Before Claire texted me, I’d been thinking about how much I wanted to discuss the Baron murders with Joe.
He has decades of experience in intelligence agencies and spent a number of those years as a profiler with the FBI.
I had a new case: a successful record producer and his wife shot dead in their house by a very sophisticated marksman who knew their habits. Possibly knew about their drug business, which was still in a formative stage. The motive was unknown. Suspects, zero.
Joe might see an angle on the case, but my thoughts about the Baron murders had become secondary.
Now I wanted to hold Julie, spend time with her before she fell asleep, read to her first if I could steady my voice and not cry.
I opened the door to our apartment and saw that Joe was across the room in his big leather chair. He lifted a hand in greeting, but I could tell he was deep in conversation.
Martha waggled and shimmied into the foyer, yelping her joy that I was home. I ruffled her ears and called her pet names. Everything about this old doggy is precious to me. We’ve been together for so long. I talked to her as I put my gun in the safe that Dave Channing had given us, and she followed along as I went to find Julie.
She was barefoot, still in the school clothes I’d dressed her in this morning, sitting on her bed with a book in her lap. She looked up and said, “Mommy. Martha peed on the floor.”
“Oh. Did someone forget to walk her?”
She shrugged, not willing to implicate her dad, too young to do the chore herself.
“Wanna go for a walk?” I asked Martha.
This is every dog’s favorite question, and ours responded with a loud, emphatic bark. Yes. Yes, she did want to go for a walk.
We went out to the foyer, where I slipped a collar and leash onto Martha, zipped Julie into a coat, and tied her shoes. I got Joe’s attention, and he put his hand to the phone and said, “Just take a quick walk, okay?”
I nodded and the three of us girls took the elevator down to Lake Street. Martha sniffed around the sidewalk, relieved herself for show, and then herded me and Julie together as border collies, even old ones, do.
Back in Julie’s room, I found clean pj’s and asked her to tell me about her day. She was willing. I brushed the thick, dark curls she’d inherited from her dad, and I thought about Claire. My eyes watered. I heard Julie say, “Mommmmmy, are you listening? That was funny!”
I hadn’t heard a word.
“I’m sorry, Julie. Tell me again. Please.”
“No,” she said.
I asked her if she’d like me to read to her, and she said, “Not yet.” She wanted to tell me about a rabbit a classmate had brought to school, and kept talking until Joe came to the doorway and said, “How about a hug good night, Bugs?”
She said, “Dad, Mommy is out to lunch.”
“Then, I’ll make her some dinner.”
We hugged and kissed our little girl, told her it was okay to sleep with Martha for a little while, and shut off her light.
We were crossing the main room when Joe’s phone rang.
He picked up and said, “I will, Dave. Of course. I’ll call you in the morning. You, too. Good night.”
When he’d hung up the phone, we sat together on the sofa. He looked sad. In pain. I asked, “What is it? What’s wrong?”
“Ray. Dave’s father. He just died.”
“Oh, no.”
“Dave thinks Ray was murdered.”
“What?”
“I have to go back to Napa Valley. I have to be there to help him.”