Arc of His Slow Demeanors
Clark Coolidge
1.
I didn’t respect him exactly but I collected his sensibility
sun on gouged hull of the same pitched home
he never tooted but fronted
on a new loop to the belt in a carry
the neighborhood wideners wouldn’t shun
so neither of us fell for whose blinders?
a soaking we didn’t?
a melting back from the gladness tax?
He would have chosen a diamond over a mirror any day
the mustard pumps removed from his cable socks
the better to mix an alarmist with the least of collateral bettors
mimsy were the clasps to his carbons of will
in a living room if had half a mind to
rope from here to sausagery
velvets in his background
looms for vetted sailors
felt crowns doffed in the forgetting
I wouldn’t be writing this to him if I knew anything veteran
are you sorry and only then do you brighten?
I’ll bet he was the Kellogg of his math class
rolled off a brass asbestos and to the windward
they never had galleries in that landlocked burdenroad
sky was his mention and pardon
the trust woman clanking off for slaghorn stanchion and points Viennese
Did we ever quite meet up?
I doubt the drift of that
flags forming on the upper staves as I watch
harmlessly getting his own goat I only wish
was a lot of trouble about the gray brakes
worries lashed together into habits to be stepped off
I’d make a wince of his ceiling belts to the public transom
You get a throat for that door I’ll stopper it
slopes off after January, maybe March
maybe then April won’t rain so much
curtains to contain a backyard in wires
glows where you don’t notice
won’t afix the phallus it’s wrinkled the first collapse I notice
this before bass drums calmed the beatifics
he stripped the blue bead from his pen
gallant of us to stand about wasn’t it?
before the distances were Galatea
A hum before the ship flagon wall scavenge
this the color I thought bronze was
turned out a fluvial wash or supersonic pan
we all wheat up through the stove
my manual said eat while a beam improves Benny or Andy
makes as if a final ear to the level exits
tweetmowers for saturday
Hi-Fi still to be penciled in
In which I discover the second war through
powdery flowers in my vagueness
following him on impulse nights to pinch
everyone at the least of them
the pleasantries of quietude to even construe a thing
But would he hook a harm to me?
I preferred Reg Butler and his batman sets
later rock rimming by the soft quotient
gone oval to the cemetery malinger
so out of him in this ground
pendant one less cigar or other
I’ll make it hobbling on one lung
and a Pepsi gentian
A Za-Rex commotion in the attics of pebbled-glass
jugs with finger grips you’ll toll a long time from
he’d pasteboard up from plush vespers if held neatened to a priest
but never a marmalade of such novel disparage
the morning ran to batteries and a blockade manacle gun instead
the marriage of games never to be lost
or found either, he had cellars full of the strain
misnamed railings, a couple of terrific beads
his head like a warning collector
mine a beaming limiter
Were you my ace in the malefactory, no
the casings came later, ocarina with armholes
prices after farming’s forgotten
and the fame of the old wood’s made out
then I really rang it up, didn’t I?
argued over the obstacle gun and baywindow switches to the carbarn east
or skip the blimps to south, one
it makes no odds that Yankee wisdoms make them on everything
stop telling me things, then it would brighten
Coughed the hose out from under the gulf of the whole house
silence of a blind pew
storm load sliding off gradually
the pill rolls and Vaseline sundays
coil of the codfish template
the gray snow lateness on car tracks in Brilliantine
I thought it was time nobody knew anything
but a touch of the spear minted clear
He sat by windows ate back to
sundays repapered the mood
rooms escaping to a spare
I would rather have hollowed my own then
open cabins by flush chain keep
his nose to the empty box he faced
a sharp or flat exemption
so paid less to load his production
I couldn’t stand the side of the house
bordered by tickle of the manual families
shoot down a load of bricks while dutying
bring your strings into pall
Beyond his bed door seemed
like not much was being entered
meanwhile I summered
was there the journal to tell about it somewhere?
certainly not Bogardus Waterfall Trail
the portions brought from Paris
the dawn chimes in his lower caste chest
peeping from the case I made
go home instead of dessert
the silver briar substitutes
Wish he’d got so far off I’d remember it
hindered by fin & haddy pan dowdy
and cans of limestone hedge pack solvent
the soots turned wasps as they came
he gave up smoking not minding
really raising the family guard
at early table as he thought to us
didn’t I mind all your names?
2.
He was eager to see wood sawn beneath his nervous
the house had moved over in the night
left a felt marker where he left
the plectrum of old stump continuous
mirror lamped his own clothes till conscious
the member of the desk set travesty
loaner of the wide hips a corollary
then gas escaping from a sound
He was up but never till
the sides of his housing came together in consideration
desert he knew not
not even west
and then we waved him
I keep thinking he was born in a knee-high cabin
wasn’t everybody’s?
and now all the placements are loose
Needs learned from fire engine captains
lolling on the south side
there were women in those windows
but pretending fronds a partnership
near to drome havens and the gasometer
down forever in indulgences and backbone
had his limiters and so do I
blink
Stop sounding as if you, and others
charming combiners and no notions of the loup garou
an entablature of savior
young mental wander home and strike
the doctor coming out of Maidsville in a trance
look down, these are the blackening onions
he never, he would not
Hornets a swing to the salacious
pinhole barriers in every one after all
the wall, the tubs, the sack of Truro
and name you Marge and in the going bituminous
a ribbon drips from the viol
I’d have to frame you in the front window to apologize
pacing it out in tiny lifetime gales
Sumerian to the winners but in the losing Trojan
won’t mention the imperious Perseus
red cutlets of the Gaul
then his wind let up, he was pressing
and further blows of insect at the galleon wall
seal with silicon
the hole but not him
Go to cufflink school and how
this won’t be printing out from you
no one to hoard those basement hours
a perimeter to every scab
you have to stop weathering to live
chorus or no baton
Dreamed of getting his own security goat
but such too plain over with
daydreamed the window was in liquid spillage
coins out of plaster as you watch
along the corridors or wrist release a special swatch
velvet in intent, the purpose conspicuous
the helmet on loan from a clown
In the attic in a chest there
is an alien predella
place of worms as long as the Waste Land
should anyone be of such a shag-cut intent
my father watches
telegraphs his pauses
But he was never ready
as if his doorways on loan
rather a clubfoot treater comes to market
watering cans and Studebaker rules
was in his study
he didn’t have, why not
the burden too emeritus?
Trotted in shorts through a garden of hornfels
they don’t have them anymore
now one arms doors and watches for creases
his glory was in not being a whiner
lollygagger, dreaming toad in a rile of the spurious
those gleams and hastes
these goal lickers each asserting the metal
then a partial head leered out
Group of young undergrowth parting the waterfalls
member of which he was never
in the days the carnivals grew together
and oldman slim dons
dark threads to fiddle and crane
comes to the pitch of twelve shoes
spinster lab by ice cream socket
new market new position whatever
and elbows grown spent as they’re clad
he knew the man well
Feldspar chips in that cream anyway
close to the alternate spelling of gong
and nightwear
and gracelessness
and small things
the father had to come home I guess sometime
rounding the chain gate get shut of his day
His hands have the look to care
for one of the fractal acids
locked to advantage that way
spiral shoals under varnish rules
a click of a meeter palming the governor
treating his sound to the bad end
the one his master dad said grease