‘Looks very nice,’ said Mum, poking the green lumps on her plate. ‘What exactly is it?’
‘Curry,’ said Colin.
‘Why’s it green?’
‘Well,’ said Colin, ‘the sausages burnt a bit while the rice was boiling over so I put some peas in.’
‘Ah,’ said Mum. She put a green lump into her mouth and chewed slowly.
Colin watched anxiously.
‘Like it?’
He’d already tasted it himself and it wasn’t bad though it could have done with a few less glacé cherries.
Mum swallowed and gave him a strange little smile.
‘Very nice, love.’
She hates it, he thought. Right, that’s it, I’m never putting dried fruit in a curry again.
‘I like the cherries,’ she said.
It’s the onions, he thought, I knew I should have chopped them up.
Mum put her knife and fork down and took a deep breath. Oh no, he thought, I didn’t get all those lumps of curry powder out.
He had a vision of what Dad would say when he heard. ‘I asked you to look after her for me, you drop-kick, not poison her.’
He grabbed a glass, filled it with water and pressed it into her hand. She seemed not to notice. It couldn’t be the curry powder.
‘Colin,’ she said, ‘there’s something we haven’t told you about Luke. The reason they’ve sent him to Sydney is cause they think he might be pretty crook.’
I don’t believe it, thought Colin. I’ve just spent ages slaving in the kitchen cooking tea and now it’s getting cold while she rabbits on about Luke.
‘Mum,’ he said, ‘you’ve seen those Sydney hospitals on telly. They’re huge. They’ve got equipment down there that can cure a horse.’
Mum looked at him for a moment, then smiled wearily. ‘Good on you, Colin. You’re right. No point in moping till we know what’s what.’
‘Now stop worrying,’ said Colin, ‘and eat your tea.’
He watched her lift a green lump on the end of her fork, look at it and put it back down.
‘Sorry, love, I’m just not hungry.’
Colin’s heart sank.
Then the phone rang.
Mum rushed into the hall and answered it in her long-distance voice. It was Dad, ringing from the Sydney hospital to say that Luke had just been taken away for his tests and to see how she and Colin were.
‘I’m fine,’ yelled Mum. ‘Colin’s just cooked me a wonderful tea and I feel awful cause I’ve lost my appetite.’
In the kitchen, Colin, who was about to scrape the curry off Mum’s plate into the garbage, grinned and put the plate into the fridge instead.
Colin had a busy evening.
While Mum packed her bag for Sydney, Colin told her about a documentary he’d seen on TV where a man whose heart had gone bung had someone else’s heart fitted into his chest. And another bloke who’d chopped his foot off with the lawnmower had it sewn back on. And a kid who’d swallowed several bits of her dad’s record player had her tummy cut open and inside they found all the bits and a torch key-ring.
Then he heard Mr O’Brien’s dog in the porch chewing the front door mat and he went out and threw some lumps of wood at it, just like Dad did most nights, and stood with his hands on his hips watching it run across the street to rub its bottom on Mrs Widdup’s chook-wire fence.
Best of all was when Mum jammed her finger in the zipper of her suitcase. Colin put some Dettol on it and a Band-aid.
‘It’ll sting for a bit,’ he told her.
‘It already is,’ she said.
‘I like the smell of Dettol,’ he said, to take her mind off it.
‘Me included,’ she said.
She let him stay up with her to watch the late news.
There was a story from England about two little kids born joined together who’d just been separated in a successful operation which, Colin thought, must have been a great relief for both of them.
Then he did his packing, just a couple of things in his cricket bag because they’d all be coming home on the train in a few days. Unless Luke had a very rare type of gastric which Channel Nine wanted to make a TV show about and Luke had to stay in Sydney for a couple of years.
Colin went to sleep thinking about that and slept soundly except for a couple of times when the phone rang outside his room and he could vaguely hear shouting, which might have been Mum or it might have been a TV producer telling Luke to relax and act natural.
He opened his eyes and it was still dark.
Somebody was squeezing into bed next to him. For a second he thought it was Luke, sneaking in with wet pyjama pants like he did last year after he’d turned his own bed into a one-boy irrigation area.
Then he realised it was Mum.
She pressed against him and she was wet too, on her cheek.
‘Mum?’ he whispered.
‘Do you mind?’ she said.
‘Course not,’ he replied.
Must be her finger, he thought. They can hurt a lot at night, fingers.
When he opened his eyes again it was morning and the big holiday suitcase was open on his bedroom floor.
The holiday suitcase?
Then he saw that inside it were just about all of his clothes.
He sat up.
Mum was sitting on the end of the bed looking at him.
‘Colin,’ she said softly, in a voice he’d never heard her use before, ‘me and Dad’d like you to go and stay with Uncle Bob and Aunty Iris in England.’
Colin stared at her.
‘We’re not going to make you go,’ she continued, ‘but we’d like you to go. For you and for us.’
Words and questions and panic flew around in Colin’s head but all he could say was . . .
‘Why.’
Mum looked away. ‘You’ll have a great time over there. Uncle Bob and Aunty Iris live near the zoo and Uncle Bob goes to the cricket all the time. And your cousin Alistair’s virtually your age.’
Colin’s chest was pounding like a bore-pump.
They were sending him away.
They didn’t want him any more.
‘I can’t go,’ he said. ‘I’m in the middle of a science project. Cricket practice starts next week . . .’
Mum moved up the bed and hugged him to her and he could feel sobs booming around inside her chest. She took several deep breaths.
‘The doctors say Luke isn’t going to get better,’ she said. ‘They showed Dad the X-rays.’
X-rays? For gastric?
‘I can help you,’ he shouted. ‘Make tea so you and Dad can look after him, bring his homework home from school. You don’t have to send me away.’
‘Colin,’ said Mum, ‘a terrible thing’s happening and we don’t want you to have to suffer too.’
What could be more terrible than sending him away?
‘Don’t you understand?’ said Mum, and it was almost as if she was pleading with him. ‘Luke’s going to die.’
Colin sat on the roof of the shed and stared out over the paddocks. The sun-scorched corrugated iron stung his legs and he didn’t care.
How dare they, he thought. How dare they give up and let Luke die.
Did they expect him to believe that they could take a bloke’s heart out and put another one in and sew a foot back on and pull a torch key-ring out of a girl’s stomach and yet they couldn’t cure his brother of cancer?
Bull
What about the man in the newsagent’s? He’d had cancer on the head and they’d cured him.
In the far distance he could see a tiny machine stirring up a huge cloud of dust.
Did they expect him to believe that modern technology could bring the cricket live from India and make bombs that could blow up the whole world and build a combine harvester like Ian Pearce’s dad’s over there, with air-conditioning and built-in stereo headphones, and yet it couldn’t stop Luke dying?
Bull.
They had millions of dollars worth of modern technology down there in those Sydney hospitals, he’d seen it on TV.
It was the doctors.
They weren’t trying hard enough. The automatic aerials on their cars were probably playing up and they couldn’t concentrate on their work.
He thought for a while about going down to Sydney and telling them to pull their fingers out. Then it occurred to him that perhaps the Sydney doctors just weren’t good enough.
What Luke needed was The Best Doctor In The World.
I’m going to need some help on this one, thought Colin, someone important who knows the phone number of the world’s best doctor.
He thought a bit more.
Then he went to tell Mum he was going to England.