Hiram has not left yet; he’s at his desk, still working on correspondence, when I return. He looks up as I enter. A smear of ink streaks his cheek.
“I ran into Jefferson!” I blurt. “It was an accident. But I kept my distance and left almost immediately. I didn’t mean to disobey.”
“Leah . . .” His gaze falls to my ruined skirt. He shoots up from the chair and covers the distance in two strides. He grabs my upper arms and shakes me so that my teeth rattle. He can’t stop staring at the skirt. Anguish pulls at his features. “What have you done?”
“I went to the Drink, and—”
He shakes me again. “The dress. My . . . Your dress. And . . .” He grabs my skirts and lifts them, which makes me feel like I’m naked before him. “Your new shoes are ruined.”
His eyes on my exposed stockings make my skin crawl. “I had to,” I say. “I had to. I sensed gold, and I had to wade through the Drink to find it. To be sure.”
Hiram’s jaw twitches. He drops my skirt, to my great relief, and his grip on my upper arm relaxes a fraction. He takes a deep breath. “You found gold?” he manages. His voice is shaky, and I can’t believe a ruined dress would cause him such pain.
“Uncle, I suspect I found a great deal.”
Finally he lets my arm go. He takes a step back, rubs at his jaw, the back of his head. “Good. That’s good.”
“I told Topper where to dig next. They’ll see a little bit of color today, but by evening tomorrow, they’ll find a large vein.”
He is silent in the space before me. Then: “I hope so. For your sake.”
And suddenly I’m doubting myself. What if there’s nothing? What if I imagined it? Will he hurt the Indians if the vein doesn’t pan out? Or me? Or worst of all, Jefferson?
No, I know what I sensed. I know it. And I didn’t just sense it. I talked to it. I commanded the gold to move, and it did. It was almost like a dog on a leash, straining toward me.
“You’ll see,” I tell him, chin lifted high. “You’re going to be a very rich man.”
And I must have chosen the exact, most perfect words, because his shoulders relax and his gaze softens. “I’m glad to hear it, sweet pea.”
I think I’ve pleased him, but that night, after supper, he keeps to his word. He takes up a rope with one hand, grabs me by the wrist with the other, and drags me into my bedroom.
“What are you doing?”
He pushes me down on the bed. “It’s just temporary, sweet pea. Until I know I can trust you.”
“You can trust me!”
He ties my wrists to the bedpost. Everything in me wants to kick out at him, to scream and thrash, but I think of how he threatened Jefferson, and I submit meekly. It feels like the worst thing I’ve ever done.
He ties my ankles to the other end so that I’m forced to remain stretched out on the bed. It’s a clever bit of work. There’s no way I can reach the ropes to untie myself.
He leans down, his neatly trimmed beard tickling my neck.
“Good night, love,” he says, and he kisses my cheek, near to my earlobe.
Somehow, this kiss is the worst of all. I watch him depart, staring daggers of hate at his back. I won’t complain, though. Other folks in this camp are a lot worse off than me.
The gold buzzes at me from its hiding place beneath my mattress. I’ll put it back in the toe of my boot as soon as I’m able, but for now, I let it surround me, comfort me. By morning, my tears have dried. My neck is cricked, my flesh rubbed raw with rope burn, and my heart determined.
I’ve spent the last week being on my best behavior. I worked hard to launder my dress, and though the hem is well and truly ruined, I succeeded in getting out the worst stains and making it somewhat presentable for daily work. I’ve visited the mine every day, giving advice on exactly where to dig. The miners have brought up more gold in the past few days than in the entire previous two months combined. Dilley, Topper, and the other foremen think I’m lucky.
I haven’t complained once about how thin Jefferson is becoming, how badly my wrists smart from the rope burns, or that the foremen laze around all day, watching the starving, mercury-sick Indians do all the work. I haven’t once mentioned the fact that Dilley’s men are polite to my face, even friendly, but they ogle me as soon as my back is turned, and I feel their eyes crawling all over my body like flies.
I itch to do something, anything, but I know that biding my time is the right thing. Destroying my uncle is a long hunt, with lots of tiny, quiet moves leading up to the big kill.
I know long hunts. I am patient. I am a ghost.
A ghost who sees things. My angelic behavior has earned me knowledge. Listen, Muskrat said. Watch. And that’s exactly what I’ve done.
I’ve learned that all the guns are kept in the foremen’s barracks, which makes sense. Aside from my uncle’s cabin, it’s the driest place in camp. I bet my guns are there, too.
I see Mary every day in Hiram’s cabin, and sometimes I pass Muskrat on his way to the mines, but I say nothing to either of them. A hunting ghost takes no chances.
I look for Tom, who is absent from the camp, and discover that he has been assigned to the creek, along with most of the Chinese workers and several of the Indian women. He pans for gold from sunup until sundown, and I know from experience how that makes for a brutal day, but not so brutal as hefting a pickax in the cold, wet dark. Knowing Tom, he smoothly talked himself into such a prime assignment.
Muskrat said things are coming together. And I have faith in him and Mary and the others; I do. Still, I know I’ll feel a lot better if I have my own weapon to use against Uncle Hiram.
So, one morning after my uncle leaves, I tiptoe over to his writing desk. The drawer slides open with a scraping noise so loud I’m sure it can be heard east of the Mississippi. I hope to find his letter opener, or something sharp, but he’s too smart to leave something like that lying around. All I find are several folded letters and a small book bound in leather.
The leather book is a ledger, containing rows of numbers and notations. Mathematics has never been my strong suit, so it takes a while for me to makes sense of the mess. We’re bringing out a lot of gold, if this ledger is any indication. But there are too many entries in the expenses column: more materials for a proper cart track for the tunnels, more gunpowder, more pickaxes, more burros—even a few luxury items like the washtub I bathed in on that first day, an extra box stove, a set of fine dishes.
There’s a number on the bottom right of each page that changes with that page’s entries. On the first page, it’s eight thousand dollars. A month later, that number has shrunk to three thousand. But lately, it has crept back up to more than four thousand dollars.
I was right. Uncle Hiram owes someone money. A whole heap of it.
Hiram’s only focus—no, obsession—is to bring out more gold. And he’ll spend whatever he must in order to do it. Mama used to say that the fever made idiots of grown men, and she always said it like she knew from experience.
I rifle through the letters. Most are from Sacramento and San Francisco. Many of them have to do with supplies; turns out Hiram does a good deal of negotiation by correspondence. But one name crops up over and over again, and I skim all the letters from this one man as quickly as I can, until I find the most recent.
Thank you for the detailed notes on your progress. Your request is granted, and I’ve instructed my attorney to amend your note. It shall come due on Christmas Eve. This is the last extension I will approve. If your debt is not paid in full on that day, the mine, its surrounding acreage, and all its assets will be repossessed.
Yours truly,
James Henry Hardwick
I stare at it a long moment. This is not the weapon I was looking for, but it is definitely a weapon. I finally have a name. I say it over and over in my mind so I won’t forget. James Henry Hardwick. James Henry Hardwick. This is the man my uncle owes. This is a man who has power over Hiram Westfall.