"You can call me Master," I said to the white man behind the broad ivory-colored desk. The stretch of 59th Street known as Central Park South lay far beneath his windows. The street was filled with toy-sized yellow cabs and tiny noonday strollers.
"Come again?" Clive Ford bristled in his oversized chair.
"That's my name—Master Vincent. My mother christened me so that no man could insult me without lowering his own head."
"Is there something else they call you?" Ford asked.
I eased into the wide-bottomed, walnut client's chair and crossed my legs. I didn't like Ford. He had watery eyes and was short and fat with stubble on his chin. I felt that a man, despite his liabilities, should make the most of himself. And appearance was the easiest blemish to cover.
When I looked in the bathroom mirror I didn't see a handsome or even a good-looking man. Tall and gawky, more gray than brown-skinned, I had big ears and an overbroad nose. But at least I wore nice suits that made me look filled out and hats that partly hid the insult of my Dumbo Lobes.
"Call me Mr. In-Between," I said. "It fits my nature and my vocation."
"Job."
"Oh. Yes. That's why you're here, isn't it?" I wondered how a man like Clive Ford got to be the vice president of some big corporation when he looked like a warthog and didn't even know simple, everyday words.
"I have a friend who needs a favor," Ford said.
"What friend?"
"That's not important."
"To whom?"
"Say what?" Ford asked.
"To whom is the identity of your friend unimportant?"
"You don't need to know his name." Ford showed irritation at my continued impertinence.
I shrugged.
"My friend is owed a great deal of money by a man who wants to pay but who also needs his anonymity."
"Now, that's a big word." I gazed out of the high window down across Central Park. It was a beautiful sunny office and a lovely summer's day.
"All we need is for you to attend a private poker game in Brooklyn Heights—and win."
"I can play, but I can't promise to win." I put my hands on the arms of the chair, indicating that it was time to go.
"Game is fixed. You use this"—he threw down two tight bundles of what looked to me to be one hundred $100 bills each—"and when the night is over, you take either $10,000 or ten percent of the winnings, whatever's more. You don't have to worry about the game being fixed; my client will repay any losses by the other players."
I settled back into the chair. I'd promised Felicia a trip in October and my funds were low. There was my emergency cash, but that was inviolate. Then again, I'd have to look long and hard to find another woman like Felicia. She didn't mind my odd hours or sporadic, sometimes days-long, absences.
"I trust you, baby," she'd say in her high voice, "but you got to treat me right."
"How's the game fixed?" I asked Clive Ford.
"By an expert," Ford said. "All you have to do is play and bet heavy if you have more than two of a kind."
"Deuces?"
"If it's three twos in your hand, you're gonna win—probably."
"How much?"
"No less than a hundred grand."
I didn't like it. But the ugly man was referred by Crow, and Crow was as good an agent as you could have. Still, Clive Ford was ugly and didn't care who knew it. If that was what he was like on the surface, what might there be hidden underneath?
"Why don't you exercise?" I asked him, unable to keep the disgust out of my tone.
"What?"
"Why don't you go to a gym? You got something wrong with your legs?"
"What the hell does that have to do with the game tonight? Bernardi told me that you were professional."
"I carry things from one set of hands to another. I deliver, but I don't work for just anybody."
"My references are good. Play the game, take your winnings, and bring them back to me tomorrow."
"What if I lose?"
"You won't."
I hesitated a moment past the comfort zone of a normal conversation.
"Besides," Ford said, "you're covered by Bernardi. He's the one I go to if anything goes wrong."
I had never met Bobo Bernardi. He was an ex-professional wrestler who had gone into the private delivery business. He only contacted me through Crow. Crow had a one-room office on 146th Street near Malcolm X. That office was the highway on-ramp that led from Harlem to the rest of the world.
"Take this job as a gift," Crow had whispered over the phone. "It's the best-payin' gig you evah gonna get."
Ten thousand dollars was a good payday, and cash was the cleanest package to carry. It wasn't like prescription drugs or stolen property; it wasn't like counterfeiters' product or stock-market tips that couldn't be trusted to electronic media. Real money was clean; something the cops could question, but they could not, legally, confiscate.
"We're not talkin' counterfeit here, are we, Mr. Ford?"
"Clean American currency ... Master."
I knew then that Ford was no fool. He saw my vain spot as soon as I told him my name.
We spent the next forty minutes going through the details of the pickup.
Pickup, drop-off. These were the two terms that bound my world, the bookends of my entire professional life. If an FBI agent wanted to speak to a prostitute he'd gotten fond of, I would deliver the valentine. If an informant deep within a criminal organization needed a line out, I was his connection.
With Crow as the router, Mr. In-Between was the express-mail system for a dozen and more shadow worlds. There was nothing that I wouldn't move except for slaves, the condemned, and terrorist communiqués.
"I'm not an assassin or an assassin's helper," I told my intern, Mike Peron, a youngish New Yorker of Peruvian descent.
"But what if it was a message to some CIA guy in Cuba to wipe out somebody down there?" Mike asked.
"No. Once you open that door, then anything—and everything—goes."
Mike nodded once and filed the information away. He would make a good bagman one day.
I had a loft apartment in Tribeca that didn't require rent. I'd once done a favor for the landlord, Joe Moorland, which had earned me a lifetime get-out-of-rent-free card.
The ceilings were eighteen feet high, looming over three thousand square feet of mostly empty space.
I like space. One of my favorite pastimes is to stare out over the empty bamboo floor of my home. At the front corner of the loft, I walled off four hundred square feet for an office. This was where Mike and I worked. We could gaze out of the fourth-floor window onto Greenwich Street and discuss the best ways to go about a problem; not that I had any difficulty forming strategies. It's just that sometimes I needed an extra pair of hands, and it was always good to see how someone else would go about getting from Point A to Point B.
And Mike had other qualities. He spoke Spanish and street, and he was small, with a New World Indian look about him. Nobody would ever suspect him on a sophisticated run.
"Why you gonna take this job?" Mike asked that afternoon as three fire engines blared past on the street below.
"It's good money and Crow asked me to do it."
"But you're like a shill."
"Crow says it's not like that."
"When I'm'a meet this Crow?"
"When you learn to speak proper English," I said.
"I know how to talk."
"Good. Now all you have to do is implement that knowledge, and the windows of the world will open for you."
Mike glared at me but he didn't argue. He knew that I was the doorway to his dreams of dignity, wealth, and respect. He didn't even have a high-school diploma when I found him hustling for nickels in East New York. Now he'd earned his GED, and no one had stabbed him in over two and half years.
"You got that address?" I asked him.
"Yeah."
"Check it out and follow procedure."
"If there's trouble ahead?"
"Blue cell." I gave him the new number.
I had three pay-as-you-go cell phones, each one of a different primary color. I changed the number on one of these phones every month. When I made a change, I'd tell Mike which one to call.
After Mike left on his errand, I went into my apartment and lay down on the chaise lounge I'd bought from my psychoanalyst at the end of six years of deep therapy. I'd spent five days a week on that brown, backless sofa. I bought it for $18,000, telling my analyst, Dr. Myra Golden, that I'd use it when I felt the need to tap into my unconscious mind.
I lay down and closed my eyes thinking about Clive Ford and his mission.
The more I thought, the more I worried that the whole thing was a mistake. Pickup, drop-off—that was my mantra. This poker playing lay outside my area of expertise. But Crow had asked, and $10,000 was heavy cash for a day's work.
The red phone made the sound of Zen bells in the distance.
"Hello."
"Hey, baby, how you doin?"
"Felicia."
"You know it make me dizzy when you say my name like that, Master," Felicia said.
"I told you that you don't have to call me that, girl."
"How can I help it," she said in a serious tone, "when I know every time I say it, your dick gets hard?"
"That's only when I'm looking at you, baby."
"Is it hard right now?"
"Why are you calling me?" I allowed her question to seek its own reply.
"I want a steak and to see if we can do sumpin'."
Felicia was twenty-three, fifteen years my junior. She was a large woman from Bedford-Stuyvesant. Felicia had worked partway out of the hood. A junior cashier at a grocery store in the Village, she was the least-likely girlfriend I could imagine.
One day I was buying chicken breasts and broccoli at her register, and she asked, "You cook for yourself?"
I said yes as I looked up, falling into her eyes. She said she'd be off at nine and that I could buy her dinner if I was there.
"I got a job tonight, baby," I told Felicia.
"A job or another girlfriend?"
"A job. A job so good that we can go to Hawaii for a week on your vacation."
"Really?"
"No lie."
Felicia had a very large butt. I'd always liked skinny women. But somehow I found myself waiting for her at nine, and we've been together since.
I stretched out on the psychoanalyst's couch after that first night of deep, passionate sex with Felicia; lying there, I could hear Dr. Golden saying, go with it, which was odd, because Golden had never given me one word of advice in 1,440 hours of therapy.
"What is it you do again?" Felicia asked.
She had posed that question many times, and I always gave the same answer: "I'm an assistant to a guy who hangs out on a corner up in Harlem. I help him and he gives me advice."
"Oh. Can he give you the night off? I got a itch that I want you to scratch ... wit' yo' tongue."
My chest throbbed and I wanted to say, "I love you," but stifled the urge. I did not understand this feeling Felicia brought out in me. She was undereducated and used crude language. She was completely unsophisticated. But still, when she looked at me, I wanted to get down on my knees and thank God even though I had been an atheist since the age of eight after seeing my parents brutally murdered.
"I have to go, Felicia. I need to get ready for the job."
"I might have to go see my old boyfriend then," she speculated.
"I've told you before, honey, if you need another man, just leave. You don't even need to tell me that you're gone."
"Don't be like that, Daddy. I'm just playin' wit' you. You don't have to get all serious an' shit."
"You're wrong, girl. I am serious, very serious."
"Okay. We see each other tomorrow night, then. All right?"
"As long as you're not with your old boyfriend. What was his name? Hatton, George Hatton."
"You remembah that?"
"I remember everything."
The game was to be held on the top floor of a private brownstone on Montague Street near the water, in the Heights. I arrived at eleven forty-five in order to be there for the first hand to be dealt at midnight. I was met at the door by two big men armed with electronic wands.
"Excuse me, Mr. Vincent," the sandy-haired one said, "but we have to make sure you're clean."
They took my blue cell phone, removed the battery, and put them both in a box. They also searched my wallet, made me take off my jacket so they could feel through the fabric, and asked me if I wore glasses. They even checked my eyes with a flashlight to see if I had contacts.
I didn't mind the search. This was high-stakes poker. Someone would be a fool not to cheat if they could.
There was a small elevator that went to the fourth-floor gambling room. I was met at the top by a red-haired white girl, no more than nineteen, dressed in a full-length yellow satin evening dress. The gown looked a little too new, making her seem as though she was a child playing dress-up.
"Welcome, Mr. Vincent. I'm Maria. You're the last to arrive." She took me by the arm. "Let me show you to your place at the table."
The young woman walked me five steps to the plush red six-sided table. The second I got there, I started thinking about how to turn back time. Four of the five men were a who's who of the real New York underworld.
Maria introduced me, but I already knew the four.
"Faust Littleman," the girl said.
He was the heroin connection between Afghanistan and Baltimore. He lived in New York for the restaurants and to stymie police intervention in his business. Crow had gotten an offer from Faust for me to make regular deliveries, but my agent demurred, telling Littleman, "We're mailmen, not drug dealers."
"Welcome, Mr. Vincent," Littleman said without a smile or even a nod.
"Brian Mettgang," Maria said.
He was a powerful Hollywood producer who'd gotten his start in extreme pornography. It was rumored that he'd still provide a snuff film for the right amount of cash.
I had done work for Mettgang's company, but had never met the boss.
I was also introduced to Tommy Arland, the infamous West Side Hit Man; Jamaica Jim, a onetime enforcer who now ran the midtown numbers racket; and a man named Mr. Wisteria.
Wisteria wore a dark, dark red suit—a color that I had never seen in men's dress clothes. He also wore a buff-colored short-brimmed hat. He had the kind of mouth that often smiled but never laughed.
"Mr. Vincent," the bird-boned, middle-aged white man piped. "Welcome to our little game."
"Thank you," I said, wishing that I were somewhere else. I chided myself again for not asking who else would be playing. This company was serious business. I'd have walked out if not for my longtime friend and mentor, Crow.
Crow must have known what was coming down, I told myself over and over.
I took my seat, managing to look calm.
"I'm the last one here?" I asked. "I can't remember the last time that happened."
"We're playing five-card draw," Jamaica Jim said. "Nothing wild. The deal shifts from man to man to the left and the limit to the pot is $5,000, unless all active players agree to raise it. If you have at least five, you can't get busted."
Maria placed a new deck by my right hand.
I tore the tight plastic wrapper from the box, wondering who it was that had fixed the game. The men I knew of were all unlikely to do something like this, at least not in person.
That left Wisteria.
"Where you from, Mr. Wisteria?" I asked while shuffling the deck under the watchful eyes of my fellow players.
"Beloit, Wisconsin," he said in his mild milquetoast voice.
"Wisconsin," I mused. "Dairy farms and mountains of snow."
Wisteria smiled and nodded. "My family owns a dairy out there. They make three and half percent of the butter used in the Midwest."
He was the one, I thought. Everything about him seemed a fabrication. Even his pale gaze was faraway, deceptive.
The stares from everyone else were intense. Their eyes were bright challenges daring anyone to defeat them.
Each man had a drawer filled with a few hundred chips at his station; the four denominations ranged from $100 to $100,000. Each man had different-color chips: red, blue, yellow, green, violet, and orange.
I threw out an orange chip and dealt the cards. The rest of the players followed my ante.
"How's Pete Morgan doin'?" big black Jamaica Jim asked.
Peter François Morgan was the man that Ford got to invite me to the game. I knew various facts about him, but we weren't supposed to be close friends. I didn't need to know much.
"He's okay. Dolly had another kid—girl, I think. Anyway, he sends his best. He's in Miami right now."
"Peter Morgan?" Mr. Wisteria asked. His voice could have been a satyr's reed, a barely audible, almost-impossible sound coming from a deep wood.
"He suggested Vincent for the game," Faust Littleman said. The drug dealer's face was puffy. He had a highway map of blue veins under the almost-yellow skin of his nose.
"What do you do for a living, Mr. Vincent?" Littleman asked.
"I work for stockbrokers," I said as I dealt.
"You are a stockbroker?"
"No. I just do research for a few clients."
"Oh."
There was an air of tension in the room. Only Wisteria was immune to the atmosphere. His nimble little finger flipped among his cards. Everyone else seemed to think long and hard about their decisions.
I had two queens.
Fold if you have nothing, Clive Ford had told me. Stay for the ride on everything else. If you don't have at least three of a kind after the draw, then fold. If you get three or more, then play to the limit.
"Check," said Faust Littleman. The drug dealer looked up defiantly as if daring anyone to question him.
"I'll bet a thousand." Jim threw in a green chip.
"I'll see that," Tommy Arland, the assassin, added.
I looked at the killer, noting that he was as nondescript a white man as I had ever met. Not tall or particularly strong-looking, he wouldn't show up on anyone's radar unless they knew him. He could be the cheat at the table; anyone could.
Mettgang met the $1,000 limit. Wisteria and Iittleman folded.
I called the bet and threw down three cards. When I dealt again, I still had only two queens and folded.
"Nice of you to lose the first hand you dealt, Mr. Vincent," Wisteria said in an odd, but still-mild tone. "Otherwise we might have to kill you."
"Good luck always follows bad," I said optimistically.
"Amen," Wisteria said and, unaccountably, I felt a chill.
I lost the next two hands because I didn't have anything. I had three fives on the fourth hand, but Wisteria beat me with a diamond flush.
It wasn't until the sixth hand that I had something worthwhile. Three tens backed up by an ace and a jack. littleman and Arland battled me over that hand. I took in $8,400 when they finally folded.
All the while I felt the gaze of Wisteria upon me.
The men were true gamblers. They spoke very little and showed almost no emotion. Now and then Maria would bring a drink to someone. Mettgang and Wisteria each left once to go to the toilet.
At three fifteen in the morning I got dealt three nines by Jamaica Jim. I drew only one card, which gave me a pair of fives to go with my nines.
There was no logic to my manufactured luck, no mechanism that I could see that gave me an edge. No one dealer gave me my winning hands.
I cleaned up with the full house: $61,000 in a single hand of poker. That put me over the top—$127,800.
Tommy Arland was the big loser in that hand. He had two pair, sixes and eights. I wondered if he was the one paying me off. But I couldn't tell. All the men had on their poker faces. We spoke less at that table than I did to the harried counterman at the deli where I get my pastrami on rye during lunch hour on Tuesdays and Fridays.
Soon after my big win, Wisteria yawned. Jamaica Jim stretched and said, "I t'ink it's time we go."
And the game was over.
While the others went downstairs to gather their things I sat alone at the red table with Maria as she counted 1,278 hundred-dollar bills. She counted my winnings three times and then put the cash into a cute little briefcase no larger than a woman's purse.
"Do you have a roll of nickels in your bank there?" I asked her.
She reached down into the safe under the table and came out with a two-dollar plastic roll.
I handed her three hundred-dollar bills and said, "Keep the change."
***
By the time I got downstairs, everyone was gone, except for the sandy-haired man who had apologized for searching me. He gave me back my phone and I wished him well.
I had walked half a block from the house when someone shouted, "Hey, you!"
By the time I had turned around, the three men were almost upon me. Not one of them was particularly tall, but they were all sturdy, built for the hurting trade.
As I said, I'm tall, but not bulky or extremely strong. I will go one on one with anybody, though, because I will hurt you if I can get at you. But three men at once was beyond my physical limits.
"Gimme the case," the leader, a blocky white guy with a squashed face, commanded.
I heard a tiny motor rev in the distance. It was little more than the sound of a mosquito in your ear at night.
"What did you say?" I asked as if I really hadn't understood.
"Gimme the fuckin' case," the man said.
He moved ahead of his friends and reached for me. I responded by striking him on the temple with the side of my right fist, in which I held the roll of nickels. I hit him very hard. He squealed like a pig caught in a fence. I hit him in the same spot again before his friends registered the attack.
The engine in the distance got louder.
The two men left, one black and one brown, came at me then. The one on the left brandished a knife, while the black man on the right was holding a pistol down at his side.
As they came forward, I took a long step back. They had to go around the prone body of their unconscious boss. This gave me a six- to eight-second reprieve. It doesn't sound like much when armed men are after you and all you have is a roll of nickels in your hand. But I had faith in that small engine in the night.
Mike Peron zipped up behind my attackers, managing to hit both of them at about fifteen miles an hour. He was thrown from his motorbike, but I moved in quickly, clubbing the muggers with my coin-reinforced hand. After I was certain that the muggers were incapacitated, I helped Mike up, and together we rode away into the night.
I got off in Manhattan at five thirty and went to a twenty-four-hour diner on Sixth Avenue in the Village. I drank some coffee and then drank some more. I ordered a waffle with cooked apples and whipped cream and downed two more cups of coffee. I didn't read the newspaper or make small talk with the waitress. I didn't do anything but think about what had happened.
Anyone at that table could have set me up. Clive Ford or Bobo Bernardi could have been behind the mugging. It wouldn't have been Crow. It's not that I'm above suspecting my mentor, but Crow was the one who told me to have backup on a job that felt hinky. Crow would have had someone in reserve to come in on the chance that Mike was in the wings.
Someone had fixed the game, but it didn't make sense that he would have tried to rob me. After all, I was going to turn the money over to his agent, Clive Ford.
It was rare for Mr. In-Between to get double-crossed. It was almost always a straightforward kind of business.
At six fifteen I called a number.
"Speak to me," answered a whispery voice.
"Somebody tried to hijack me, Crow," I said.
"Who did?"
"I don't know. Three guys were waiting for me. If it wasn't for Mike, I might be dead by now."
"Damn!"
Silence fell on the pay-phone line for a full two minutes.
"You think it's Ford?" Crow hissed.
"I don't like him, but then again, I don't know."
"If it was him, then it's over now, anyway. You still got the money?"
"Yes, I do."
"How much?"
"One twenty-seven plus the twenty he gave me."
"Take out your percentage and put the rest in my box. I'll call Bernardi and see what's what."
"Okay."
"And you know the drill, right?" Crow added.
The drill was not to go anywhere that someone in our world might see me or be able to find me. Not my apartment. Not Crow's office.
"Oh, yeah," I said. "I know."
The fact that he felt the need to remind me showed how seriously my mentor took this business.
I went to Bailey's Bank on 42nd Street where Crow and I shared a safe-deposit box. In a private room, I removed my $12,500 (accounting for the $300 I'd tipped Maria) and put the rest in storage. Then I went to the Metropolitan Museum of Art and studied the South American and African exhibits.
I love history because the past belongs to all of us. The saga of the human race is a kind of cultural socialism that even the richest people cannot control or truly possess. I like thinking about the past when the present is impinging on me. It makes me feel untouchable.
I was waiting for Felicia at six when she got off work and we went to her apartment off Flatbush Avenue in Brooklyn. Her mother and sister came over because they had not met me before and we ordered barbeque from a delivery place—Winston's Memphis Belle BBQ.
Felicia's mother, Helen, was the image of the woman that Felicia would become in sixteen years. She was one year older and forty pounds heavier than I. Her face was the same as Felicia's, and her laugh was the same, too. Bunny, Felicia's sister, had a whole other father. His genes had made her slight and light skinned. Bunny was a very pretty girl and she gave me looks that might have been seen by Felicia as flirtatious but Bunny never let her sister see.
"Yeah," Helen was saying that evening, "me an' Bunny thought that Feel was makin' up her boyfriend. I mean, what a successful businessman be doin' hooked up with some wide-bottomed dark-skinned girl from Bed-Stuy?"
I draped my arm around Felicia's shoulders. "I just looked at her, and that was it. She said to come by later, and I believe I would have fought Mike Tyson to be there."
Helen and Bunny were stunned by my naked passion. Felicia leaned over and kissed my neck. She whispered in my ear, "I'm'a do it right tonight, Master."
And even though I was deeply troubled, I was still thrilled by the connection Felicia made with my soul.
She kissed my neck again and my mind flashed. It was like a flicker, a phenomenon that Myra Golden called, "the precursor to my intuition." I was about to come to some deep understanding when my blue phone made the sound of migrating geese passing overhead.
"Hold on," I said, answering the phone as I stood.
I took the phone into Felicia's bedroom and said, "Go on."
"Clive Ford fell off the top'a his office buildin'," Crow hissed. "Cops lookin' for everybody been to his office in the last three days."
"Damn. What about Bobo?"
"He told me that he washes his hands of it. The money's ours."
"What's happening, Crow?"
"I'm sorry, man. The way Clive laid it out to me, nobody was getting ripped off."
My intuition kicked in then and I realized that all the men at that table were in on the fix. I said this to Crow.
"Most of them anyway," he said ominously.
"What should I do?" I asked.
"Find a hole and stay in it till the smoke clears."
Even the fear of death did not weaken the ardor I felt for Felicia Torres. I strained over her, grunting like an old man passing a stone. I held her so tightly that she had to ask me to let up.
The next morning at a coffee shop, I was reading the Post because that was the only paper they had. Terrorists in England had invented an exploding iPod, and a movie star of some renown got divorced from one guy and married another in a single day.
On page three I read that James "Jamaica Jim" Rolleyman had been found hanged in his apartment near 48th Street and Ninth Avenue. The police said that the death was suspicious. There was no note and no warning that he might have committed suicide.
Wild geese cried out while I was reading the article.
"Hello?"
"Hey, man," Mike Peron said. "You read the paper?"
"You got family in Peru still, Mikey?"
"Some."
"Go for a visit. Two weeks should do it. I'll pay."
"What about you?"
"I'm going to catch up on my reading."
I went to the diner's toilet, counted out fifty $100 bills, and wrapped them in a paper towel. I folded the paper to make a pretty secure envelope. Then I went to the reading room of the main branch of the New York Public Library.
In the northwest corner of the reading room, on any day that the library was open, from eight in the morning till closing time, you could find Nelson "The Dean" Koslowski. He was always reading a book and usually flanked by two women. For the past year, these posts had been held by Minna Olson and Arianna Tey.
The way they were seated, you couldn't get very close to Nelson, so you had to start a discussion with one of the women first.
"Hi," I said to Minna, a thin, black woman of twenty-something years. She had a plain face, but there was sensuality in her posture.
"Do I know you?" she asked, not unpleasantly.
I handed her the jury-rigged envelope and she, showing me the respect I deserved, did not open it to count out my offering. She turned to Nelson, an elderly white man of seventy-eight or -nine, and whispered something.
He looked up from his book, made a face, and nodded. Minna moved aside.
I sat down next to the old man. He was very short and wore clothes that would have been suitable for a janitor or a gardener.
"Master," Nelson said. "Long time."
"As a rule, I don't need to come to you for information," I said. "Usually two addresses will do me fine."
"So why are you here? Do you have a message for me?"
"Clive Ford, Faust Littleman, Jamaica Jim, Tommy Arland, Brian Mettgang, and a little guy named Wisteria," I said. "Does that mean anything to you?"
The Dean stared at my forehead for what seemed like a very long time.
"Minna, Arianna," he said.
The women turned their heads to regard him.
"Go get yourselves some coffee. Mr. Vance and I need a few minutes alone."
The ladies were reluctant, but they knew better than to question their boss. After they were gone, Nelson stared at me a while longer. The envelope with my money was nowhere to be seen.
Koslowski was a self-made man of what Crow liked to call Nefarious Letters. The Dean knew everything that went down in the city. He never talked to the police or any other government agent, and if you fooled him into giving you information for the cops, he was likely to take revenge upon you, one way or the other. He had a full head of gray blue hair and skin that sagged with the weight of all he knew. It cost $5,000 just to ask him a question; his research could run much higher.
"What's your interest?" Nelson asked me.
"Trouble," I said simply.
"Serious trouble?"
I didn't even nod. Koslowski knew I wouldn't be there unless the guns were loaded and the crosshairs in place.
"Ford was point man for a guy named Ring," Nelson told me.
"The assassin?"
"Littleman, Jamaica Jim, Arland, and Mettgang all worked for Wisteria."
"Worked?" I repeated. "I saw them last night."
"Jamaica Jim's fake suicide was in the paper. The rest of them probably won't show up anytime soon."
"And Wisteria?"
"Olaf Wisteria, I am told, suffers from a variety of mental illnesses. They all come together under the general heading of paranoia. It was said that he suspected one of his henchmen of stealing from him. For the last six months, he has had them all followed, bugged, and attached at the hip to men who answer only to him. They could not take a step that wasn't watched, listened to, and studied. They were never allowed to handle money unless it was their winnings at the weekly poker game."
"He couldn't watch them that closely."
"Have you looked into his eyes?"
I had.
"Is Ring dead, too?" I asked.
"Ring, I hear, has switched loyalties."
"Where can I find Ring?"
"I don't know."
"I can have ten thousand here in an hour, Mr. Koslowski."
"I don't know, Master. If I did, I would tell you."
On the Fifth Avenue steps of the library I called Crow, but he didn't answer. This bothered me because Crow always answered his personal line. He even took it to the hospital when he was having knee surgery. They gave him a local anesthetic, and he conducted business while the doctor cut, shaved bone, and sewed.
I kept a small apartment under my mother's maiden name in Queens, not far from JFK. I went there via subway and bus. It was clean because I hired a service to come once every two weeks to dust and do whatever else was necessary.
I sat on the springy bed and went over all I knew.
Ford was an assassin's agent and Ring was the killer. The four men I had feared at the poker table were, in turn, frightened by Wisteria. They siphoned off their money to pay for the killing of their paranoid boss.
The fix was brilliant. Four of the five players knew when I was betting and the parameters of what I held. If they had a better hand, they folded. If they didn't, they bluffed. Wisteria wouldn't wise up because he would beat me at least half of the time we bet against each other.
The money came from the bank that Wisteria controlled.
But if Koslowski was right and Wisteria had such a tight rein on his men that they couldn't get a message out, then how did they get in touch with Ford to make such complex plans?
Sure, they could make a clandestine call from some friend's cell phone, but that wouldn't be enough. No. They needed to get word to someone who would build the plan for them; someone who would understand their plight and set up the game for them.
Crow.
I sorely missed my analyst's couch, but I made do with the bouncy bed in my getaway room. Crow was the only solution to the problem. If he was aware of Wisteria and knew the men at the table, he might have set up the game, setting me up as he did so. Crow knew how to leave messages anywhere. He figured out the poker game and then got word to the players how the game should go. He called Clive Ford, Ring's agent, and then pulled me in to pay the assassin's fee.
Crow knew I wouldn't willingly be party to an assassin's trade. He worked it out so that I would be paid well and Wisteria would be eliminated. He had all the bases covered, except for the unheard-of betrayal by Ring.
The sun set and I lay still, my eyes closed, my breath shallow. I lay there for many hours considering the next action to take.
The smartest thing would have been to take the money and run. Now that I understood Wisteria, I knew enough to fear him. Crow had never once failed to answer his phone, and so he was probably dead, too.
I had $278,000 in savings. I couldn't take Felicia because she'd have to call her mother one day.
I was ready to run. All I needed was a few morning hours to collect my savings and get on the PATH train to a Jersey bus, and I'd be gone.
Zen bells rang near midnight.
"Yeah?"
"How you, baby?" Felicia asked.
"Fine. My business had a little backlash. But I got a hold of it."
"You okay?"
"Uh-huh. Why you ask?"
"I'on't know," she said. "I just got the feelin' you might need somebody to call and say they loved you."
My throat caught and a pain set off in my chest. My intuitive dizziness set in, and for a moment I remembered being happy. It's not that I was happy, I just remembered how it once felt.
"Felicia," I said. "Felicia, you are something else, you know that, girl?"
"I love you," she said. "You don't have to say it back. You don't have to do nuthin' but promise me that you will come to my house and stay here again."
"Unless I'm dead and cold, you better believe I will be there," I said.
Three in the morning found me on a rooftop across the street from the gambling house in Brooklyn Heights. I had a high-powered pistol that doubled as a rifle in my pocket. I had tried five times to call Crow. If he hadn't answered by then, I knew he never would.
And even though I had been betrayed by my mentor, I still respected him and gave him the benefit of the doubt. I had worked for Crow since I was a teenager. He taught me to articulate and how to walk straight, how to dress and how to behave in the company of other men.
Unlike me, Crow was strong and powerful. Even now, in his mid-fifties, he posed a daunting figure. I looked up to him and he showed me a way.
For long minutes, I stared at the gamblers' house. No one came in or out but there was an odd shadow in the doorway. The longer I looked at it, the stranger it appeared.
At three thirty I climbed down the fire escape and crossed the street. Crow had taught me how to move silently through the noisiest terrains. I could have been a cat burglar if I wasn't a delivery specialist.
The shadow was caused by the front door to the gambling establishment being ajar. I stared at it a full thirty seconds before crossing the threshold. I locked the door behind me and located the stairs. One and a half flights up, I came upon a dead white man of middle years. His head was at the bottom of the flight and his legs were above and to the side. He'd been shot in the back. The blood pooled under him in the green carpeting.
I decided to start in the room I knew best, so I went to the fourth floor and pushed the door open.
Olaf Wisteria was sitting with his back to the red gambling table, smiling at me. That was when I learned that I wasn't a natural-born killer. The moment a real killer had even suspected another living being, he would have opened fire.
But all I did was stare at Olaf as he stared sightlessly back at me.
"I wondered when you'd get here," a crackling voice said.
I turned quickly and lifted my gun, but I knew before I could pull the trigger that it was Crow who called to me.
He was laid up in a corner with blood on his face and army jacket. I ran to him and got down on my knees.
"Motherfucker shot me three times 'fore I could get off one shot," my mentor said. His chiseled black face seemed thinner from the strain of his wounds. "Lucky he didn't wear a vest like me."
"Let's get you out of here," I told him.
"I knew you'd come," Crow said to me. "I knew you wouldn't let me and him take your life away."
Two days later, in a very private Bronx clinic, Crow regained consciousness.
"Olaf had a lover," Crow told me when the nurse left us alone. "Her name was Connie and she was a friend."
"He kill her?"
"Yeah. I didn't know it until Jamaica Jim told me. He said that Wisteria was going to break up everything, he was so crazy ... I'm sorry, boy. I used you, but you got to know that I had no idea Ring would double-cross us."
"Why didn't they kill him at the game themselves?" I asked.
"During the game, Wisteria had men in the walls, watching."
"In the walls?"
"He was a sick puppy," Crow said. "But he only had Ring with him at night. I disabled the alarm and took my chances."
"That was Ring you killed on the stairs?"
"Uncle Sam trained me real good in 'Nam," Crow said. It was the first I'd ever heard of his being in the military. "I killed him for you, Master. I was trying to make restitution for tricking you like I did."
"That's okay," I said.
"It is?"
"Yeah," I said. "It's like my final exam."
Crow looked at me and nodded slowly.
"Yeah," he said. "You can't trust anybody."
The sun was rising outside over the Bronx. Crow would live and I'd still work for him. Mike would come back and Felicia would thrill me in the night. And I would be a stronger man in an ever more uncertain world.