Chapter One

“Baby, that…was…amazing.”

Baby, aka Dani Parker, snuggled deeper into her lover’s embrace, her mouth lifting into a contented smile. “You said that last time, too.” She cupped the hand at her breast when it brushed across her sensitive nipple. “And the time before that.”

“You’re everything I’ve ever wanted. Smart, beautiful, sexy, loving. You make me feel like…” Elliott chuckled. “Like Superman.”

Her hand trailed down his heaving chest to his half-stiff cock and stroked him. “Mmm. My man of steel.”

He slanted his grin over her mouth, the slick friction between them already rebuilding the heat burning low inside her belly. “I love you, Dani.”

Smiling up at him, she was about to respond when he extricated himself from her arms. “Which makes what I have to say so difficult,” he continued. “I’m…” His eyes left hers and he sat up, leaned back against the headboard. “My wife and I are reconciling.”

The words were a torrent of icy water to her flames, and a tide of nausea swelled in her stomach as her world came to a complete and abrupt stop.

“You said the marriage was over,” she managed to choke out as she eased into an upright position. “You showed me the signed divorce papers.”

“They were signed, but we hadn’t, um,” he swallowed hard, “filed them yet. She begged me to reconsider, said we shouldn’t throw away our marriage.”

His words wrapped around her heart like a vice, squeezing the life from it and making her head feel like it was going to explode. “You seduced me into a relationship you knew you wouldn’t commit to? How could you?”

“I didn’t twist your arm,” he said, inspecting his fingernails instead of giving her the respect of looking her in the eye. “You wanted this, too. As the boss’ lover, you enjoy perks other employees don’t get.”

She blinked at the absurdity of his statement. “Our relationship has—had—nothing to do with work. And I never asked for or received special treatment, from you or anyone.”

He chuckled, a low sound that scraped her raw nerves like a dull, jagged blade. “Who do you think approved all those conferences you attended—including this one—opened doors to the plum assignments, got you on the short-list for the team-lead position you enjoy today and then for the open assistant director’s job? You may not have asked for perks, but you certainly benefitted from them.”

His words, like boulders sitting on her chest, squeezed the air from her lungs. Could what he was saying be true? Had she only risen to her current status because he paved her way? Orchestrated her gains?

Her five years at Meganlin rushed past. The 50-hour-plus workweeks. Rarely taking time off and even working from home some weekends to keep her edge, to ensure she was always on top of things. Taking advantage of every possible opportunity to strengthen her existing skills and learn new ones. Frequent and ongoing networking to build critical relationships that would benefit the company.

No. It was her own hard work and dedication that led to outstanding performance ratings every year and accompanying raises and promotions. Not Elliott. He’d only been at the company for two years, and despite being president, he didn’t wield that kind of power. He reported to a board that would be on the lookout for occurrences of special treatment.

Indignation stiffened her spine. “Don’t you dare try to take credit for my accomplishments. I earned every benefit that came to me. And I deserve the assistant director position because I’m more qualified than the other candidates, and you know it.”

“Despite your obvious,” he eyed her naked body, “assets, I never seriously considered you for the position. I gave it to Nathan Gerber.”

Her body went numb under the force of his betrayal. In a blink of an eye, she’d lost the man, the promotion, and the future she thought was hers. How had she been so wrong? And so stupid! Stupid, stupid, stupid, she castigated herself as she made herself breathe and move.

She flung the sex-scented sheet off her sex-flushed body and started for the edge of the king-sized bed, but Elliott grabbed her and pulled her back into his arms before she could go further.

“C’mon, Dani.” His arms gripped like chains around her, his breath a snake’s hiss at her ear. “Let’s don’t ruin our last night together with a silly tantrum.”

A silly tantrum? A silly tantrum! He called her reaction to his life-changing betrayal a silly tantrum? Bastard! She’d never seen him act so cruel. Was he intentionally trying to make her despise him? If so, it was working.

He held her chin and tried to kiss her, but she turned her face. The pain and anger surging through her merged to give her the strength to jerk from his embrace and scramble out of bed.

Shame prickled her skin as she gathered her clothes scattered on the floor where she had tossed them an hour ago in her rush to lie in her lover’s arms. Fighting to hold on to the shreds of confidence and dignity whirling away like confetti tossed in a hurricane, she dropped the pile onto the bed and with cold, numb fingers fumbled to dress. Lastly, she stepped into her heels, grabbed her still-packed suitcase, and rushed toward the door.

An overwhelming desperation to be gone—from him, his hotel room, the out-of-town conference they were attending together—shook her, filling her with nausea. But she swallowed back the churning bile and forced herself to stop. To turn back. To take a good, hard look at the mistake in that bed. To remember the lesson of this moment. To remember her promise.

She steeled her eyes at him, his damned hot six-pack and rock-hard pecs glistening after their fiery bout of sex, his sexy lying lips still wet from her cum and kisses, his cock still magnificent where it hung well-used between his powerful legs. As far as mistakes went, he was a pretty bad one. He’d promised her love and commitment and had delivered sex and betrayal. How had she been so wrong about him? Her heart tumbling to her knees, she turned away and grabbed the door handle.

“A little free advice before you go.” Elliott’s words had her turning back to hear the rest. “If you want to keep your job, you’ll keep quiet about…us.”

“If anyone should be worried about losing a job, it’s you,” she said. “There are any number of people who’d be interested in what I have to say about us…boss.”

Her blade-sharp bluff sliced away Elliott’s smug veil to reveal what looked to her like fear. His eyes narrowed and his face paled as if his brain was spinning thoughts of what the scandal could do to him. “Don’t go there, Dani. You’ll regret it.”

She already did, she thought as she forced a wicked grin to her face and opened the door. “So will you.” She let the door slam shut on his retort and probably on her career.

****

Elliott lay in bed, channel surfing. The breakup had been harder than he’d imagined, and in the aftermath, he found he’d needed time to just chill. To think about what he’d done. And why. Which is why he was still in the room, still naked, still in the bed where they’d fucked three times before she’d walked out a couple hours ago, a nasty parting threat on her lips…something about reporting him to someone. He didn’t think she’d really do it—it wasn’t her style—but the threat weighed heavy on his mind, prompting the need to chill and plan. He was in no mood to attend the remaining two days of the conference, but he would stay the night in the hotel on the company’s dime instead of heading back to Albuquerque.

At the knock on the door, his first hope was that it was her, come to tell him she’d do anything to be with him, even carry on a secret affair. But that hope quickly faded. He knew her well enough to know she’d never do that. However, it wouldn’t surprise him a bit that she’d come back to give him a royal tongue lashing—and not in a good way. That was like her…rarely backing down from an argument until the other side caved from sheer exhaustion. He started to smile at the thought but lost it. He hoped like hell it wasn’t her because this time he couldn’t give in. He’d have to hurt her even more than he already had.

He climbed out of bed, not even bothering to wrap the sheet around his waist, and peeked through the peephole. “Fuck,” he muttered but opened the door and stared into the eyes of the last person he wanted to see. “What do you want?”

“You can start with ditching the attitude,” came the snarky reply as the visitor pushed past him into the room.

“If you don’t like my attitude, you can get the hell out.” He closed the door and went back to bed, pulled the sheet up to his hips, then grabbed the remote and resumed surfing, keeping his eyes on the TV, ignoring his visitor.

“You’re such a fucking bastard, you know that.”

Elliott’s head swung up at the insult, eyebrows furrowed, a nasty retort of his own ready to fire. That’s when he saw the gun, lengthened with a silencer, aimed at his chest. His eyes flew wide, and he scrambled back against the headboard, as if that would protect him from what was coming. “What the fuck are you doing?”

“What the fuck do you think?”

The evil in the mocking voice froze his heart and deflated his lungs. His brain was flooded with fear, and his balls had crawled up into his body. “I know you’re upset, but you don’t want to do this.”

The visitor laughed. “No, I do. I really do. Goodbye, Elliott.” The gun fired with a muffled thwump.

Elliott gasped at the jagged pain ripping apart the inside of his chest as the hot metal slug bore through skin, flesh, and organs. Wild-eyed and panicked at the red gushing from the wound, he reached for his cell on the lamp table, but his hand wasn’t working right, and his jerky movement knocked it off onto the floor. He clawed for the hotel phone cord, getting a finger on it and knocking off the handset, but before he could lift a finger to dial 0 for help, the stores of energy surfed out of his body on the wave of blood. His arm dropped useless on the bed.

He slumped over, his cheek pressed to the edge of the bed, his gaze fixed out the window where the lights of The City Different twinkled at him.

“Why?” His voice, so unlike his own, sounded like it came from far away, as if everything that made him who he was had already left his body.

The shooter walked into his line of vision and stood there, watching him die. “A lot of reasons, really. The main one being that I don’t trust you to keep our secrets.”

Elliott laughed then, though it cost him. Blood splattered on the sheet as he erupted into a coughing fit. He pulled on ragged, gurgling breaths.

“I have to hand it to you,” said his killer. “When I pictured this moment, I never thought I’d be hearing laughter…yours, anyway.”

“I gave…someone…proof. Against you…us.” Elliott knew he was using up his last precious breaths on words, but they were important as far as last words went. “You’ll…go down.” He managed a weak grin, both at his accomplishment and at the sound of the sharp intake of breath from his murderer.

“You don’t have the balls or the brains to be that calculating.”

“Surprise.” Elliott coughed again, bringing up more red. Panic raced through his body at the knowledge that he was choking on his own blood. Hearing footsteps headed away from him, his gaze went to the window that reflected the door, where his murderer stood, ready to leave.

In a moment, he would be alone. And dead.

The fear of dying alone roused the last surge of energy in his body. “Don’t go.” Blood-soaked words gurgled out in a pleading tone. His body already felt like ice, like an empty shell, and his lungs weren’t working right. In the window’s reflection, he saw the door open.

“Dani,” he cried out, the sound sighing out as a whisper as the door closed.

****

Dani barreled down I-25 toward Albuquerque, Elliott’s words of betrayal echoing in her ears, making her head feel like it was going to explode. One hand swiped at the tears that refused to stop, the other white-knuckled it on the steering wheel. A gritty mix of humiliation, anguish, and rage sat like cement in her chest, limiting her ability to concentrate on the road ahead. After accidentally driving out of her lane and nearly hitting a passing car, she swerved off the road and slammed on her brakes. The car skidded to a gravel-pitching stop.

Her fists pounded the wheel until they throbbed. “Damn you, Elliott.” Regret and sorrow poured from the gaping wound in her heart. She had allowed herself to love a man who didn’t love her, a man who lied, a man who couldn’t commit to her.

The sight of blue lights flashing in the rearview mirror pulled her out of her virtual attack on Elliott’s dismal character. Fantastic. Just the cherry I need to top this dessert of a night. She quickly wiped her streaked cheeks, and when the knock came and the badge appeared, she rolled the window down half way.

“License, registration, proof of insurance, please.”

“It’s in my glove box,” she indicated her actions to the officer, then retrieved and handed over the materials.

The officer walked to his car, returning a few moments later.

“Ms. Parker, I clocked you doing eighty-six in a seventy-five-mile-per-hour zone a half-mile back, and you abruptly veered off the road.” He flashed his light on her tear-stained face as he handed over a citation along with her driving documents. “If you’re too upset to drive your vehicle safely, I can call someone to assist you.”

“No, I’m fine.” She took the ticket and documents and placed them in the glove box. “Just a little disagreement with my boy…with my boss.” She tried to give him a smile to lend credit to her claim, but her mouth wouldn’t cooperate.

He nodded. “Slow it down, Ms. Parker. Have a good evening.”

“Yes, officer.”

Only after he’d pulled away did she fully succumb to the pain galloping through her and release the deep, wracking sobs tearing her apart. When her insides were wrung dry and raw, she made two calls and a plane reservation, and after a quick stop at her condo, drove to the airport.