Refaced

(after Imtiaz Dharker’s ‘Canvas’)

Do I want another face?

Sometimes I do.

A face no longer disfigured

by need. A face you can turn

inside out like a sock,

never knowing the difference

between surface and interior,

soft as old wool, implacable

as peace, the fibres accustomed

to concavity,

to disuse. Accustomed

to my absence.