Regrets

I never go by Arley’s anymore.

Still,

every week

he comes to school to teach and

sometimes

I bump into Vera, or

Miller Rice,

or Mad Dog.

They are always kind.

They ask after my father.

They ask how my hands are feeling.

I cross my arms in front of me

tight

so my scars won’t show.

These days Mad Dog looks at me

halfway between picking a fight and kindness.

He walks with me a ways some afternoons,

never says a word.

He’s quiet once the other girls go off.

I’ve had enough of quiet men.

I ought to keep clear of Mad Dog.
But I don’t.

April 1935