INTRODUCTION
A FORD F-150 PICKUP TRUCK sits in our driveway. My husband, Terrell, wears a cowboy hat on Saturday to mow the lawn and his western boots every day of the week. We grow our own tomatoes and fry okra every chance we get, and we are the proud owners of our very own septic system.
It’s not uncommon to park behind a horse trailer at the Target or Chick-fil-A down the street from our house. We aren’t really country; we are just Texans, and proud of it. We love our big green backyard, the friendly neighbors, and the slower pace. And cowboy boots are a part of our story.
Every spring we go to the Houston Livestock Show and Rodeo. It’s not only a big deal around these parts; it’s the biggest indoor rodeo in the United States. We set aside money for this annual outing for our family to cover our meals, tickets for the events, and an extra-special fried treat.
A couple of years ago, we decided it was high time our three growing kids got their first pair of cowboy boots. You might call it a rite of passage for children in Texas and the western states. We budgeted even more than usual, setting our sights to purchase them at the rodeo because we knew there would be plenty to choose from as well as special deals that would save us money.
On the hour trip downtown, one of my kids (who will remain nameless) complained about the seat arrangements in the van, the heat, and the very air siblings dared to breathe. I corrected said child, and I was half tempted to squash the dream of boots, leaving this one scuffling along in tennis shoes, but after a quick apology was received, grace won out.
We headed straight to the Justin Boots booth and helped all three of our kids try on and choose boots that (1) they loved and (2) we could afford —which was a feat in and of itself because my kids can be picky and boots are expensive. But we accomplished our goal in under an hour and spent the rest of the day in new boots —looking at animals, watching roping events, and eating large amounts of food that probably shouldn’t be fried. (I’m looking at you, bacon and Oreos.)
On the way home, the same child’s bad attitude surfaced again, this time about not getting to do something at the rodeo. It wasn’t just whining, the result of a tiring day; it was ingratitude and entitlement. Complaints and warnings fired in rapid succession between the backseat and the front. The day had been a splurge from the beginning, but it wasn’t appreciated. But mostly, it wasn’t enough. Even after grace put a nice pair of boots on the kid’s feet.
Halfway home, in the middle of the tense ride with an unrepentant boot wearer in the backseat, Terrell said, “That’s it. When we get home, I want you to pack your boots back in the box. I’ll see if we can’t return them to Cavender’s [a local boot store].”
This nearly broke my Texas heart, but I knew it was the right thing to do.
We didn’t buy the boots to take them away. As a matter of fact, at first Terrell couldn’t find the receipt after he said it. As he fumbled in his pocket, I bit my lip because this parenting thing is so hard. We wanted our child to enjoy our generous gift for the feet, but it was the heart that needed immediate attention.
It saddened me to hear the tears, the begging, the promises. Then the question, “Why can’t you show me grace?”
“Buying you the boots in the first place was grace,” I said.
Once we were home, Terrell put the boxed boots on a high shelf in the laundry room and said, “If you want the boots, you’ll have to work for them.” He pointed to the huge mulched areas in the front and back yards. “You have three days to pull every weed. I won’t remind you; it’s up to you. This job will pay for your boots. This time you’re going to earn them.”
And that was that.
The rodeo happens in early March, usually before we have a chance to clean up winter’s effect on our yard. My gaze followed my husband’s pointing finger to the weedy mulch beds, and my heart sank. It was going to be a lot of work. Lo, the weeds were many.
My husband is hardly a dictator. He’s kind and loving and a lot nicer than I am most days. But I could tell by the firmness in his voice and the tilt of his chin that he was serious. This was serious. The mounting ingratitude that had been an issue for weeks had to be addressed. I wanted to high-five him and sob at the same time.
I wondered what our child would choose.
My heart soared a little while later when I heard the front door click. I looked out the window and saw my kid wearing old clothes, bent down in the wet mulch. It had started to rain.
For the next two days, I watched from that window. A little proud, a little brokenhearted, but with every pulled weed, I knew the hard work was making for a softer heart.
When Terrell handed back the boots after hearing a meaningful apology, I knew we had all won. “You earned these,” he said. “I won’t take them away again.”
The boots meant twice as much.
With every pulled weed, I knew the hard work was making for a softer heart.
It will go down in our family history as the infamous boot story. It was the day we generously bought our kids cowboy boots. It was the same day we took them away because of ingratitude. It definitely wasn’t the first day my kids acted unthankful —and there have been many times since. But it was a day we called out entitlement in our home and waged war against it. It was the day we reestablished the fact that we wanted to raise grateful kids more than anything else.
If you ask most parents what they want for their kids, they say, “I want them to be happy.” Most might even have the same answer for themselves. Instead of happiness being a by-product of the life we live, it has become an elusive destination. And our culture is obsessed with pursuing it. We go into debt for it. We leave our marriages to attain it. We allow child-centered homes in hopes that our kids can achieve it. That’s not to say we aren’t doing a great job in some areas. I agree with Dan Kindlon, a psychiatrist and author of Too Much of a Good Thing:
Compared to earlier generations, we are emotionally closer to our kids, they confide in us more, we have more fun with them, and we know about the science of child development. But we are too indulgent. We give our kids too much and demand too little of them.[1]
Let me say that I’ve always been close to my parents and confided in them (even to this day), but I was guilty as a young mother of often giving in to the temptation to provide fun for my kids all the time. It didn’t take me long, though, to realize that too many fun days make the boring ones harder to bear.
Kindlon goes on to say,
I find myself at the center of this problem as I try, with my wife, to balance the two major tasks of parenting: showing our kids that we love them and raising them with the skills and values they’ll need to be emotionally healthy adults, which often requires that we act in ways that can anger and upset them.[2]
The bottom line, Kindlon concludes, is that parents are raising spoiled kids. I know exactly what he is talking about. When we try to protect our kids from unhappiness, we make life down the road harder for them. It can be summed up in one word —entitlement.
Entitlement is a hot topic today. The root word entitled means exactly what it says —to give someone a title or a right. It used to be reserved for the wealthy and the privileged, based upon economics or status, but now it seems to have shifted to human nature and our rights —the “feeling or belief that you deserve to be given something.”[3] We live in a culture that is obsessed with the right to have what we want, whether we’ve earned it or not.
We live in a culture that is obsessed with the right to have what we want.
Guess what happens when you decide to deal with entitlement in your home (or dare to write a book about it)? You become your own case study. The minute we named it for what it was and began addressing it, we began to recognize it at every turn. And honestly, parenting got harder.
But at the same time, we got better at identifying it and braver at dealing with it and more dependent on God in eradicating it. We looked for ways to change perspectives, sought opportunities to serve, required hard work, and made gratitude our goal. All of these actions were evidence of our commitment to life’s biggest yes —to love God and love others more than ourselves. And honestly, parenting got a little easier.
I never wanted to write a parenting book. When I started writing on my blog about gratitude in the face of entitlement, I was writing from a place of struggle, not success. I’m mother to an elementary-aged child (Emerson), a junior higher (Jon-Avery), and a high schooler (Madison). I’m writing from the middle of my mess, not from my accomplishment. I am in the thick of it. I don’t have a psychology degree or a master’s in counseling. I’m not an expert or a professional. I’m a mom. I’m your peer, and I’m in the trenches with you.
Terrell and I aren’t perfect parents, and we make mistakes all the time. I tend to be a control freak, and I talk before I listen. I also have a temper and can be high strung (to name a few of my flaws). Terrell is more patient, but he’s also a “get over it” kind of parent, and he doesn’t always get our emotional daughters.
I want to tell you what this book is not —it’s not a guide, nor a list of dos and don’ts. It won’t offer you a fail-proof parenting plan, and it’s not a guilt trip. It’s not the answers to all your late-night burning questions that beg to be answered: Does my child need more grace or more discipline right now? Am I handling this situation correctly?
While I do bring in expert opinions and share research and some suggestions, this book is my confessional. It’s a record of our journey of attempting to raise grateful kids instead of entitled ones. It’s the ups and downs, the defeats and victories of such a difficult task. It’s my unfinished story. It’s also a history lesson from the past, a cultural lesson for the present, and a daunting challenge to learn from one and overcome the second. But mostly, this book is an encouragement to parents swimming upstream in a society that demands we do what is culturally accepted.
We are Christians, yes, and we love Jesus and we do our best to live for him. Every family is different —maybe you love God but your lives look different than ours; maybe you haven’t thought much about spiritual things but would like that to change. This book is about our family’s journey, and while what you’ll read here is Christ-centered, you are welcome to join the journey no matter where you are coming from.
A word of caution and a disclaimer.
It’s in our human makeup to want to fit in, to not be different.
Anytime we step out of the mainstream and try to turn our lives (or homes) around and dare to go upstream, it’s hard. Some would say impossible. The journey is filled with obstacles, naysayers, and discouragers. And then there are the children. Starting from preschool, our kids are taught conformity —to be like everyone else, to follow rules and not misstep. It’s in our human makeup to want to fit in, to not stick out or be different, to blend in.
The problem is, we are called to exactly that —to go against the flow. In one of my favorite Scriptures, followers of Jesus are encouraged to live differently than the world, to live upstream.
Don’t become so well-adjusted to your culture that you fit into it without even thinking. Instead, fix your attention on God.
ROMANS 12:2, MSG
Not only is this way of life possible, it’s commanded. But we cannot do it alone. We need God’s help; we need each other’s help. Because when we dare to lead in a go-against-the-flow, countercultural home, we are standing against what is accepted and “normal.” We will face opposition from the world, from our children, and possibly from other Christians. It’s not popular, but most good things aren’t.
I’m a parent, and I wrote this book for parents. It’s not instruction for kids or a tell-all of my children’s mistakes (my intention is to share the lessons learned from my perspective, not theirs). No matter how old your kids are, you can apply the simple suggestions in leading your family upstream. At the end of every chapter, there is a section called “Going against the Flow” that contains practical, age-appropriate suggestions for grateful, countercultural living for you and your kids.
Are you ready to jump in?
Kristen Welch