Husband, Not at Home

A soldier, a soldier,

gone to the litigation wars,

or down to Myrtle Beach

to play golf with Dad for the weekend.

Why does the picture of him

tramping the emerald grass in those

silly shoes or flinging his tie over his shoulder

to eat a take-out dinner at his desk—

the carton a squat pagoda in the forest

of legal pads on which he drafts,

in all block caps, every other line,

his motions and replies—fill her

with obscure delight?

Must be the strangeness: his life

strange to her, and hers to him,

as she prowls the apartment with a vacuum

in boxers (his) and bra, or flings

herself across the bed

with three novels to choose from

in the delicious, sports-free

silence. Her dinner a bowl

of cereal, taken cranelike, on one

leg, hip snug to the kitchen

counter. It makes her smile to think

he’d disapprove, to think she likes him

almost best this way: away.

She’ll let the cat jump up

to lap the extra milk, and no one’s

home to scold her.