16

“you wanna slow down a bit, Dad?” Paul said. “I've never seen you drive this way.”

I'd ignored the stop sign coming out of the high school parking lot, and floored it when the light at the intersection ahead of us turned yellow. It turned red well before I was through.

“Excuse me, Mr. Safety?” Paul said again, trying to get my attention.

“I want to get home,” I said.

“Okay, but remember, I said I had to get dropped off at Andy's?”

I wasn't sure, after the interview with his teacher, that Paul deserved to go out with his friends. Any other time, I would have taken him home and sent him to his room with orders to study until his eyes started to bleed, but at the moment I had too much else on my mind. And it might be prudent—given that a man I knew only as an e-mail address who was likely a killer had made it plain to me that he was going to figure out how to find me—to have as many members of my family as possible out of the house.

So I made a detour on the way home that would take us by Andy's house, and despite traveling well over the limit, there was still time for Paul to push his most recent agenda.

“I'm not talking about a big tattoo. Just a small one, where you'd never even see it. Like on my back, or shoulder, or my butt.”

“You want to get a tattoo on your butt.”

“It's not like it's going to bother you or Mom. You won't even see it.”

“If no one's going to see it, then why bother to get it done?”

Paul measured his words carefully. “Well, someone might see it. Eventually. Just not you guys. There's all sorts of neat designs. I can show you, on the Web, just so you don't think they're all gross. They're really a form of art.”

“A form of art that can never be removed. You get a tattoo, you've got it for life.”

“They have ways of getting rid of them.”

“I'm not so sure they're effective. And I think they're pretty painful.” I was feeling so tired, and developing a headache. Although I'd not been all that hungry, given what I'd seen this evening, the lack of anything in my stomach was taking its toll.

“I'd just like you to think about it, that's all. Lots of people have them, and it doesn't make them criminals or anything. Lots of my friends do, and I know grown-ups who've got them, too. You know Mr. Drennan, the math teacher? He's got this little butterfly on his arm, and there's this guy in Grade 9, his parents let him get this guitar tattoo on—”

We were pulling to a stop out front of Andy's. I said, “What does your sister think of this? You don't see her pestering me for permission to do this.” Paul often turned to Angie for the guidance and wisdom her many years afforded her.

“Jeez, Dad, she's already got one on her—” And he saw the dawn of surprise in my eyes and stopped. He opened the door, said, “See ya,” and bolted for Andy's place.

I didn't have time to think about where Angie might have a tattoo. I sped home, killing the lights of the Civic as I pulled into the drive. When I turned the key in the front-door lock, the bolt didn't slide home the way it usually does. Paul had been the last one out when we'd gone over to the school, and I couldn't recall seeing him lock it. But then again, Angie might be back from the mall and just hadn't locked the door when she stepped into the house.

No one listens to me.

“Angie?” I called as I stepped in. I turned off my cell and left it and my keys on the table by the door, and walked into the kitchen. “You home?”

There was no answer. I called again, louder this time: “Angie!”

No one called back. But I could hear noises coming from the kitchen. The opening of the fridge, the clinking of bottles.

“Sarah?” Maybe she'd come home early. No, that wasn't possible. Her car wasn't in the drive, and she'd called me from the office only moments ago, when I was in Ms. Wilton's class. “Who's there?”

I walked past the door to the study, where the purse stuffed with cash was still stowed, and into the kitchen.

It was Rick, leaning up against the dishwasher, drinking an Amstel from our fridge. He was in his jeans and jean jacket, which he wore over a black T-shirt. Heavy black boots stuck out from the bottom of his worn jeans. He was smiling enough for me to see that one of his front teeth was chipped.

“What the hell are you doing here?” I asked. “And where's my candlestick, you son of a bitch?”

Rick lost his smile. “That's not a very nice way to talk to a guy you want to fix your shower.”

“I don't want you to fix anything. I'm going to speak to Mr. Greenway about you, about the fact that you're a thief, that when you walk into someone's house to fix something, there's no telling what you'll walk out with. Just get out. We'll find someone else to fix our shower.”

“I didn't even realize when I came here the other day,” Rick said, “that your name was Walker. All they gave me was an address.”

“Well, that's me. Walker. And I'm asking you to leave.”

“Zack Walker. With a ‘Z.'”

That's when it hit me that Rick wasn't here to work on the shower.

He reached into the front pocket of his jeans and pulled out the sheet of paper I had left behind at Stefanie Knight's mother's place, the one with my name and e-mail address.

“When I looked your name up in the book for an address, I thought, Shit, I know that house. I been in that house.”

I said nothing.

“When I got here, I found the door was open. You really should lock up when you leave. You never know who's going to barge right in. But I had a look around the whole house this time. Haven't seen it since it was under construction. Nice place. Looks like you got a son, and a daughter. That right?”

I nodded very slowly.

“So I was trying to find Stef tonight, she had something of Mr. Greenway's I had to pick up, and went by her place, and when I couldn't find her there, I decided to drop in on her mom. You met her, right?”

“Her mother, yes. And her brother.”

Rick nodded. “You meet Quincy?”

“We met.”

“I gave them Quincy. It was a gift, like. I love snakes. I think they're really beautiful. Merle, that's Stef's mother? She's a nice lady. We got to be friends when Stef and I were a thing, you know?”

“Yeah.”

“But Quincy's been giving them a lot of trouble lately. He's a bit of a handful, I admit, but he's a good snake. So they asked me to take him off their hands for a while. You want to come out to the car and see him?”

I felt a chill. “No, like I said, we met.”

“I got him out in the trunk. Gonna take him back to my place. You're sure you don't want to come out, pet him?”

I shook my head.

“Because, if I don't leave here with what I want, then I might insist that you come out and pet him.”

“I'm sure we can work something out.”

“Merle and Stef, they don't talk that much, but Stef drops by once in a while, you know, so I thought, maybe she was over there. But she wasn't, but Merle started talking about this man who came by, saying he had something that belonged to Stef, but he was acting kind of funny, and I got a bit suspicious, you know. And he left this e-mail address. So they let me use their computer so I could send you a little message.”

“Yes.”

He smiled. “So if you've got something of Stef's, why don't you just hand it over to me, and I'll be on my way.”

“Okay,” I said. “That's fine. Follow me.”

I led him out of the kitchen and down the hall to my study. He stepped into the room, looked around, his eyes landing on the various items of SF kitsch, and said, “Whoa, I missed this room when I took my tour. This is quite the setup you've got here.”

He leaned in close to the shelves to admire the models and trinkets and action figures, stepped back to check out the posters on the walls. “This here, I know this is a Batmobile, but which one?”

“From the animated series.”

“I always liked the one from the old TV show, you know, from the sixties, where they had the words ‘pow' and ‘bam' and everything, when they took punches at each other. It had the red pinstripes, and little bat symbols on the wheels? I always thought that one was cool. I had a little Dinky Toy of that one.”

“It was a Corgi, actually,” I said.

“Huh?”

“A Corgi toy, not a Dinky Toy. It's right there, on the shelf above.”

He looked up. “Oh wow. Shit. That's it. That's the one I had as a kid.” He took it off the shelf and admired it. “Fuck me. That's really cool.” He felt the heft of the metal model in the palm of his hand. I wanted to tell him to be careful with it but held my breath instead. “It's a beauty, looks like it came right out of the box, still got the little antenna on it and everything.”

“Yeah, it's mint.”

“Where did you get this? My stuff, from when I was a kid, my mom just threw it all out, I guess. Fuckin' bitch.”

“That's mine. I mean, it was mine when I was a boy. I've kept it all these years.”

The man nodded, impressed. “You keep your stuff nice.”

I shrugged. “Well, I try. I've saved a lot of toys and things from my childhood, some better than others.”

“Well, it looks like it really paid off.” And then he slid the Batmobile model into the pocket of his jean jacket and smiled at me. Just like that, daring me to ask him to put it back on the shelf.

“Wait a minute,” Rick said, looking at the books on the shelves, including several duplicate copies of the ones I'd written. “Zack Walker. Is that like Zachary Walker?”

“That's right.”

“I know that name.” His eyebrows went together, like he was trying to remember something from a very long time ago. He pulled a copy of Missionary off the shelf. “Did you write this?”

I nodded. “That was my first book, yes.”

“Is this the one where those guys go to another planet and try to get the people to stop believing in God?”

“Yes, that's the one.”

“Shit, I loved this book! I read it while I was inside.”

Inside? Inside what? Most people did their reading inside, unless they were taking their books with them to the beach in the summertime.

“Yeah, this was good,” Rick said. “I found it kind of spiritual, if you know what I mean. Man, I can hardly believe I'm meeting some hot-shit writer.”

“Well, not that hot shit, actually. My other books have done only so-so. But that one, it did the best, and I'm finishing up a sequel to it now.”

Rick's eyes widened. “Are you kidding me? When I finished that book, I thought, Hey, what would happen next? Would the Earth guys suddenly get religion, or would they just be killed, you know, for not believing, or maybe back on Earth they'd send some more guys to see what happened to them, like in Planet of the Apes, you know, where they sent another astronaut after Charlton Heston found the Statue of Liberty on the beach there? Oh shit, I didn't spoil the ending for you, did I?”

“I've seen it.”

“Check this out,” he said, reaching into his back pocket and digging out a silver cigarette lighter featuring the Star Trek insignia, the rounded upside-down “V” that was the symbol for the Federation of Planets, on the side. “Like it?” he said, turning it so I could see the emblem more clearly. “Got it from a guy inside. I looked after him, and he knew I liked Star Trek, so he gave it to me.”

There was the word again. I was starting to get an idea of what it meant to be “inside.”

“Sort of like you giving me this Batmobile,” he said, patting his jacket pocket. “Now I'll do my best to look after your interests, too.”

I tried to smile.

“Now,” he said, getting back to the purpose of his visit, “how do you know Stefanie?” He put emphasis on the word “know.” “'Cause you don't really strike me as her type, though I could be wrong.”

“No no,” I said. “I don't know Stefanie at all.”

“Because I know she's been seeing somebody else lately. Maybe even a couple people, you know.”

“Not me.”

“Uh-huh.”

“No, you see, her mother's address? That was the only one I had for her. I did find something of hers, and I was just trying to return it, that's all.”

“And what would that be?”

“Her purse.”

“And why do you have her fucking purse?”

“I found it,” I said. “She'd dropped it at a store.”

Rick nodded knowingly. “Did you have a good look at what's inside that purse, Mr. Walker?”

“I looked at her license, so I could find a way to get in touch with her.”

Rick eyed me suspiciously. “I think you're giving me a load of bullshit, you know that?”

“No, really, I have it.” I was about to dig it out for him when the phone on my desk rang. We looked at each other, neither of us knowing whether I should answer it, and then it rang again. I leaned over and looked at the call-display feature. “It's my wife,” I said. “I better answer it.”

“I'm not here. Understand? Unless you'd like that phone cord wrapped around your neck.”

“Sure,” I said, unconsciously raising one hand to touch my neck while I reached for the receiver with the other. “Hello?”

“Me again,” said Sarah. “I tried the cell and when I didn't get you I figured you must be back home.”

“Yeah.”

“How'd the interview go? With Ms. Wilton?”

“Oh, you know. Okay. More or less. Not so good.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well, he's not, he's, well, he could be working a little harder. That's pretty much the gist of it.” Rick was taking a model of the Millennium Falcon off my top shelf, examining it.

“There was nothing more?”

“Well, some, but I can tell you all about it when you get home. How's it going there?”

“Pretty quiet.”

“What about that story you mentioned to me earlier?”

“The body out our way? Still waiting for more details. Cops don't have a name or anything yet, but she was banged up pretty bad.”

“Hurry up,” Rick whispered.

“I'm worried about you,” Sarah said. “I think you need to take some time off. I've never seen you stressed out quite the way you were tonight.”

“I'm okay.”

“I was talking to Deb, you know, on Foreign? Her husband, he had the same problem, and he got that prescription? The little blue pill?”

“You were telling Deb about this?” I asked.

“No, not specifically. Just generally, you know?”

“Sort of like, I know this guy, but it's not necessarily my husband, who's got erectile dysfunction?”

Rick grinned, made a drooping finger.

“No, don't worry about it. You seem really touchy.”

“I'm sorry. Maybe I'm just a bit hungry.”

“You must be starving. Throw on the other steak, have something to eat.”

“Maybe so. Listen, I gotta go, I think I've got to do a pickup at the mall.”

“Oh yeah, did Angie get some money from you?”

“Yeah, she did.”

“Okay, look, I gotta go too, things are starting to heat up around here. Love ya.” And she hung up.

I replaced the receiver.

“Chatty broad,” Rick said. “What did she want?”

“Just to check in and say hi. She's at work.”

Rick nodded. “Let's have it.”

I swept away the instructions for the Seaview model, revealing the purse. “Here it is,” I said. “Just take it and get the hell out of my house and don't come back.”

Rick grabbed it from me, turned it upside down, and dumped the contents on the floor. “Where is it?” he asked. “It better fuckin' be here.”

“Here,” I said, bending down and grabbing the two thick white envelopes. I opened the flap of one of them and fanned my thumb across the fifties. “There's $150 missing. I'll give that to you.”

Rick stared at the cash, dumbfounded. “Jesus,” he said. “That's a shitload of money. Where the fuck did that come from?”

And I thought, not for the first time that night, that it was possible I did not have a firm grasp of what was really going on.

I heard the front door open. “Dad!” someone screamed.

Angie. Home from the mall.