, a tiny thread of pride in her voice, barely detectable. ‘No more aristos, no Church, no more privilege of birth.’ It surprised her that she should feel it. She had thought all such emotions dead in her. And yet somehow she despised it, hated it for what it had taken from her, she felt a touch of her mother’s passion for a new order, for reform, justice at last.
‘And is privilege of birth so much worse than privilege of strength, or money, or cunning?’ Bernave asked curiously. ‘How about privilege of conquest?’
She was confused. ‘I don’t know what you mean!’
‘No, I can see you don’t,’ he agreed wryly. ‘We are at war with Belgium and Prussia in the north, with the Austrian Empire in the east, and our soldiers have little food and even less ammunition.’ His voice was tight in his throat and she knew it was anger. ‘We are unhappy and frightened even here in Paris. How long do you queue for bread these days, Célie?’ He waved his hand in dismissal. ‘No, don’t bother to answer. I already know. And when we have killed the King it will get worse, because we will descend into civil war. We will have no government in control at the heart, so there will be risings in the provinces.’
She wanted to argue, but she knew too little. And she thought Bernave must be right because she had heard people say things like that when standing outside the bakery and there was no bread left, or at the other shops when there was no soap, or no candles.
‘But surely once ...’ She tailed off, seeing his face and silenced by the emotion in it, even though she did not understand it.
He leaned forward a little, his voice more urgent. ‘Célie, all those countries around us are ruled by kings: not only Austria and Prussia but England as well, and Spain! All the royal houses of Europe are allied, by blood and by common interest. If we cut the throat of our King like a criminal’s, and set in his place the rabble of Marat’s Commune who run around like blood-crazed animals, if we can’t feed our own people or impose any law except that of the tumbrel and the knife, then they’ll see us as a nation of madmen, a blight to be cut out at any cost, before the contagion spreads and all Europe is stricken with it!’
His words sank on her like a lead weight, immovable because she could see they were true.
‘We are walking a razor’s edge, Célie,’ he continued, his voice dropping, ‘with corruption on one side, and anarchy on the other. England will use the death of the King as an excuse. It will give them easy cause.’ His eyes were clear and sad in the candlelight. It flickered faintly in the draught, and wavered on the shelves of leather-bound books.
‘You really have very little idea what we have done to ourselves tonight, have you?’ he said bitterly, searching her face. ‘You just see a people risen up against centuries of oppression and injustice, against an effete aristocracy playing games in palaces and gardens, preoccupied with fripperies of dress while the poor starve. You think the rage of people like Marat and his followers is justified, and that when it is answered with equality, this will all be over.’
‘It is justified,’ she whispered. She had never doubted it. Her heritage was her mother’s passion for the poor, the voiceless labourers who made the land rich, and reaped little from it.
He smiled, as if her answer gave him a moment of humour. ‘Of course it is justified,’ he agreed. ‘That is hardly the point.’
‘What is the point then?’ she demanded, angry because he had threatened a certainty inside her, and that frightened her.
‘The point, my dear,’ he said steadily, ‘is that no equality will satisfy them now, except the final equality of the grave. Danton was the last sane man who had wants and needs like any of the rest of us: land, money, women, possessions, admiration!’ He picked up his wine glass and turned it slowly in his fingers, watching the light shine through it like rubies. His voice was low, echoing a faraway pain. ‘They are things you can get, and even hold on to, if you’re lucky. They are understandable. Stop any man in the street and ask him. If he were honest, he’d admit to liking them, even needing them.’ He tipped his glass and drank the rest of the wine. One of the candles guttered and went out.
‘Danton’s political ideals are simple: a roof over every man’s head and a chicken in every pot,’ he went on. ‘Equality before the law. Do away with the privilege of the Church, but probably not destroy the Church itself. His wife is religious, like most of the ordinary women of France.’ His eyes widened for a moment. ‘Did you know that? Above all I think he wants stability.’ His hand curled on the desk top. ‘Space for people to get back to a decent life. These are real things.’
‘Maybe he will take power in the Convention?’ she said, trying to make herself believe it.
‘He loves too many things too much,’ Bernave replied, his eyes distant, as if he spoke from his own heart. ‘He wants to drink deep of the wine of life, to enjoy all the beautiful artefacts he’s looted from Belgium, the fine linens by the wagonload that are pouring into Paris, the gold and silver chalices and reliquaries, and other such necessities of civilised living.’ There was laughter in his eyes but his voice was heavy with sarcasm. ‘At least he’s a patriot. That is our one hope of him, even if he’s also a fool!’
‘Isn’t Marat a patriot?’ The words were out before she thought better of them.
Bernave gave a snort of derision. ‘Marat is half Swiss and half Sardinian. Why should he love France? Who do you think “redirected” the boots, the coats and the munitions meant for the army on the Austrian front, and had them brought to the Commune here in Paris?’
‘Redirected?’
He shrugged sharply. ‘Stole, if you prefer.’ For a moment his anger was naked, raw-edged with pain. ‘And that idiot Pache hasn’t the power or the wit to prevent it. Our soldiers on the battlefields fighting to save us from invasion are freezing cold and defending themselves with few guns and less shot because their supplies have been taken by Marat’s “people’s army”—so we can fight each other here in Paris!’
She said nothing. The cold and the darkness of the night outside seemed to press in on the room and the candlelight to be too frail to stand against it. Only Bernave’s will was strong enough to make her believe in the possibility of any kind of hope.
But what did he want? Not the King back at Versailles with a crown on his head! France had already tried every kind of monarchy, and each time the King had failed them, gone back on his word, bent with every wind of fortune, lied and lied again.
‘Marat wants glory,’ Bernave went on, as much to himself as to her. ‘Revenge for all the years the Académie Française slighted him and refused him membership; and more glory—endless, boundless glory.’ He edged the word with a unique bitterness. ‘He wants his name to be immortal, as the man who released all Europe from the chains of slavery.’ He twisted the stem of his glass in his fingers. ‘And, of course, revenge in general,’ he added. ‘Plenty of blood. Rivers of it.’
She stared at him. She had not realised until this moment how profoundly her own beliefs were affected by his. There was a core of belief inside him, a wholeness untouched by the fevers outside. He was the rock around which all else ebbed and surged. ‘Isn’t there anyone else?’ she asked desperately.
‘Robespierre?’ His voice startled her with its bitterness. ‘Him least of all. The “Virtue of the People”! What is that, for God’s sake? Do you suppose even Robespierre himself knows what he means, let alone the rest of us?’
‘It probably means whatever he wants it to mean,’ she answered, meeting his eyes.
A flash of appreciation crossed his face. ‘You’re right. Today one thing, tomorrow something else, and none of it real. You can’t work with a man like that. You can’t anticipate him, bribe him or make common cause with him for a purpose. There are no bargains.’ He was silent for a moment. The fine lines in his face were all downward, as if he remembered too much grief and too many old battles. He sighed. ‘And the King may have the soul of a grocer, but the Girondins couldn’t run a shop if their lives depended on it. Odd how anyone can be so provincial and yet at the same time so incompetent!’
‘Madame Roland writes wonderful letters,’ she said instinctively, speaking her mother’s words, her passionate admiration, and perhaps also because she wanted to defend the one woman she knew of who had been close to power.
He gave her a withering look, his grey eyes bright. ‘As long as you have no sense of the absurd.’ His voice was thick. ‘“Letters from a Roman Matron”! We used to be the wittiest nation on earth ... and now look at us!’ His lip curled. ‘It’s enough to make the angels weep. Perhaps that is our greatest punishment? We’ve lost our sense of humour. What do you think, Célie?’
She watched his shoulders, hunched a little, his arms stiff on the desk in front of him, and saw that his hands were clenched, the knuckles pale, the thick scars showing white. He had never said where the scars came from.
‘They were all too busy posing for history to see what they were doing,’ he went on, his voice heavy with disgust now. ‘God help us, there is no other answer. We must save the King, not for the throne, but from martyrdom. Get him away quietly to live out his life in some peaceful little town in England, or Italy, where he will be merely one more fat, middle-aged man who likes to tend his garden and play with his grandchildren.’
Célie gazed at Bernave with incredulity, but even as words of disbelief formed on her lips, she saw the whole possibility with all its desperate logic and its insane danger. She knew the rumbling anger in the streets. She had seen it more than Bernave himself had. She was the one who went out for the few bits of shopping that were still available; she was the one who stood in queues for hours at a time. She had heard the rumours of war and felt the fear of it brush them all. She could remember the panic as the frontier cities had fallen.
‘What are we going to do?’ she whispered, as if even in this silent room she might be overheard.
He looked at her steadily. ‘We are going to rescue the King on the way to the scaffold,’ he answered, ‘and get him out of France, to somewhere where we can see that he is safe.’
It was staggering—preposterous.
‘It’s impossible!’
‘Not impossible,’ he replied calmly, ‘if someone else is prepared to take his place. They only have to think he is the King for a few moments. It will be enough.’
She was appalled.
‘When they find he isn’t, they’ll kill him!’ she protested. ‘They’ll tear him to pieces!’ Her imagination was hideous with the vision of it.
‘I know. And he knows.’ His eyes did not leave hers for an instant. ‘But he loves France. He understands what will happen to us if we kill the King—civil war, hunger, violence on the streets, fear everywhere, and eventually foreign soldiers in our fields and villages, in our homes. All the gains we have fought for, the liberty and the justice destroyed under another monarchy, not even our own. He will do it, Célie. I know him.’ He leaned forward across the desk, his cheek and wide brow golden in the candle flame. ‘Now go and tell Georges Coigny to check the first and second safe houses! If you get wet or cold, what is that in the balance? I have letters to write. We have only three whole days!’
The cold outside hit Célie like a stinging slap across the face, making her squint against the wind. She was shaking inside with fear and excitement. Suddenly all the errands she and St Felix had run for Bernave made sense. They were part of a harebrained conspiracy to rescue the King and prevent chaos from consuming all France, everything that was left of hope and humanity and the dream of a new age of freedom.
She could not hurry because as soon as she was off the Boulevard St-Germain it was too dark to see. She moved along alleys which had become familiar only lately, and it would be easy to miss her way, easier still to slip and fall. The wind funnelled between the walls with a knife-edge, finding every gap between the cloak around her shoulders and the cap over her head.
This was the Cordeliers District, where Danton lived with his wife and sons. Perhaps it was stupid ever to have pinned their hopes on him, but so many had—maybe once even Bernave himself. The people loved Danton. He was a natural leader, a man of gargantuan appetite for food, for money, for laughter, wine and life; but also a man passionate for justice for the poor, the ordinary people of both town and country, those who laboured for their bread.
Now it was too late. If Danton had ever really tried to stem the tide of destruction, he had failed.
Célie turned the corner carefully, feeling along the wall. It was more sheltered here.
Marat was the real power behind everything. He lived near here too, on the Rue de l’École-de-Médecine, working every day on his newspaper with its headlines screaming for bloodshed and revenge for the centuries of oppression. The mobs followed him, listening to his every word, feeding on them, believing him.
He had spent years in obscurity around Europe, consumed by his desire for glory in the academic world, and denied at every attempt. Bernave had told her that, late one evening when she had returned with messages for him. They had sat together in the book-lined room, everyone else gone to bed, the house silent except for the wind in the eaves. He had recounted with a wry, bitter amusement, and she thought a grudging respect, how Marat had espoused the cause of the dispossessed, written his book The Chains of Slavery, and found his true vocation. Now his rage, and the smell of victory, kept him alive in spite of the disease which was rotting his body.
She crossed the Boulevard St-Michel, for a few moments seeing torch flares and hearing men’s voices, then she slipped between the buildings into the alleys again. She stopped until her eyes readjusted to the darkness. This was the perfect place to hide. It was here, Bernave had said, that Marat had lived in attics and cellars, sometimes crouched in a cupboard for days, surviving on drops of water, when he had been hunted by the authorities in the past. Lafayette had sent in three thousand soldiers to flush him out and kill him—and failed. The thought of that gave her acute satisfaction, not for any love of Marat, but for the farcical aspect of it, and the fool it made of the self-important Lafayette.
She hesitated, uncertain of her way now she was almost there. The buildings were very old; they sagged and creaked in the darkness. Water dripped from the eaves, even though it was no longer raining. The damp made the cold eat into everything.
Left. She must go left, into the courtyard, then up the tiny stair outside the wall and in through the top door, then up again to the attic.
There was movement all around her, as if countless people were awake and listening. That was ridiculous! She must control her thoughts. She moved forward determinedly. Her teeth were chattering. Fear? No—of course not! Only cold. She had been here many times before, bringing food, candles, fuel, or news. Georges had no money now he was hiding from the National Guard. She tried to ignore the guilt that stabbed at her for that, and as always, it hurt just as much.
With food scarce for everyone, every little neighbourhood was jealous of its meagre stores. No one welcomed a stranger—there was too little to share. Also someone might recognise his face from a poster. Turning in a wanted man was worth money. And apart from that, if one should get into trouble, to have gained a good name with the Commune might make the difference between release or the guillotine.
She crept up the first flight, and then the second, hearing every board shift under her weight. She started up the third. The steps were slippery with rain on top of the mould that covered them. At the top the door was unlocked. It was difficult to open but she was used to the eccentricities of the latch, and after a twist and jerk it pushed wide enough for her to squeeze through into the passage.
It was completely lightless, but she knew her way: ten steps forward, then to the right, and there was another door. This time she lifted her hand and tapped very gently on the wood.
It was opened and she stepped into a room not much bigger than a large pantry, lit by a solitary candle—tallow, of course, not expensive wax. There was no glow from the stove, and no warmth. It must be out. Georges Coigny was standing in the middle of the floor, his eyes wary, the blackness of his hair lost in the shadows. Then as he recognised her, he relaxed. As always, his smile was quick, warm. He smiled like that at everyone; it was a habit, a part of his nature.
‘Come in.’ He moved to close the door behind her. There was no furniture in the room except a table, one chair, a small cupboard and a straw-filled mattress on the floor by the wall. There were two or three blankets on it, and he passed her one of these now, holding it while she took off her wet cloak and cap, and then wrapped herself inside the blanket and sat down on the chair.
He stood, waiting for her to speak.
She shook her head fractionally. ‘Death,’ she told him, her voice a little hoarse. She saw in his face that he had known it would be, perhaps even known that Bernave would send her tonight, but also that he could not help having hoped.
He blinked, and turned away for an instant. He breathed in and out slowly, then met her eyes again, looking for the last confirmation. ‘Even Danton?’
She wished she could have said otherwise. She had a sudden urge to protect him from the truth, which was ridiculous—Georges of all people! He was not vulnerable, not afraid as she was. He was always certain of everything, most of all of himself. He had that kind of shining inner belief that even the present chaos could not shake.
She squashed the feeling in herself. ‘I’m sorry ... he voted for death like everyone else.’
Georges looked at the uncurtained window, the candlelight reflected sharp and yellow on the planes of his face. When he spoke it was quietly, as much to himself as to her. ‘He said he’d not sacrifice his own life in a lost cause.’ Then he turned back to the room and she saw the defeat and the anger in him. ‘And the Girondins couldn’t organise an evening soirée,’ he went on, ‘never mind an effective resistance to Marat and the Commune, and all the others who believe that executing the King will be the beginning of a new birth of liberty.’
She shivered, even with the blanket around her. She must deliver Bernave’s message. She watched him as he sat down on the mattress opposite her, awkwardly, because it was too low. He pulled one of the other blankets over his shoulders. He looked tired, strained, but there was no surprise in him now. He had been expecting this.
‘When?’ he asked. ‘Did they say?’
‘The twenty-first.’
His head jerked up, eyes wide. ‘In four days!’
She nodded.
His shoulders slumped. He put his hands up over his face, pushing his hair back, and there was immeasurable defeat in the gesture.
‘We’re still going to rescue him,’ Célie said in the silence. ‘Bernave has it all planned. We just have to be ... quicker ...’ It sounded absurd, crazier than anything even the Girondins would think of.
He stared at her, incredulity slowly fading to amazement, and then a dawning hope. And he realised for the first time how far Bernave had trusted her.
‘Bernave says you must check the first and second safe houses,’ she said slowly. ‘He’s sending St Felix to the third.’ She waited for a response from him.
He breathed in and out slowly, still absorbing the thought. ‘We’d never get him out of the prison of the Temple,’ he answered. ‘The only place will be from the carriage on the way to the Place de la Révolution.’
‘I know,’ she agreed. ‘Bernave told me that much. Put someone else in his place, just long enough to take their attention.’ She shivered as she remembered Bernave’s face in the candlelight, and the knowledge of what it would cost: not just death, but what kind of death. What sort of man was prepared to do such a thing? She wished she knew him! And yet it would break her heart if she did. ‘But how?’ she said aloud. ‘And what after that?’
He took a deep breath. ‘The streets will be lined with soldiers, and they’ll be expecting trouble. All Paris will turn out to see it. After all, how often do you see a king ride to his execution?’
She had no idea what to say. What was he feeling? What was there in him she could touch or understand? What had he lost in this terrifying change ... or found? Was the past sweet or bitter; lonely, or full of those he had loved and could never find again?
‘Do you know him?’ she asked. ‘The King?’
He looked at her. His eyes were black in the faint light. ‘Not very well,’ he replied, and there was a trace of amusement that she should ask.
‘What is he like?’ she pressed.
‘Shy, very ordinary, like an actor playing a part for which he hasn’t been given all the lines.’
It was not what she had expected. It did not sound like a king, still less like a tyrant. Against her will it drew from her a kind of pity.
‘Four days!’ His voice cut into her thoughts. ‘We’ll need a lot of people, simply to cover what we’re doing, but only say a dozen or so we can really trust. At least in Paris ...’
‘Can we do it in time?’ she asked, feeling it pressing in on her, all the complication of what must be arranged, uncertain what Bernave had already planned, what would need to be changed now time was so short. ‘Who can we trust?’ she went on. ‘Royalists? People who believe the King rules by God’s decree?’ She felt faintly ridiculous as she said it, but she knew such faith existed, or had done.
Georges bit his lip in a derisory humour. ‘The royalists are a shambles. We’ve got rid of the Church and whatever priests there are still alive are in hiding ... like a lot of us.’
She was painfully aware of his situation, and that she herself had brought it about, but there was no time for indulgence of guilt now, however deep. Time was urgently, desperately short. And yet Bernave had seemed so certain there was a chance!
‘Bernave has the drivers.’ Georges returned to the practical, his face concentrated in thought. ‘The safe houses can be taken care of. It’s really the crowd to find to seize in on the King’s carriage as it goes from the prison of the Temple to the guillotine, and then others to block the side streets with carts so they can’t be followed by the National Guard.’
‘Do you know enough for that?’ she asked, trying to imagine the trust it would take to ask someone to do such a thing, to tell them how and where, and, above all, why! Georges would be placing not only the King’s life in their hands, but his own, and those of everyone else who helped. And they would have to be men and women of great resource, ice-cool nerve even under the greatest pressure, incapable of panic, and willing to risk their lives.
‘I think so,’ he answered softly. ‘I ... think so.’
‘And after that?’ She watched his eyes, his face. ‘We’ll have to get him out of France altogether. Maybe to Austria? Or perhaps England? A lot of aristocrats have gone to England—at least that’s what I’ve heard. It’s quicker to Calais than to any other border.’
And also more obvious,’ Georges pointed out. ‘It’ll be the first place they’ll look.’
‘Spain?’ Célie suggested. ‘Or Italy?’
He hesitated. There was no sound in the room but the dripping of water off the eaves, and every now and then the faint flicker of the candle flame in the draught. She did not interrupt.
‘Perhaps it would be best if we didn’t know,’ he said at last. ‘Leave it to them at the time.’ A very slight smile touched his lips. ‘Bernave has connections. He’ll have planned it. His business stretches all over France, and he imports silk from Italy, and sells it out again to Spain, and wool and leather to England. At least he will until we are at war with them too!’
He stood up, hitching the blanket around himself and shivering. ‘I’d offer you chocolate if I had any, and the stove were going. But since I haven’t, and it isn’t, how about a glass of wine?’
‘Thank you,’ she accepted, watching him as he went to the cupboard and took out a bottle and two glasses. He set them on the table, uncorked the bottle and poured, measuring carefully to see she had slightly more than he, then passed her the glass.
‘Thank you.’ She took it and sipped. It was rough, but at least the warmth of it sliding down her throat eased out a little of the cold knotted inside her. ‘Aren’t there any royalists we could trust?’ She had not meant her disbelief to be there in her voice, but she could hear it herself. He must also.
His smile flickered back again as he sat down awkwardly, holding his glass in both hands.
‘No,’ he said simply. ‘They want him back on the throne, or the Comte d’Artois in his place. Either way they want a monarch. They haven’t learned a thing. They watch history and it’s like a parade to them, with all the commentary in another language. They understand nothing.’ There was contempt in his face and impatience as well, and she was not sure if she saw pity or not.
She was sharply aware of knowing so little about him, except that he was Amandine’s cousin, and therefore like her, minor gentry from a once-noble family, in which the endless subdivision of lands had left them with hereditary rights, but little money.
She looked at him sitting hunched on the mattress opposite her. What had he believed before the revolution had swept away all the old values, and the old safeties? She had no measure of his courage, or his essential humanity. She had seen only his superficial kindness and his loyalty to Amandine, and that reminded her too much of what she had done, and why he was crouched here now, and afraid to go out in daylight. The lines around his mouth were deep in the yellow light, accentuating the weariness in him. He drank slowly from his glass and pulled his lips tight at the tartness of the wine.
‘The irony of it is,’ he went on with his train of thought, ‘I don’t think the King cares that much about the Crown himself. He’d have been far happier as a small farmer, or a grocer in some provincial town. That’s what he is at heart: a village shopkeeper; good-natured, small-minded, rather humourless, domestic, eager to please whoever he is with.’
He was staring at the floor, his face turned half away from her, but she heard the sadness in his voice.
‘He’d have made an excellent grocer,’ he continued. ‘All his customers would have liked him. He would have swapped local gossip with them and given apples to their children, and grown old, well-loved and quietly prosperous.’ His tone changed. ‘Unfortunately he inherited the throne of France and never had that choice. So now in four days he’ll go to his death, unless we can save him—and ourselves.’
She did not argue or question his judgement. The momentousness of what they were proposing filled her mind.
He turned towards her. ‘Tell Bernave I’ll check the safe houses. I have at least ten people here in Paris we can trust to mob the carriage. We’ll find the coaches and drivers from the safe houses onwards out of Paris, and to their assigned border. But he’ll have to find the passes out of the city.’
‘I’ll tell him.’ She stood up, letting the blanket fall and drinking the last of the wine.
He rose also. ‘Be careful,’ he said softly, picking up her cloak and cap and going to the door ahead of her. I wish I could see you at least as far as the Boulevard St-Germain.’
‘Well you can’t,’ she answered, while he helped her put the cloak on. It was her fault he could not, and she hated being reminded of it.
‘Go carefully,’ he repeated, his voice urgent with anxiety.
She turned away, not wanting to face him. ‘I will.’
His hand was on the door latch. ‘Tell Bernave we’ll succeed,’ he said. ‘We’ve got to. If we don’t, only a miracle will stop civil war.’
‘Do you believe in God?’ As soon as she had said it she knew she should not have. It was not a question one asked in France these days. But it was too late now, the words were out.
He raised his eyebrows. ‘God? I don’t think I’ve much idea who He is.’ Humour lit his expression for a moment. ‘Would you settle for not believing in the Church? I can say that with a whole heart.’
She wanted to laugh and cry at the same time. ‘Then it’s a good thing it’s gone!’ she retorted. She did not want him even to sense the confusion in her, far less see it. She hated the Church, its hypocrisy, its oppression and its greed. And at the same time, more than anything on earth, she needed its promises of a God who loved, who would have allowed her baby to have been baptised and taken to Himself, not buried in the cold ground where she could not even mourn him properly. She kept her face turned away.
Georges pushed his hands through his hair, scraping it back off his brow. ‘It’s a hell of a thing!’ he answered. ‘At least it stood for some kind of order ... some recognition of ...’
‘Corruption,’ she finished for him bitterly. ‘Do you know how much land the Church owned, before we took it back?’ She remembered her mother working it out precisely.
‘Yes,’ he said. ‘And how much twisted morality, and how much unearned privilege and unnecessary guilt. But it still represented some kind of belief in a power greater than ourselves. It offered hope to those who had no other, and faith in a justice beyond anything there is here ... which is too often a farce, or worse. If we are all there is,’ he shrugged, ‘we haven’t got much, have we?’
She was crushed by the emptiness of it. ‘If the best of us is the best there is, it’s not enough ...’ Unintentionally she turned towards him.
He grinned suddenly, a flash of teeth in the flickering light. ‘But if the worst of us is the worst there is, it’ll do nicely, eh? Hell doesn’t need to be more than last September.’
‘And since we’ve done away with God, miracles aren’t very likely,’ she said drily. Then before he could add anything else, she slipped out of the door and down the narrow stairs into the darkness. She did not look back at his silhouette against the light of the fading candle.